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J | 23 | Bay Area Tsinay 092508 posts organized by: audio chat link photo quote text video

[ansburg]

“A divided Ishgard will not survive.”

[athena-ishnuala]

Three flowers, which one will you pick?\>_o/

[kanyedaily-blog-blog-blog]

Kanye’s music video for “Heard Em Say” (The Macy’s version). I figured I’d upload it because I can’t find it anywhere on Youtube. This is one of my favorite music videos of his. 

[gunzonyatmblr]

Wow this is my first time ever seeing this

[littletitsbigheart-deactivated2]

❤️

[northgang]

[weloveshortvideos]

[anightvaleintern-blog1]

Point contested.

[sarahseeandersen]

[wilwheaton]

me_irl.

[kokiri85]

Phew, finally got this to a point I’m happy with.  I said earlier that what initially got me to watch Voltron was Space!Zelda, so here she is.  It was actually kind of hilarious how similar their designs are, I barely had to make anything up.

Also, I love pink/blue color themes.  This might be the heart of why I like Princess Zelda… and why I like space.

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[jackster]

I think the only reason why I keep this these days is so that I can dump my thoughts somewhere where I know there are less eyes. Dealing with anxiety and depression sucks. I haven't been able to get myself to eat well for the past month and I feel like happiness only seems to come in short bursts. I've been looking for a therapist but more problems keep coming up that I feel I need to tackle. What makes me so angry is all of these problems were caused by someone else. I feel so hurt and I don't feel okay with trusting people as much anymore. I feel like I can't rely on anyone...

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[rebeccasugar]

Visit Original Link

Here Comes a Thought - the Demo

I wrote this song to calm myself down while I was going through a difficult time. 

I was so lucky to have Estelle’s help on this, I drew a lot of inspiration from her advice, and from songs she shared with me that she found calming. 

Thank you so much for listening 

[hammer-ov-thor]

Queen of The North by Monolime

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[surasshu]

From Mindful Education.

Music, lyrics, ukulele performance: Rebecca Sugar Arrangement: Aivi & Surasshu Vocal performance: Estelle, AJ Michalka Strings performance: Jeff Ball

[jackster]

I hope things get better by next week.

Have you ever felt like no matter what you’re doing and how much of an effort you are making into solving your own problems, that they just persist?

That’s basically been my month on all fronts.

My housing situation is awful. I went from being really excited and happy, hopeful it would work because on how the first two months were going, to becoming anxious, paranoid, and angry whenever I’m here. I don’t feel like it’s a comfortable or relaxing place to be anymore. It’s just another source of stress.

Compounded by stresses of my day-to-day work, that I try my best to accomplish. I feel like no matter how much work I do or how hard the team and I are pushing to accomplish things, we’re only remembered and mentioned for our failures.

And then coupled with health issues. IT’S BEEN ALMOST THREE YEARS SINCE I FAINTED COMMUTING TO WORK AND MY HEART HAS NOT IMPROVED. With all the added stress, I can barely sit or stand comfortably. Imagine spending all your time in a fetal position with your hand clutching your heart....that’s basically me at this point. After hundreds of dollars and multiple tests, I still have no fucking clue what’s up with me.

I’m trying so hard to just live and do my honest best, but staying positive is starting to feel impossible when I feel like everything’s closing in on me.

[elvishness-deactivated20191104]

persephone and cerberus and a bunch of flowers i did for a step by step for my patreon✨ (valentino inspired dress)

[maisonderriere]

[evanedinger]

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