10pm Thursday February 2nd - Emmi Bear watches house clip. episode number: ?? platform: YouTube? she is feeling like crying.. emotional episode apparently. says house losing his mind..
10:11pm Thursday february 2nd - Emmi bear gets clingy and starts kissing me then hugging me. then I tell her I need to go do something (#THIS #STALK #YANDERELYFE) she lets me
10:13pm Thursday february 2nd - Emmi bear texts me and lets me know to check my texts
(I check at 10:17pm and respond back to 10:13pm text)
10:14pm Thursday february 2nd - she watches more house clips and other stuff. sounds like possibly tik tok or shit off of fb..you know..crap..except house MD..
11:15pm Thursday february 2nd - me and emily go outside to talk emo shit and smoke a fag
11:25pm Thursday february 2nd - me and Emmi bear duet in the end by Lincoln park
11:35pm Thursday february 2nd - Emmi bear songs sings abc fu
11:39pm Thursday february 2nd - Emmi bear dominates me then bitches about how she needs little stupid lilly potter named girl (lilly anastasia fox) as a sub instead so I can't endure pain..
11:57pm Thursday february 2nd - emmi bear plays a game and tells me she calls them mother cluckers
1:30am Friday February 3rd - Emmi bear acts like a cunt and loses love for me..I'm not worried. she can't leave me. I won't let her.. Yandere love is forever..she couldn't even stay away from me during one restraining order when it was active..what makes me think this time will be any different..She always comes back. I'm lovesick as always..she won't go permanently..
4:49pm Friday February 3rd - Emmi bear takes me and hardy on a date to Portland exchange
6:46pm Sunday February 4th - emmi bear and I get back from plaid pantry. thankfully dick head ain't there. not to self give him an angel shot 🥃 if I ever see him..dickheads deserve one 🤪 make sure it's once off work and make it a good won't. we my want to disappoint 🔪
12: 43pm Monday February 5th - emmi bear asked for halfie of cig I had. gave it to her sexy ass as she noticed mine in the shower cutely. I really am psycho and cute at the same time 😍
4:17pm Monday February 12th: my emmi bear text me about a little space store in denver that makes me want to move and be near colorado even more. Indicating a win-win for her seeing as she wanted me to move to denver colorado at some point. my sweetheart really knows how to speak to me perfectly to get me to go over to her side..
4:19pm Monday February 12th: my emmi bear tells me she's hungry and that she wants some cigarettes. after I call her on messenger she states that she is too overstimed due to you the screaming that she hears over the phone regarding all the kids making a ruckus..
4:38pm Monday February 12th: I respond to previous statement thinking that she does not want to have kids and in the form of a question ask her if she still wants to have them. Her response ends up being that I misunderstood and she still wants to.. she is just going through pain. pain that makes it difficult for her to deal with too much noise due to the neural pain she has.. I also tell her that I can't go through the pain of losing one of our children again.. but I guarantee me and her will have more.. I mean come on let's be real here.. am I not cute and mother material enough? hehe
5:20pm Monday February 12th: my emmi bear text me saying she wants me to get a job because she's worried about me. SSI supposedly gets taken away whenever you marry someone.. I said I would do anything to marry her and I meant that. Like I said I won't let her leave, NOT AGAIN! I won't let her.. 🥰
5:51pm Monday February 12th: I get confused with the text and think that she means help her look for a job and not have myself find a job due to my pookie worrying..
6: 15pm Monday February 12th: knowing how SSI will be lost soon which sadly means less dates unless other things to spoil and enjoy with my wifey..(oh the fucking humanity!!) I tell my cutie that I need to put aside money and savings starting right now...
6:36pm Sunday February 12th: my yandere is pleased due to are mono relationship becoming fully official and competition to compete for my love is taken out. only ones left are are both of our alter system and my yandre side and stomach that.. targets sighted no longer pose a threat.
6:38pm Sunday February 12th: mental side note to myself.. updates the post I have on my log regarding targets that had to have been taken out.. by any means necessary safe for harmful
6:33pm Sunday February 12th: my love tells me to say hi back to my altar
6:58pm Sunday February 12th: I text her letting her know that someone let me know that they are hiring a few days ago..
7:24pm Sunday February 12th: I text my darling to let her know to advance in our new alliance within AQ.. black cats lair
10:00pm Sunday February 12th: emmi bear wants me to stay awake due to the thought of not wanting me to sleep my life away. She's so adorable! 🥰🥰
10: 00pm Friday February 17th: I mean bear and I play marvel contest of champions again together. She's so cute and so adorable when she wants to do an incursion with me
2:23am Tuesday February 28th: I explained to and me there to be honest with me only after having a fight with her..
2:31am Tuesday february 28th: emmi-bear tells me she might want to go poly again.. fuck my life..
3:41am Tuesday February 28th: I am so glum with recent events that I lost interest in cleaning all together.. everything is up to her now.. because i d g i f..
11:46am Saturday March 4th: up in cali now we just finished eating at jack in the box after a night of trying to figure out what we are going to do about our recent homeless situation up in LA. soon going shopping for a tent as well as any other provision reasons we need or can afford.
8:52pm Monday August 14th: (months before this recent entry hilda doesn't go dormant but ends up becoming a little alter I now harleen.. another yandere type end up typing this entry) I wake up from my nap to find emmi bear texting me saying she missed her break at work.
9:22 p.m. Monday August 14th: I reply to her text saying sorry that she missed her break at amazon. she had just working started amazon again..
11:30 p.m. Thursday February 8th I post about my new past present and future immunity
12:33 p.m. thursday February 8th emmi bear asks for space and her game she is playing she doesn't win the play offs on. mood is mad. lost by 3 points as well as bites the back of my neck for earlier. her teeth sunk had and gave me gisgasm 😍 bite me hard!