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Aqua Utopia｜海の底で記憶を紡ぐ
if i look back, i am lost
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@j0shuacave
texts: josh & olive. [ meant for chloe ]
Olive: pictext: https://www.instagram.com/p/BtvkC2Ph3HM/
Olive: why do i constantly look like a toddler trying to figure out how to dress themselves!
josh: woah
josh: i mean, you're still hot tho.
@jan3llayla: did i scream when i saw the cast list? yes. did my mom think i was dying? yes.
@jan3llayla: did i already scream "you're not the jesus of suburbia" maybe.
@joshcave: congrats, kid. you're gonna kill it.
@jan3llayla: my brother writes bangers, even if this song is sad AF imo
@joshuacave: @jan3llayla thanks, kid.
joshuacave: roles reversed lately. thanks @gretchenxnevaeh for helping produce this even though i wrote it about you/us. you’re a real one.
@beaufabray: @joshcave okay but it's midnight and i just want to watch zootopia in peace i was in my happy place
@joshcave: @beaufabray i feel that. the sloths at the dmv are me.
beaufabray: gretchen and i hooked up literally right after she moved here. then, nothing ever again. old ass news, dude. thank u, next. i wouldn't do her ever again because we're bros now so it'd be weird as hell.
@beaufabray: plus, hell no liv isn't mine. she's a mini carl. i ain't havin no babies, wrong fabray twin.
@joshcave: @beaufabray well this is wild.
@jan3llayla: @j0shuacave HAVE I EVEN SHOWN YOU IT YET?
@jan3llayla: @j0shuacave https://jan3llayla.tumblr.com/post/181253301664/instagram-jan3llayla-uploaded-a-new-photo-with
@j0shuacave: @jan3llayla that's cool, kid. i like it.
@jan3llayla: i love that we've all been sad, for like what six months it feels like.
@jan3llayla: and people just come back from the dead and we're not questioning how bc we love them so much
@jan3llayla: but now i regret getting a tattoo bc of my brother...
@jan3llayla: THOUGH i really do still love my tattoo it's cute, and im just glad i didn't put his birthday and death date with it
@j0shuacave: @jan3llayla wow thanks i love you too.
josh-cave: my sister fucking filled me in on everything and Jesus fuck this town is a mess. also, how the hell does someone go nine months without knowing they’re pregnant holy fuck but i guess how does someone come back from the dead? stranger shit’s happened.
@olivemadison: @josh-cave OH MY GOD! Josh?!?! how is this real... i'm so happy you're okay. i just. people are coming back and i'm crying. i'm so happy.
josh-cave: @olivemadison ha, hey. Yeah, I’m good. People are starting to come back. It’s crazy. Fucking mental.
josh-cave: my sister fucking filled me in on everything and Jesus fuck this town is a mess. also, how the hell does someone go nine months without knowing they’re pregnant holy fuck but i guess how does someone come back from the dead? stranger shit’s happened.
Jan3llayla: I TOLD YOU IT HAPPENS. LIKE DID I NEED TO SHOW YOU THE TLC SHOW TOO GOD DAMN IT
josh-cave: also who the hell is this beau dude? do i need to kick his ass?
josh-cave: my sister fucking filled me in on everything and Jesus fuck this town is a mess. also, how the hell does someone go nine months without knowing they’re pregnant holy fuck but i guess how does someone come back from the dead? stranger shit’s happened.
@j0selyngrace: @j0shuacave oh my god, who is she cause she's always grossed out when I've ordered it lmao
@j0shuacave: @j0selyngrace lmfaoooo right. maybe she has gotten some taste. lol.
@j0selyngrace: @j0shuacave HOW THE FUCK DID YOU GET HER TO EAT PINEAPPLE ON HER PIZZA WHAT THE FUCK
@j0shuacave: @j0selyngrace I DON'T KNOW. lol. She just wanted it after I ordered it. haha. she used to hate it and like, refuse to kiss me after i ate it.
@j0shuacave: so, first day as @gretchenxnevaeh's manager went pretty well. we designed her logo for the projection behind her at botb, came up with a first draft set, and ate pizza. 10/10 will not complain.
@j0shuacave: also gretch is finally eating pineapple on pizza everyone. she has seen the error of her ways.
Text to Gretchen.
Gretchen: Me too.
Gretchen: if i remember correctly, he was between them. it was almost time for him to take them again, and so he was mostly off if i'm right.
Gretchen: it's okay, josh. no worries. i kind of got the feeling that's what was going on, but i fell for carl...and i didn't want to lead you on or piss you off more. i don't know.
Gretchen: you're fine, again.
Gretchen: i wanted us to get married in december, like i said...ideally courthouse in december, real ceremony over spring break next year...graduate together...he was going to go into the police academy and i was going to most likely take a year off of school to figure out what i want to do with life and go from there...and hopefully start a family somewhere in the mix of all of that. now, that's all gone, i guess. i just never expected us to breakup at all. i'm so devastated.
Josh: He may have been in a lot of pain. Maybe he was just agitated. I don't know, Gretch.
Josh: It's okay. I'm not mad at you guys anymore. I'm just worried about you.
Josh: Fuck. That's the worst. I'm so sorry.
Josh: There's nothing else you'd want to do?
Text to Gretchen.
Gretchen: Hey.
Gretchen: You're welcome. I didn't think it was right to leave it after the hotel.
Gretchen: It's fine. It's not your fault. You didn't do anything here. The guy with the gun is at fault for basically all of this, with Carl having to take some responsibility for how he spoke to me the other day.
Gretchen: I haven't been sleeping well lately...so I've got time for a long story.
Gretchen: I want to hope it's temporary. I don't know what I'll do if it's permanent. My whole life's plan at least for the next twoish years were centered on being with him and us getting married as soon as I finally turned eighteen.
Josh: I still see that, by the way. You running out up to when he fell. I'll never unsee that, I don't think.
Josh: Was he on his meds when he broke up with you? I mean, because I don't even know what happened.
Josh: Long story short...I never stopped loving you, Gretch. After we broke up, it just seemed like my life fell apart, and that fucking sucks. I missed you, and I wanted you back...and for some reason, I thought terrorizing Carl would be the way to do that and I was wrong. I'm sorry.
Josh: I hurt you more than anything, and I hate that.
Josh: Shit. I'm sorry. I didn't know all of that either. What are/were your plans, if you don't care about me knowing.
Text to Gretchen.
Josh: Hey, I just saw your tweet.
Josh: Thanks for unblocking me, by the way.
Josh: I'm so fucking sorry that all of this happened, Gretch...after prom, the breakup...all of it. You don't deserve it at all. Neither does Carl.
Josh: When I say this, I'm not trying to slide in your DMs or anything...because I know you love Carl, and you're really fucked up over this...and I know that how I've been treating you guys sucks...but it's just a long story...but...
Josh: Do you think it's like...really over or is it just a break?