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Jakob Zinc Zinc Coven | 3rd charge. Coven First

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I know. I’m going to.. ask the wolves.. or somehing. 

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I can do it-- if you-- I can if you want me to. 

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She… I just .. found her like this. Someone.. 

We need to… tell the others and get Piper and.. 

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I'm sorry. I'm so sorry, Raye. I'm-- 

Alright. We'll tell them. Alright, we-- we can't just leave her lying here, Raye. 

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Jake she….. I just… I need to cover her so PIper and Aspen don’t—

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-- Oh, Goddess. 

Alright. I-- alright. Let me-- 

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[aspenviolet]

Jake. No. It’s not. She’s… She’s… 

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She's going to be okay. Alright? Look at me. It's going to be okay. 

Raye needs me-- I'll be right back. Stay with Piper. I love you, Aspen. A whole lot. 

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violet-echoes replied to your post: [private] Jake… I need help.

[private] It’s bad Jake. She… she… I can’t— I just need a sheet. A big sheet. In the hallway near my coven’s room. Quickly. Please.

I-- okay. I'm on my way.

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[aspenviolet]

Jake, she’s never taken it off before. Ever. And Piper can’t feel her either. 

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-- It's going to be okay. Whatever is going on, it's gonna be okay, Aspen.

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[private] Jake... I need help.

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What's wrong? Aspen said-- what's going on, Raye?

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[aspenviolet]

I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to interrupt, but…

She’s gone. She… Either took… I felt something, but sometimes you just ignore those things, but now I can’t feel her. It’s gone. 

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No, what-- shut up, don't apologize-- 

What do you mean she's-- No, she probably just took off her amulet, she's-- she's fine, she is.

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[aspenviolet]

Jake…

I…

It’s not… I can’t feel Violet. 

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What-- what do you mean you can't feel her?

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[aspenviolet]

You can tell me what it is. I’m glad we are fine, but you should be able to tell me. Yeah, soon. I can feel it now. Yeah, maybe you will. 

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Uh, I don't... it feels like you left. Like even though you're here, it feels like you left. They all will. You're still family, Aspen. You're always going to be, no matter what. 

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[aspenviolet]

Tell me what it is. Yeah. It’s getting worse. The moon is coming. I don’t want to say the wrong thing. 

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It's not really an emotion. I don't really have a word for it. But it's not important because we're fine, y'know. Oh. That's coming soon, isn't it? You won't say the wrong thing. And if you do, we'll forgive you. 

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[aspenviolet]

Are you… is it better now? I understand if you are still mad. It’s hard to stay… neutral when everyone is on me. Everything is… just more. 

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It's-- I'm not mad anymore. Promise. Yeah, I can't imagine that it would be. is everything still uh, 'more'?

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[aspenviolet]

What does that mean?

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Meaning that I needed time to get over being mad at you and you... well, I mean, you needed time to get used to being a wolf without all of us on your ass. 

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aspenviolet replied to your post: [private] I love you.

[private] I was staying away. I miss you too. I’m sorry, Jake. I really am.

No, I-- I get it. It's fine, really. Probably better that you did. For the both of us. 

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[private] I love you.

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I love you too. I— I miss you.

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I’d say the latter but I don’t know apparently. 

I’m not angry. I’m hurt. I didn’t feel bad about it before but I do now for some reason. You shouldn’t make yourself feel anything you don’t feel. If you’re angry, you have a right to be. 

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Bullshit. You didn't do anything wrong, Raye. 

I'm... I'm hurt too but it just... it makes me angry that I am hurt. Like, it feels almost stupid that I'm hurt but it just-- I just don't get it, y'know? And me not getting it isn't the big deal, it's the whole fact that she just... abandoned us. Didn't think twice about it, didn't think to talk to any of us just. Went on with it. 

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Breathe keep breathing I can’t do this alone