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i keep a record of the wreckage in my life jyn erso singlemuse rp blog

[jedhanpilot]

@iynerso​​ gets a starter !

           BODHI NUDGED HER SHOULDER WITH his own. All this time they’d been sitting together in silence. He didn’t mind, though. The quiet was nice considering how rare these moments could be. He pulled back to leave her some space. 

             The nudge had mostly been a means to get Jyn back with him. Bodhi noticed that it looked a little like she had been staring off in the distance for a while now. Maybe her mind had drifted off to different places. He couldn’t tell. Nor will he blame her. Bodhi’s mind drifts off to different places far often than he’ll admit — often times he would think about Jedha, and the family he’s left and lost there.

[iynerso]

The sensation startles her; she flinches, arms about to lift in anticipation of taking truncheons from her back and use them.

—But they're not on her back right now, are they? She's supposed to be safe here. And apparently she is, enough to zone away, let the empty nothing occupy her mind for just a brief moment. A brief serenity, an escape from the dark cave she usually lives in in her mind. She turns to the one who awoke her, kind-hearted Bodhi who always seems to look to her with patience.

She forces a smile, but she doesn't force it too much. She doesn't need to. Not with Bodhi. "Tired," she says by way of an explanation, her words punctuated by a small shrug. "Are you alright?"

[ourblued]

cold & terrifying, more like . . tired of it all. the loose promises, everything in between.

" well, you were beginning to say it & then . . you know, " they're letting out a bitter laugh, hand rubbing at the back of their neck, contemplating their cool words. " you're sorry? " the sarcasm drips out of their lips, eyeing as she's sitting right beside them, allowing for silence to fill the air as she's speaking. " really sorry, i get it. "

" i just --, jyn, i wanna know why you did it. " callisto's actually taking the time to look at her, the details on her face, the way she looks, almost remorseful. " actions are better than words, you know. "

[iynerso]

"i'd tell you if i knew," jyn said simply. she doesn't want to fight for a forgiveness that she doesn't deserve. the pain in her chest somehow feels like what she's planned to happen this whole time.

"i just got this... weird urge and i listened to it. hey, jyn, screw everything up. it'll be fun." she laughs without humor. "this is just what happens when people get close to me. either i hurt them or i lose them before i can."

her eyes are watering slightly, but she blinks it away. all this self-pity -- cal won't like it, and nor should they. cal knows their worth in a way that jyn clearly can't.

[ourblued]

i really messed things up, didn’t i? / @iynerso.

callisto's taking a glance over at jyn, studying her. of course, they're absolutely livid. though, not knowing what to say -- at least she's acknowledging that she's messed things up. a simple nod of their head as they're giving her the silent treatment, attempting to muster up some words that didn't seem so sarcastic. there's a brazen laugh that leaves their lips, toying with their fingers before allowing for anything to come out of their mouth. " . . you really did, jyn. " it's nothing more but a confirmation for cal, even. staring her down wasn't enough, they had to remind her of the mistake. " & somehow, i can't find myself to forgive you. "

[iynerso]

after a moment of consideration, jyn glanced at the floor, then at cal, who looks cold and terrifying.

"i guess it's pointless to say sorry?" she smiles weakly. "i am, you know." she takes a seat beside cal - pushing her luck, she knows. if they don't just get up and leave she'll be lucky. "i'm really sorry."

"a-and you don't need to forgive me. i'm such a screw-up, i can't even promise it wouldn't happen again..." she leans forwards, leaning against her hands. "so just... sorry."

[alinastarkovvs]

Totally unnecessary gifs of Cassian Andor in that imperial uniform (2/2)

[derangedrhythms]

His touch both consoles and devastates me […]

Angela Carter, The Bloody Chamber and Other Stories; from ‘The Erl-King’

[swrpcmasterlist]

Hello! We have a brand new masterlist 2.0 post seeing as the old one was getting quite crowded and notifications weren’t coming through. Same rules apply, though if you’ve already reblogged the old one and you’re already on the masterlist, you do not need to reblog this one.

So, if you’re a new blog, all you need to do is reblog this post and state the following in the tags:

your muse name

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single or multi-muse blog

for muses outside of Star Wars that have a dedicated verse, make sure you include the fandom you’re in. if you’re fandomless, just tag it as such.

For example: Luke Skywalker / canon / single                        Steve Rogers / canon / Marvel / verse                         Ahsoka Tano / canon / multi

[agentofiob]

"Now now, you haven't been arrested yet only detained and if you fully cooperate you will not be arrested." She spoke, pacing in front of the other woman. "You and I both know that the Empire wouldn't falsely arrest someone." It was something that Lavinia knew to not be true, in her years in the Empire she had seen many false arrests just so the Empire could have a scapegoat, but it was all part of her interrogation tactics.

At her words a slight chuckle escaped her lips. "You think this is about chips? We don't care about petty theft of chips, do you really think they would send Imperial Intelligence for that? No I'm here today because you were in the area when a high value shipment of imperial weapons was hijacked, moreso we feel like there was help from an Imperial officer. If you have any information on this attack it's your obligation to inform us." She spoke, sitting down across from her. What she told her was true, they didn't necessarily suspect her of being directly involved but Lavinia could never be too sure.

[iynerso]

"Well, that's a relief," Jyn sighs, glancing away to stifle an eye-roll. She watches the pacing woman; how can she get out of this?

"It wasn't me. Do I really look like someone who would hijack a shipment like that?" She tries out her doe eyes, though she doesn't really expect them to work all that well. "What am I meant to do with weapons like that?"

"I couldn't even shoot straight if I wanted to," she shrugs, lying smoothly. "I promise, you have nothing to worry about from me. I'm just trying to get a bit of money to eat dinner tonight."

[iynerso]

So an imperial officer called me ‘ adorable ‘ what do I do?

"Did they now?"

"Take advantage of it, then. Use them."

[hyprmemes]

heated argument starters (cw: foul language, negativity) edit as you see fit!

you never cared and you never will!

can’t you just for once in your life let me speak?

you run your mouth without giving moment’s thought to how people might feel

i can’t believe i’ve been fighting with you for years for nothing

i hate arguing but i can’t let this bullshit go

you act as though you’re the only one who knows how the world actually works

how is telling me i’m using the wrong tone going to further your argument

i’m sick and tired of watching you lie, day in and day out

do you ever think about the consequences of your actions?

do the feelings of other people mean anything to you?

no, i don’t ‘think’ i’m right, i ‘know’ i’m right

you do not get to talk to me like that

after everything i’ve done for you, you fuck me over like this?

consider growing up instead of acting up

you’re not a child anymore so i won’t fucking treat you like one

you only ever hear what you want to hear

you don’t even give a fuck that we’re arguing right now

is this seriously something you want to argue about?

you’re a nightmare to talk to

you only ever talk to the impression you have of people and not the people themselves

arguing with you is pointless if you’ve already made up your mind

that’s not what i fucking said and you know it

i can’t say anything to you anymore

one wrong breath and you’re at my throat again

oh you poor soul, playing victim now, are we?

stop crying, you know i hate it when you cry, it’s annoying

stop being so fucking dramatic

why is everything always such a bloody big deal to you?

can’t you ever just react normally to things?

it’s none of your business and i don’t fucking answer to you

i’ve done all i could and it never means anything to you

i’ve had enough of just not being enough for you

never talk to me again if that’s all you have to offer

and what the hell am i supposed to do with an apology?

you know i don’t care about apologies if you’re just going to fucking do it again

you only agree to get me to shut up

did you just seriously insinuate i would do something like that to you?

what would i even get out of humiliating you like that?

i’m a great many things but i’m not a fucking liar

i wish i knew what i’d done to give you that impression of me

[staticwaffles]

Cassian Andor doesn’t smile much, but when he does, it’s beautiful.

[agentofiob]

Open Starter

Lavinia didn't know why she was constantly chosen for this task, the task being interrogating prisoners they had held in the corrections deck of the ISD. She was an analyst not an interrogator. But as she was one of only a few Intelligence officers aboard the ship it would fall onto her. Her dislike for interrogations didn't infer she was bad at her job, in fact she was rather good at it for an analyst.

"Alright, let's get this done with shall we? I really don't feel like being here all day." She spoke, her lower class Coruscanti accent tipping her words. "I'm Senior Lieutenant Mir, Imperial Intelligence. Do you know why we have you here today?" She inquired.

[iynerso]

Liana Hallik hasn't been arrested much yet. Hopefully she can get out of this without needing to retire the name altogether. She's almost building a whole life on this identity.

"I seem to have been arrested," she says snarkily. "I swear, it's not what it looks like. I wasn't stealing those chips - just trying get a closer look, Lieutenant." She smiles sweetly.

[iynerso]

carrd updated!

[iynerso]

Hi Jyn how’s is Cassian ?

"How is Cassian? I'm not sure. I haven't seen him in a while."

"The Rebellion keeps us both busy."

[vhsmeme]

* don’t starters

‘ don’t be a stranger. ’

‘ i don’t think i can. ’ 

‘ don’t say that. ’

‘ you don’t have to go. ’

‘ don’t be what they made you. ’

‘ you don’t have to be anyone’s hero. ’

‘ why don’t you stay right here? ’ 

‘ don’t you trust me? ’

‘ you don’t have to be on your own. ’

‘ i don’t like to think about it. ’

‘ you don’t get to make that call. ’

‘ don’t act like you care. ’

‘ we don’t think alike. ’

‘ you don’t need to worry about that. ’

‘ i don’t know why. ’ 

‘ you don’t mean that. ’

‘ you don’t have to tell me. ’

‘ i don’t trust many people. ’

‘ i don’t have a family anymore. ’

‘ you don’t care what they think. ’

‘ don’t listen to them. ’ 

[jynersso-moved-deactivated20250]

FELICITY JONES as JYN ERSO

“I just wanted the audience to just really care about her and empathize with her and be in it alongside her. She is very resourceful and it was very clear to Gareth and I were both on the same page about this, we didn’t want her to keep being saved. Sometimes in films, the female character is often the one who’s sort of in distress and then the male character comes and gets her out of it.

And so we were very clear about just making sure that she could survive on her own. She’s capable but at the same time they do need each other – there is a team and a part of what makes someone strong is being able to work in a team.”

[iynerso]

it's not a problem if you don't look up.

[rpdepartment]

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