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How long has it been?

I forgot about this blog. I went back and looked at everything I've written and posted. It's all cringe! Lol

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I made the effort to workout yesterday and it felt good. All I did was jog in place and lifted small weights, but it was awesome just to break in a sweat and try. I'm not going to stop. Tonight I'm getting some more exercise done an going longer.

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I’m no expert on health, but I know what works for me and that is…spinach. Lately I’ve been feeling like I have weights stuck to my ankles and I’m dragging them along as I walk and also like I’m carrying heavy sandbags on my shoulders. I don’t want to feel like this anymore :/ I know that in the past whenever I’d have spinach it would give me the best energy and would leave me feeling great, so I plan to put that into my diet as much as I can starting tomorrow morning :)

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Looking forward to tomorrow and hoping for a great day :)

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Lunch: Toasted and buttered poppy/sesame seed bagel with mozzarella cheese, tomato and lettuce.

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So my doctors appointment is near and I'm just ready. I haven't been in some years, which is scary, but I must know what problems I could be dealing with. Once that's done I'm getting right into working again.

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Tomorrow I'm starting the day with cleaning my bedroom. I have papers to sort through and junk to get rid of. I am a collector of pure junk and I'm so done. I have old clothes, electronics that are ancient and binders and binders and binders of useless paper from back in high school. I DO NOT NEED IT! Everything is stuffed into the closet or underneath my bed. There is also a nasty inch of dust growing on my pretty white ceiling fan :( I feel like I'm suffocating in my room with the grossness. I'm then treating myself to an afternoon of self pampering. All I want is a tidy clean room and a relaxing afternoon. I'm looking forward to this week because I have a lot planned and cleanliness will make the week stress free!!

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So it's been 3 months?

...since I left my old job. Its time I get back to work, but I need to visit a doctor before that because I feel like my health isn't all too great. I want to know of any health problems I might have, which I'm sure I do :/ I have an appointment made, but not for too too soon, just soon. It's important to get back to making money and saving up and I'm excited yet nervous for this doctors visit because I haven't really been to one in a LONG time.

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CW: 101 lbs. Lost 2 lbs since last weigh in. I've gone back to drinking coffee. I only went about a week and a half with out a sip to drink. I felt too fatigued with out it and I craved sugar all the time, so I'm back at it again :/ I'm disappointed, but I will have to try again and go longer without it.