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sm: (1:47 pm) Okay. Do you want Monica to just bring her alone? I don't have to come. I'm sorry.

jb: (1:56 pm) Stop apologizing and do what you'd like.

sm: (1:17 pm) I know. I know, sorry. Just nevermind. I shouldn't have even asked it's just that it's her and I can hardly tell her no.

sm: (1:18 pm) They leave on Monday and I'm gonna tell them somehow. Sorry.

jb: (1:26 pm) Okay. Good luck.

jb: (1:39 pm) Listen, I'll fucking kick myself if I don't get to say goodbye to Noelle. That girl means everything to me and she deserves to know that one more time.

jb: (1:41 pm) Just come by whenever tomorrow.

sm: (1:04 pm) A reoccurring theme.

sm: (1:05 pm) I know right now I'm probably the last person you want to see let alone to text but I'm being serious..

sm: (1:05 pm) I would never ask this if it weren't for Noelle.

jb: (1:12 pm) Salem.

sm: (12:45 pm) Hey,I know this is awful of me. I know, please don’t tell me how awful. I know. Um. I was wondering if I could come over tomorrow? With Noelle. She’s been asking about you since Thursday and she almost cried when I told her you couldn’t come before they leave.

sm: (12:46 pm) She just really wants to see you, J. I wouldn’t ask if it weren’t for her. Mo can come too, so it’s not just us.

jb: (1:03 pm) I can't tell if you're joking.

sm: (8:02 pm) I think there's still some stuff from the last fight that needs sorted out or whatever. I think we need space. I want space. I want to break up.

jb: (8:12 pm) Still bullshit. But take all the space you need, Salem.

jb: (8:14 pm) Thanks for everything.

sm: (7:53 pm) I'm not joking, James. I need space and if I were to see you right now, I don't think I'd stand as strong on this but I want to.

jb: (7:58 pm) That's cowardly of you, Salem. If your mind was to change if you were in front of me, how is it what you really want? I'm sorry, but that's bullshit. You're giving me bullshit right now.

sm: (7:48 pm) If you have to ask you already know.

jb: (7:49 pm) You have to be kidding.

jb: (7:50) You're going to break up with me through a text... After two years? Haha. Okay. That's a joke.

sm: (7:40 pm) You know, James, it's fine. Like don't even worry about it. Maybe you're right an apology isn't even needed. We can just nip it.

sm: (7:41 pm) I'll stop saying it. Because I think I need some space.

jb: (7:45 pm) Like break up space? Or I'll see you in a couple of days space?

sm: (7:22 pm) I honestly couldn't give a fuck less about god damn kendall and gigi. can we not pretend i'm actually upset over those two wastes of a fucking modeling contract.

sm: (7:23 pm) It's you not listening to me. It's you dismissing my opinions. It's you not getting it. Ever. You never get it when you upset me and it turns into this "well i dont even know why you're upset" bullshit. I'm just tired. I'm so tired.

sm: (7:24 pm) Do you remember when we fought while I was in LA? And you said that if we upset each other then we should just try and fix it and not go back and forth? Why is that only proposed when it's you that's gotten upset? Why is it that you can sit here and be like "I get your upset but I don't know why we're still talking about it" why do I never get apologies. Why do I never get you trying to fix that you upset me. Why am I the one that puts that effort forward.

sm: (7:25 pm) I can't do it anymore. I thought that things would get better after we had that talk but like here we are.

jb: (7:31 pm) I never want to go back and forth with you. That's why I tried to nip it yesterday. Before this. Before right now. I don't know why I should be sorry? Do you want me to apologize when I don't mean it or don't know what I'm actually sorry for. At this point, I'm just confused and I don't know what to say anymore.

jb: (7:32 pm) Stop saying that.

jb: (7:32 pm) Please.

sm: (7:10 pm) I don't, James. I can't keep doing this. I don't know what's going on with us but I feel like I'm suffocating whenever we argue lately.

sm: (7:11 pm) Maybe I'm at fault. Maybe I'm too much. Maybe I'm emotional and crazy or whatever.

sm: (7:13 pm) But I've tried sitting down and talking to you and it apparently didn't do anything.

jb: (7:18 pm) I don't even feel like we're arguing. I'm not even agitated. You aren't to blame. I genuinely don't get why we're still going on about this. I don't know why me sitting and talking about about your dislike for Kendall and Gigi is so important to you. It's not pushing away your feelings. I know your feelings. You've declared your feelings. I don't agree and it is what it is. If you want to think that's dismissive, fine. It's dismissive. Whatever.

sm: (7:04 pm) Okay, J. I don't want to do this anymore. I get it. I'm the worst for having feelings. OK.

jb: (7:08 pm) You've gotta stop saying that. I never said that. You're putting words in my mouth.

sm: (6:41 pm) Then why would you think that's all I was doing? I don't just pick fights, James like... You know, whatever I'm honestly so tired of fighting over being dismissed.

jb: (6:57 pm) I'm not understanding you right now. Like, fuck. I get it. You don't think they're deserving. I hear you. I don't know how I'm being dismissive for disagreeing and not wanting to talk about it anymore. You're being childish.

sm: (6:34 pm) Because I just pick fights for fun? Do you really think I do that?

jb: (6:39 pm) No... God.

sm: (5:46 pm) I didn't want to fight either I was just talking about it and you shut me down but I'm glad that you got to focus on your final, J.

jb: (6:31 pm) When you think you're talking about it, you're coming across hostile. So I assumed you were trying to fight or argue about it and I wasn't and am still not going to do that. I get why you felt I was being dismissive but from my point of view, I thought you were just trying to pick a fight.

sm: (5:03 pm) OK. Well when I say something and you tell me I'm being dramatic and I start to back up my opinion and you dismiss me and basically just tell me to go home it's not going to sit well.

jb: (5:39 pm) I just didn't want to fight with you. I had a final exam to worry about and that's what I wanted to focus on. I didn't just tell you to go home. That's not what I wanted. That's what you wanted.

sm: (4:54 pm) Seems that's how it always goes.

jb: (5:00 pm) Sal, a fight about models you don't like and me not minding is not what I want to do when I should be studying. Doesn't that make sense?

sm: (4:34 pm) Mad that you constantly dismiss my feelings. Lol.

jb: (4:42 pm) I didn't think that's what I was doing.

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