🌈KILLING MYSELF🦄

‼️TW MY BLOG IS SUPER BRIGHT BE CAREFUL‼️ 🐶🌈🐾🪳🍭🦄🎀🍬🚬🪱🐟 🍭names: jatay/lucilla/snuffy🍬 🚬pronouns: it/tooth/paw/pup+any neos🪳 🐶I'm 16 don't be gross towards me🌈

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🌈MY VENT AND SUGGESTIVE BLOG🌈

🌈🏠🐶I post suggestive stuff and vents. Please be warned when looking through this blog cuz there are some very sensitive and triggering topics and art, I am very unwell🐶🏠🌈

🦄🍭🐾if you do not enjoy what I post then please just block me, you are not required to look at my blog or interact with it🍬🌈🦴

‼️15+‼️ ‼️anyone under 15 dni plz‼️

🐾🐶👅PLEASE DNI IF YOU ARE OR ARE A DEFENDER OF PROSHIPPERS/DARKSHIPPERS. RADQUEERS. RADFEMS. TRANS OR HOMO PHOBES. OR SUPPORT THE CREATOR OF ALFRED'S PLAYHOUSE. I'LL BLOCK FREELY OTHERWISE🐟🎀🌈

🐶🪱🚬you can send a request in my ask box I love art requests they joy me sm. I'll ignore anything I am not comfortable doing 🦄🍬🎀

🎀MAIN IS @jatay-bitch 🌈

Tags are:

Jatay's a freak: suggestive

Jatay vents: vents. Sad stuffs ig

Jatay's gore: gore art (no irl stuff dw)

Jatay's high: high and on Tumblr lol

Jatay vents [happy]: happy vents that don't feel like should be on my main

Jatay's not sure what to tag this post ass uhh: stuff idk what to tag as or smth that doesn't match the other tags

🌈Some about me stuff🌈

🫟🩷🪽I use a lot of names but y'all can call me lucilla/Alfie/snuffy🌹🎀🌈

🏳️‍🌈🦄💘I'm non-binary. Toothgender and pupgender. I use it/tooth/paw/pup🍷💐🧁

🍎I really love apples🍎

🦄🫟💘I'm a derpy, fu, amo and jatay kin🧁🎀💐

🌟⭐✨I'm 6teen years old. My birthday is May 3rd✨⭐🌟

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I miss drawing porn and suggestive shit 💔

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I just wanna cry. I feel so disgusting mentally and I don't know what to do

I want it all to just stop make it stop I don't wanna think anymore I don't like this I hate myself I hate everything so much

I want it all to just be quiet but I can't stand the silence I can't take it I hate it I hate it I hate it

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I want my mama I want my mama so bad right now

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Please just make it all stop

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Love me

I just want someone to hold me I want my mom but she's not doing too well herself and it'd be shitty to throw all this on top of her own issues

I just want to feel like someone understands this, I want people to understand what I'm feeling and how it's genuinely effecting me and my mental state

I feel so bad please just make it stop. Make it go away I don't wanna sleep anymore I just wanna live my life I can't even fucking draw right now

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I hate everything so much

Everything feels so dull. I'm trying so hard not to relapse cuz I'm doing so good and there's people who are cheering me on and believe I can get better

But I don't feel better, I wanna cut so bad but tbh what would that even do anymore

I wanna throw a fit and cry but I don't even have the energy or privacy to do that. I feel so bad and I don't even know why anymore

I think I have bpd but I ain't ever gonna actually find out. Or if I do I'll probably be in my mid or late 30s

I just wanna scream

I'm scared to relapse cuz I have so much built up emotion right now and I don't wanna cut too deep and I have a feeling I'll really hurt myself if I do

Everything feels so dull and overwhelming all at the same time. I hate it

I don't know what to say anymore

I've been going on walks more that doesn't really help

I wanna cut

I wanna cut

I wanna cut

I wanna cut

I wanna cut

I wanna cut

I wanna cut

I wanna cut

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I just wanna cry

I hate being alone

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I feel gay as fuck

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I'm in such a horrible state and I've been quite literally begging for help

Everyone gets so mad at me for cutting myself yet does nothing at all to try and help me with those urges

I can't do this by myself. I can't do this at all, this is too much

Whatever have shitty vent art from a day ago

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My mom and brother kicked me off the hotel bed. I can't even go to sleep

I wanna cry

I miss my bed I miss my cats this isn't fair

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I miss charm

I miss charm so much

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I can't even cut now

I want to feel better I want to cry I want to scream but if my mom gets a noise complaint she's gonna be pissed haha

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I want help I'm begging for it yet no one is helping me

I want help

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I don't wanna be here

I just wanna go to bed, I just want my own bed back

My brother won't leave me alone

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How easy it would be to just jump over the railing of this building

I wanna die. Everything just feels dull and upsetting

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NO I DON'T HAVE A VAGINA I HAVE A BIG MASSIVE BEAUTIFUL COCK FUCK YOU