One time, when I was a kid, I went to a camp with the school. We were allowed to pick our own cabins. So I decided to choose a cabin with my gf at the time and the other people in our polycule. But there was some other people in our cabin too. Long story short the gf's mom was the adult of our cabin and in all honesty she let us do anything and we did anything. One day in the showers after I got out I forgot a bra (this is pre knowledge I was trans) and asked one of them to bring it to me. It took me a while 15 minutes for me to convince one of them to bring it to me and when they finally did I got dressed and got out of the bathrooms. Once I got out the mom was dead asleep and we decided to hang out. We are talking about things we like. and like every like kid we start talking about kissing and stuff. My GF asked "Have you ever kissed it made out?" I said no because I haven't and then soon the gf told me she wanted to talk, so we went to the bathroom again and she started kissing me, like a lot. I pulled away because I didn't really like it and wanted to go back to the group. She was trying to talk me out of it and saying "Oh no it's perfectly normal for the first time kissing and making out!" So I like calmed down and let her dispite hating it and starting to feel dirty and gross. And soon she starts getting a little aggressive with it and her hands were traveling a bit. I pulled back again and start gaslighting her into thinking that someone called for us and so she finally stops and we go back to the group. I sit back down on the opposite side next to the other person in our polycule and instead of cuddling with her like she asked I ended up cuddling with the other person and ignoring her the best I can. Anyway long story short after a bit we broke up because I moved and a few years later I realized how bad that was lmao
