I’m normally pretty good at keeping a level head and the same with taking step back to look at where I’ve been. Never sure whether the choices I’ve made with people were my blessing or my curse when I look at you now. I still ultimately believe that it was because of myself, not being able to see a different possibility in my life, maybe it would’ve been better; maybe not. Maybe, just maybe, I like to believe that it’s karma paying me back for the time that you were hurting, and now it’s my turn to feel it? Is the almighty just trying to put me into the right place? I know I’ve strayed, but I still like to hold on the the belief that the pain is all timing for something better.. right? When I think about it, I don’t understand either why I feel hurt. I can’t lie when I say I haven’t thought about the likelihood of us, or the pain of being unintentionally let down. Perhaps it was fated by the almighty that we were never meant to be in sync, don’t you think? Perhaps he left the silver lining for us to cross paths again later down this timeline where we catch up to each other. I’ll smile for the chance, but more I’ll smile for this moment because of the fact that I, myself must reset my world into one which doesn’t rely on the happiness of another. Don’t worry, the world I see around me can be happiness in itself. Everything has a time and place, if the timing between us isn’t in sync, we just need to wait a little longer. If such time doesn’t come, someone else will certainly present itself.Â
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