ooc; hi ! this is an independent oikawa tooru rp blog written by alice, and I was wondering if you could like or reblog this post if you would be interested in roleplaying with me <3 ?
Oikawa blinks slowly, contemplative in deep browns of his eyes ; a FRAGMENT of a feeling too indescribable lingers in his PORCELAIN features before the corner of his lips lifts in a small smile. “Of course.” ( Careless words that SLIPPED past his parted lips so mindlessly, HARDENS into resolve by his CLENCHED fist. )
But of course, a smile was never enough to fool iwaizumi. In some ways, Oikawa’s thankful for their closeness ; telepathy came too easily between them – thoughts exchanged wordlessly with a simple quirk of a brow or a tilt of head – but like a DOUBLE-EDGED SWORD, Oikawa knew, that the STRENGTH of their bond would also prove to be their his biggest WEAKNESS.
“Ah! I’m fine ~!” Oikawa laughed, waving off his concern with a gentle flick of a wrist. “I was just counting the number of lines you have on your forehead when you frown.” This – this familiar banter of theirs – this was SAFE; & so perfectly reminiscent of their HALCYON days of the past. And it was so easy ( too easy ) to fall back into the routine.
But as fleeting as the lives of the unfortunate, the moment was gone. And Oikawa’s features hardened ; a rolling THUNDERCLOUD clasping just ahead. “Just promise me you won’t do anything dangerous,” Lifting his gaze to meet Iwaizumi’s, he whispered. “Okay?”
creases of concern vanish momentarily, final vestiges of restraint exhausted ( & oh, he’s tired; but he’s the straight man by reflex, if not for lack of a better option ) . distance closed between them, his fist -- loosely curled, light, playful -- reaches out to bump against tooru’s shoulders. “ & whose fault do you think that is ? ” he comments, though without any real heat behind it. their conversation lightens, a weight falls off his shoulders, until
“ i’m part of the ccg, ” returns the somber mood, it brings them back to why they started this conversation at all, “ doing dangerous shit is literally my job description. ” exhale, inhale; spill your woes. “ besides, there’s a new ghoul running rampant on the streets & we have no information at all -- at this point, it’s going to take forever just gathering data, who knows when we’ll even be able to catch them. ”
he shakes his head as if the physical motion will help him shake off the desperation thrumming through his veins, fingers steepled as he forces a grin. “ forget i just said that -- you shouldn’t get involved in this. ” & he attempts lightheartedness, with some finality, “ shouldn’t you be the one promising not to do anything dangerous? i’m the one with a weapon, after all. ”
ooc / notice ! first off i’d like to apologise for my inactivity ! my final exams are coming up so i won’t be able to focus on rping much for another month or so, & as such i’m putting my blogs on a full hiatus until at least the 4th of november. i’ll see you all on the flip side, & i hope everyone has a great month / end of the year ahead !
first of all, congratulations on turning 23 ! can you believe we’ve only known each other for months ?? it’s so surreal because so much has happened in this time; like you getting a job, me going through a hell of a lot of exams, all the days of classes & cons & festivals & trips that we’ve shared with each other through texts. & as a note, before you start questioning me / this, i swear that everything here is completely genuine & honest. like, cross my heart ( & hope to die ) entirely true. warning: this is going to get Long.
anyway, to go back when we first met. it feels like we clicked instantly ? from our love for tooru to our shit personalities, we found so many similarities between us ( remember being ouran twins & saying things in sync & you being the only person to understand my weird analogies & us sharing all the weird inside jokes ) . you’ve been the one person i’ve felt comfortable with sharing weird things about myself with; & that’s saying something, because i tell people random things all the time. even with how frequently we text each other, i never get tired of talking to you. & when we disagree ( jaehee does not have a boring personality, fight me, ) it doesn’t feel like our differing views put any distance between us. if anything, it keeps our dynamic interesting & our friendship fun, tbh. also you get to witness me having opinions, which is a rare & unusual thing, so i hope you’re happy ♡ .
& on that note, from the bottom of my heart, i hope that you are happy. i’m writing this at 5/6am so i’m incredibly all over the place right now, but the one thing that i will always wish for you is your happiness. bc you deserve it, really. you work so hard to be nice to people & put so much effort into balancing work & socialising & cosplaying, as well as ? for some reason trying to analyse my personality but otherwise ! you have so much talent within you & i’m so proud of you for having achieved so much despite having your job for only a short time. more than that, i hope you remember to take care of yourself, & that if ever you need someone, i’m always here for you.
for my part, i definitely didn’t think that i’d meet or get close to someone like you ( ever ) , because i’m usually not that good at keeping contact with other people for extended periods of time. but it’s been months, & sure that hasn’t been very long, but we’ve literally been talking more or less every day, even if it’s just idle chat about things that happened to us or things we’re planning to do. i treasure every moment we’ve spent together, from back when you were so open to everyone & until now, even when we’ve both revealed our true colours to each other. thank you for sharing so much of yourself with me, & even if i don’t tell you so all the time, i really do admire you a lot. i admire your confidence, the security you have in yourself; your honesty, how you’re able to be blunt & say the things you really think even if it might meet disapproval from others; your beauty, both inside & out; your pr skills, the way you’re able to communicate with so many people & yet take no shit from anyone; and there’s so much more to you that i don’t know how to go on because i’m literally on the verge of tears just from thoughts of how deeply you’ve touched & changed my life.
so for everything you’ve done, thank you. for your friendship, your thought, your time, thank you for letting me experience these past few months with you. finally, i know you’re always encouraging me to put myself first, but i’m guessing you’ll let yourself be the exception because i truly mean this when i say that i’d put you above myself any time of the day. with that, i’d like to wish you a great year ahead -- hopefully one we’ll spend with each other through our texts ( or better yet if we manage to find the time to meet each other ) -- & i hope you remember that i love you. i’m not that great with words & i’ve been going everywhere but nowhere with this post, so if i manage to convince you of one thing, i’d hope that it’s of my love for you. peace out !
-- ♥, sarah.
thank you for everything, & once again, happy birthday, love.
did it show, his lack of experience in the field? it was still so new to him, this line of work. a heart of stone, a strong stomach. things that he’s never once thought he would ever need. and yet when the red liquid starts running and the air fills with choked gasps, strangled pleas. that’s when he sees just how NEEDED those qualities are.
a total of two months are needed before he can begin to stomach the sight, to accept the idea of just what it is he does. and it’s at that point where he no longer feels for the deceased is when he begins to worry. worry for himself, his well being. was he starting to lose his mind? it wouldn’t even come as a surprise.
“ not really. “ a silence that lingered for far too long hung between them before he answered. so adsorbed he was in the gruesome sight before him ( one he caused, don’t forget the red staining your hands ) that the company was nearly forgotten.
“ doesn’t make it any easier, though. “
he reeks of danger, reminds him of blood lust & long - lost memories of innocence. word travels fast if you have connections, & despite the innocently phrased inquiry, iwaizumi knows more about bokuto koutarou than he’s willing to let on.
“ hm. i could swear i’ve never seen you around before. though i did hear that oikawa tooru took on a new partner.. would that happen to be you ? ”
his gaze remains searching, false ignorance belying the information that he already holds. looking at the corpses before him, he examines the scene with a sense of disinterest, his reaction underwhelming even when the heavy tang of iron pulses through the air & gets under his skin. eyes long turned cold & piercing, calculative, darts from prey to predator; a slow smile curling at his lips when he gives his reply.
❛ someone’s acting kind of GREEN today , hm ?? too bad that you’re not a FROG to eat whatever BUGS you off. i’m not kermit-ing any crime with what i’m saying , am i ?? ❜
❛ that’s it, you’re dead to me. ❜ he speaks, tone stern; though it’s a struggle to suppress completely the flicker of amusement tugging at his lips. ❛ i can’t believe i have to stoop so low, but this is the last straw. i’m blocking you on facebook. ❜ he manages a deadpan delivery, followed by an exaggerated, tortured, ( feigned ? ) groan at the litany of puns.
ooc / ehh.. well… so. i know it’s been a while since i was last active, but between college & church obligations i’ve found that i’ve been really lacking the motivation & energy to write. whenever i do try to get to replies, i feel iffy about my own writing & i don’t want to just do whatever when it comes to threads, especially since i still love my muses a lot. so basically the point of this post is to say that i’ll be going on an indefinite semi - hiatus until either after my exams are over ( & i’m done with college ) or when i feel better about my writing. in the meantime, i’ll still be lurking around occasionally on tooru, iwa and/or komaeda, but you’ll most likely be able to catch me most frequently on my personal / skype ( rainingice1 ) .
I have let others be young for me / and swallowed years through the saliva of / grown men, / aged to twenty-one / after my first sip of something strong. / The stars / taught me to stay quiet: the brighter I got / farther I had to fall down / (four feet, five feet, five and half). / I never needed to grow up / ached for ancient paintings and literature / in case it would / help me to grow down. Now I am / just two months away from being eighteen / already holding more than a / hundred years / worth of other people inside me / (fifty, twenty-five, fifty-four, thirteen). // written by Paint
ooc / ehh.. well... so. i know it’s been a while since i was last active, but between college & church obligations i’ve found that i’ve been really lacking the motivation & energy to write. whenever i do try to get to replies, i feel iffy about my own writing & i don’t want to just do whatever when it comes to threads, especially since i still love my muses a lot. so basically the point of this post is to say that i’ll be going on an indefinite semi - hiatus until either after my exams are over ( & i’m done with college ) or when i feel better about my writing. in the meantime, i’ll still be lurking around occasionally on tooru, iwa and/or komaeda, but you’ll most likely be able to catch me most frequently on my personal / skype ( rainingice1 ) .
so i’ve reached 68 followers & since 68 is a happy number, have this ! ( what’s a happy number, you don’t ask ? sarah voice: starting with any whole number, sum up the squares of each digit & repeat the process until you reach an infinite loop or 1. if the cycle ends in 1, the number is happy ! ) anyway. tbh, this blog has been more shitposting than actual ic, but it’s a blog i’ve been free to do what i want on, & for that i’m really thankful. more relevantly i wanted to do a thing & i just so happened to have an arbitrary number of followers i cld relate something mathematical to. so ! keeping to this blog’s motto of i do what i want, here’s an appreciation post ! ( also blame my current theme on cez she’s an Enabler.. .. blame the font on tori bc she too is an enabler i can’t believe )
edit: i’m not at 68 anymore bc cez refused to unfollow me :/ but it doesn’t matter how fast you go or smth, so i’m going to pretend where i started is what matters. & now, for real this time, i present my happy number appreciation post ! ( i’ll make a more traditional follower appreciation post when i hit an actual milestone hahah this is just the result of too much affection & procrastination. )
@grxndiosity / anw ,
@celestiis / step on me
@zeneisen / honestly you’re such ? a sinful yet lovely egg like you’re always rly nice to me & i adore you so so much but also let me take you to church. jay, thank you for being here & being you ! i’ve said this countless times, but i’m so glad we met again in hq after drifting apart in the khr fandom, bc my life is so much more enjoyable w you in it. i really, really !! love you lots & you’re one of my favourite people to talk to. & even if we don’t talk often, i love how easy it is to fall back into conversations w you. i wish for you all the best in everything, & that our friendship will last for a long time to come !! ps: give viola & aniki hugs for me !
@baratan / lilly .. . ... where do i even begin ??? so, you’re one of the kindest, funniest, liveliest, friendliest person i have had the pleasure of knowing. talking to you always makes me feel chill even if i aggressively hold ur hands all the time. your positivity is infectious, & i feel cheered up just by seeing you on my dash tbh whether you’re being ic or ooc. there’s just so much personality shining through your writing that makes it a fun experience to read, whatever you’re writing about. ( even the angst tbh ) takes ur hands gently ,, anyway.. .. i hope you know that ily lots. you deserve so much happiness, & if i can give you even a margin of it, i’m satisfied with that. ps: why ,, do you hv so many blogs . ..
@lionsblue / pain t , ,, !!! when will you stop loving obscure characters but More Relevantly when will u stop dragging me along w u ... :/ i never asked for this .. .. .. ok maybe i did a little but honestly the love you pour into all your favs is contagious & i can’t help but fall for them more & more every time you give me more insight into the depths of their personalities. you’re honestly one of the most inspiring rpers i’ve known bc you make me strive to grasp my muses better whenever i see you talk about yours. i really look up to you & i’m glad for all the opportunities i get to talk to you bc ily ,, , ps: im also p sure u were the catalyst for this url so thnks for that too. stay cool !!
@tetsuoujii / which blog are you even on , , , anw peach my darling my love !! you’re such an actual sweetheart & a cutie i die every time we talk tbh ,, , you’re adorable in general but especially ! when you tell me abt things you’re passionate about you seem to rly shine ! i’ve looked up to you for many, many things from when we first met, & i still look up to you now for even more: you’re kind, lovely, & all in all you’re such a cheerful presence in my life & im so thankful for you. ily & thank you sm for being you. ps: literally i love all your autoplays what is this magic ... also gl w .... you know . .. . that person ; ) i’m rooting for you !!
@villagerbee / (´ ▽｀).。ｏ♡ ( yamaguchi voice ) miiIMIIIIIII —— . . . .. ur like The Cutest person i know like from the moment we started talking i died over how cute you were Immediately. you’re such a darling soul & i feel all warm inside whenever we talk tbh !! there’s a kind of gentleness that comes with your presence & the vibe you give off feels really calming & peaceful. i’m rly thankful for how you were so nice to me when we started talking, & i hope this friendship lasts a long time. ps: you’re precious & lovable & you deserve to be happy always
@prospere-risu / liz ,, , , , i think you’re one of the most insightful people i know ! also hahah thank you for being one of the few who will actually ask me to tell you abt math, my One True Love, ,, ( no not rly ) also, i think this is the first time i’ve started a speech dedicated to you that didn’t begin with ‘first of all go to bed’, so here’s an achievement ! anw, liz !! you’re rly rly sweet to me even though our timezones are total opposites & i’m generally pretty tired whenever we talk ( that or it’s time for you to sleep ) but i just want you to know that i enjoy your company v much ! you’re a real pleasure to talk to & you put so much thought into each of your responses that it amazes me. ps: go to bed, liz
@nobilissiregis / nym !! first of all whn i say explain me a thing & it’s not followed up by a chemistry related question pls Do Not explain me the thing i do not need to know about vacuum n/sfw i need to protect my innocent persona. ok fnknfsnj in all seriousness though, i really admire you for how you’re able to keep up with so many characters & threads at a time. i think the way you manage to grasp the personalities of each of your muses & portray them as true to their characters is amazing. even if we don’t talk often, you’re still rly dear to me & ily lots !! ps: pls salt more often i love ur salt
@oikawaisms / luce luce luc e !!! i know we’ve both been busy with studies & life & so we hvnt gotten to talk much but i want you to know that i love you lots ! even after all this time, my impression of your tooru is still vivid in my mind. i love your writing, & everything about you. you’re nice, compassionate, understanding, & so much more words that i don’t have rn to describe the beauty of you. from the bottom of my heart, i wish for you all the best in life & that your studies don’t stress you out too much. ps: you can do anything, i’m cheering for you !
@avcm / winks at u notice how you’re on top of cez ; ) ; ) deep breath ok anw. honestly, if anyone asks me to tell them who the first person i think of is when it comes to being kind, you’re the one i’d choose. you’re like the cinnamon roll meme in that you’re at the same time rly sweet & also a meme. & like ?? i literally teared up when i saw ur follower appreciation bc while i felt we were rly close i didn’t think i was clique-tier to you ??? i mean it’s jus t ? surreal bc if cez is my empress, you’d be the emperor of my life & im honestly so honoured & in disbelief still. also you know how you made me fall for bo, so i’ll skip over that, & also that i adore your writing, & um lets see what else do i have to get off my chest. thank you for being in my life basically ily & i hope we stay friends for a long, long time so i can tell you how lovely & wonderful you are & how much i feel blessed just by having known you. ps: cez sent me a voice recording that u sent to her & you sound so cute like how are you real
@celestiis / i want to say i’m saving the best for last but rly i just wanted to put yours under sparky’s but before you judge it’s not like i’m trying to imply anything at all !! anw ! im rly glad for d/r bc it gave me the excuse ? opportunity ? to talk to you more ( also it gave me komaeda my dear son ) & it’s been such a wild adventure getting to talk to you so casually since from the start i’ve admired ur portrayal of tooru & ur writing. but now that we’ve come so far, i wanna say i love how we can shift from being gay to dragging each other real quick like its a v enjoyable, keeps me on my toes aspect of our friendship. you’re incredibly witty, & i really admire how mature you are bc you manage to deal w that much shit at 18 ( let’s pretend im rly old & not barely a year older thn u ok ? ok ) i’m sorry you need to deal w how shit life can be sometimes at such a young age, though, but i’m sure that since it’s you, you can pull through & not just survive, but thrive in whatever new environment you enter. also, thank you for all the nice things you say abt me, bc believe me i’ve saved each & every one of them so they can cheer me up when i feel down. ps: i wish you all the best for college/uni life, you can do it ! pps: thank you for blessing me w that vid & of komaeda shooting junko in the face
@grxndiosity / ok i absolutely did intend to save the best for last so. tori ! you know by now you’re the one person i’m closest to on tumblr, my comedy partner, my soultwin. i’ve said so much abt/to you by now that ?? i don’t know what more i can say to express my love for you. if i’ve ever offended you by being mean / dragging you, i’m rly rly sorry & i promise i didn’t mean to be !!! it’s a wonder that looking back, we used to be so similar ( we still are on the surface ) but also now that we both know each other better, we’re really different, but in a nice way ! it’s been a wild ride, & i’m so glad it’s not over yet ! we’ve had our share of disagreements ( usually over idols like why are we like this ) but honestly i love you too much to ever be mad at you or really argue with you. dragging u is a different thing tho ok it’s just ? the way i’ve expressed my affection best w my closest friends & now tht you’ve reached tht point im sorry but there’s no going back. anyway back to the point of this being a sappy mess of my love for you, i’ll say it over & over again but i appreciate you so much for everything. you’ve been there for me almost always since we’ve started talking, & i’m so thankful for your words & company. honestly, i love you & i wish, sincerely, that you surround yourself w people that make you genuinely happy bc you deserve all the happiness & more. ps: congratulations on doing such a good job at work !! keep it up & do your best, mm k! pps: i wasn’t just saying that bc i wanted u to visit me ok not at all ,, ,, sweats. .. .. but it’d be nice if you cld come over so we can chill tho ; ) ily tori ♥
before anything, gotta give art credz to @mirxclebxy for the dope pic of my boi….
okay but seriously i?? can’t believe there’s 420 of you?? like what the actual HECK you guys lost?? i made this blog roughly 6 months ago and?? there’s already so much dank kush?? this fandom has been so open and welcoming to me, i honestly can’t believe it. everyone has such amazing talents, whether its in writing or drawing. it’s been an honor and a blessing to be in such a nice fandom and here’s to many more dope days together. i’m thankful for everyone, but i gotta give a shoutout to my homies, you know how it is.
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