I Am Jasmine Rockefeller

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Yeah so did I.

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Everyone's Laughing at Me

I feel. Like. Everyone. Making fun of me. Cause I'm so dumb. "Silly faggot." I want to disappear. Functioning. Sucks. Wine. Drive?

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"In The End It's All Nice"

I keep repeating that scene. That sentence. Over. And. Over. It's like reassurance. "No matter what. It's going to be okay. It can suck. And be the end of you. You will need some. A lot. Of downtime to mourn and move on. That is if things go. Away. Lol. Motivational speeches to myself. DONT KIlL lol. I just got off the phone with him. "Come to my work a bit earlier." Omg I got flashes. Me sitting in an abandoned house with a metal noose around my head. When he called me to come down. In person. And he broke up with me. I really don't want that to happen again. Heh. Hope for the best. Expect the worst. Lol. I'll be okay. I can survive anything. I like. Just want to sleep. I barely ate for the past 3 days. You suck josh. You fucking suck.

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Trust is a campaign promise. In real life, you're either the cat, or the mouse.

MTV Scream

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That sad sad moment. When the only thing saving you from slitting your throat with a razor, is the suicide hotline, and not your partner.

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Am I the only one that still believes in 1-on-1 relationships?

Sex in the City 

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If I Could

Turn back time, I would go back to 5th grade. And continue to be a loner til I graduated college If I could go forward. I would fast forward to the 8th.

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Rule number one

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It Never Fails

Every. Single. Year.

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I can’t get him out of my head. I fucking love him so much. This is the man I want to spend the rest of my life with. He has one problem. And sure it’s a problem I can be blindsided by. Though it is still a problem that can prevent us from ever being financially stable. It can cause a lot of problems. So far it has not. But when should we stop? When we’re homeless [again]? He makes me happy. Secure. Safe. Although I’m 26 in 2 days. I want to be financially stable. I love my boifriends family, though I would love to VISIT his family, no longer live with his family. His dad is a control freak, his step mom is great, his brother is nice, and I love his grandpa. Though... with our choices in habits, we really need to be living somewhere else. 

Travis THomas. I’m sorry I’m not the best girlfriend. I do love you. Ugh. Boy. You’re fucking perfect in my eyes. All besides your habit. Besides that. You don’t lie to me. You’re the farthest thing from a cheater. You make me so beautiful. I fucking love you. 

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Heroin addicts are such loyal customers.

Me

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Are you supposed to like your friends in high school?

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