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I'm the black sheep within a family of black sheep

What kind of life have I been signed up for?

This is the kind of question I don't like asking myself

I'm incapable of finishing anything, so I've learned.

Meals? Like 20% of the time I'll eat everything on my plate.

Expensive makeup/self care items? Be very stingy with them to the point that they expire/get lost in the void before I even use half of the product.

Moving in with my boyfriend? It's been almost a year since I've started. I keep getting distracted by things I've forgotten around my family's house and end up making a mess that I have to clean up. Rinse and repeat.

Artwork? Ha, forget about it.

I've been pretty good at occupying myself during quarantine but now that we're "nearing the end" so to speak I feel like offing myself. I mean, I won't, but I'm sick of these feelings coming back

astriiformes

I am literally begging people to learn how to participate in fandom through a lens other than shipping

aloetech

Oh, to be a 1930s neon salesman

No one on here is really active and I just wanna rant into the void:

You ever go years being like, someone that wasn't invited to hardly anything, asked out on any dates, would go days without talking to people/anyone making the first move in contacting you? Only really talking consistently with internet friends? And now all of a sudden everyone wants your attention because of your job?

I don't know how to handle all this. I wish the social aspect of my job was nonexistant. I want to communicate with clients professionally but it all just stresses me out

tamagotchi

nope

Remember who you’re fighting for....

frodo-baggins

some people rlly go round living their lives without hyperfixating on fiction?? sounds fake but ok

valtsv

accidentally went and got myself killed yesterday but god wont let me die so im back

rinthehecker-deactivated2024101

henstomper

Watch out!

You might get what you’re after

Strange but not a stranger

Im an or-di-na-ry guy

Burning down the house!

anthracoceros

some of y'all didnt grow up as the person nobody has a crush on and it really shows

daglout

some of yall never have to deal with the constant doubt in your own ability to be loved to the point where you get second hand embarrassment at the idea of someone being in love with you and finding you attractive because you’ve been diagnosed with ugly and cringy your whole life and it really shows

ardate

some of yall never had to deal with seeing bullies come up to you to say “(Name) wanna ask you out” as a joke to humiliate their friend because nothing was as embarrassing and disgusting than imagining going out with you and it really shows

kascaban

some of you all were never called ugly and fat, both overtly and implied (not only by kids but also certain teachers and family memebers) while growing up and now, despite years of building up your selfesteem you’re still terrified of intimacy and your own reflecion in shop windows and it shows.

#me