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call me ruby. i’m 27. this is a side blog.

relapsing after gaining back almost all of the weight i lost a couple years ago. i’m so upset that i let myself get back to this point and i feel so uncomfortable in my skin. i want to feel beautiful. this might not be the healthiest way to get there but it’s the only way that’s ever worked for me.

Height: 5’7” (170cm)

Original SW: 260lbs (118kg)

2nd SW: 253lbs (114.8kg)

LW: 180lbs (81.6kg)

New SW: 230lbs (104.3kg)

CW: 211.5lbs (96kg)

GW1: 200lbs (90.7kg)

GW2: 180lbs (81.5kg)

GW3: 160lbs (72.5kg)

GW4: 140lbs (63.5kg)

GW5: 125lbs (56.5kg)

UGW: 115lbs (52kg)

Binge Free Since: 05/18/2026

florial

4n4 TIPS

1. Stay BUSY. I mean BUSY. Completely fill your day of things preferably outside of the house - if you have nothing outside of the house to fill your day with, keep busy with self care, games, cleaning, etc.

2. Stay OUT of the kitchen or restaurants. If you're stuck at home, and you want to eat - TAKE A BATH!! The hotter the bath, the better. Not only does sweating burn cals, but you're literally trapped in a different room than the kitchen

3. Drink fluids. I like to liquid fast so I drink SF soda and SF redbull along with water. It helps the cravings and hunger pangs

4. Sleep! I know a lot of people have full time jobs and busy lives so we can't all sleep always, but if you can - do it! It makes time fly, I always have less hunger pangs and cravings and sleeping still burns cals!

5. If you're about to cave into food before your fast is over, ask yourself if giving up all your hard work is worth a couple seconds of flavor. It never is. Also - you know what it tastes like, you don't need to figure it out again.

6. Look up m3anspO, th!nsp0, etc to help you stay motivated! Or get a buddy to help you stay accountable!