James Ng

Jealousy is the motive for what haters say, everybody opinion based. Talkin' left and right, silent face to face.

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Don’t judge me on my wins, judge me on my losses. Because anyone can celebrate but not everyone can make it out’

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Dear future self: don’t lose her by fighting for her wheh you already have her. Just focus keeping her..

Hope its not too late

[diosas]

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Success-get-them-jealous

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Lookin' cant see diamonds shinnin' off the wraith

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Told my self to always keep it real. Every man for them self in the field. In this game theres no love, it's either kill or be killed

Love

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You can't give someone more than they are willing to give you and than expect them to love you.

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Pain is when you love her more than she loves you

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😔

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Every Queen needs a King just always been a knight. But life ain't no fairytale no 'once upon a time'

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It is like we work so hard to better ourselves. But in the end you put everyones needs before yours. As you can never feel satisfied with yourself you devote your yourself to other peoples happiness but never your own. All these late nights and over thinking only give your brain more time to slowly deteriorate itself. Its like you can never be happy, there is always something missing. Its like your so close to perfect and everything is exactly right. But the truth is everything isn't. Only few will understand. Its like all my life I been looking for something that wasn't there. Its even more crAzy because I am aware of all this. I am aware my actions, I am aware that I am broken. But you have to make the sacrifices to be fixed. You can't spend your life just trying to be 'okay' more importantly you can't not settle being 'okay' because you deserve so much more.

Myself

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Forever remember.

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A lot of times the greatest disappointments in life are the ones where you are asking someone for something they could never give you. Even if you both want it, even if she tried. How can we pretend like there's something there when there never was.

Current Mood:

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3am my mind still on you, trying to comprehend where I went wrong. Defenceless in attack against my heart. I thought we were getting closer but we only were drifting apart. Reminiscing about the start, but thought is hard, the last look you gave me before you broke my heart. The release of our lips as they slowly pulled apart. The cut of loves blade is painfully sharp. But it was out of my vision, I couldn't see clear. Things always seem closer when there no where near. Its always easy to look your reflection when you don't recognize who's in mirror.

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Different day, different multi million dollar house. That ocean view looks pretty nice #FeelingEmptyInside

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My life consists of never meeting standards. Its like time is the biggest factor; one steps forward and three steps backward.

James Ng

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You caught me at hello and you left me at good bye

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Crossed paths

Sometimes in life we get distanced between the people that mean the most. But we all learn to grow, we all learn to let go. I am a man of fate, I believe theres a reason for ever step you make. I believe our paths have crossed and they'll cross again, because no matter how far you go you'll never lose a part of a friend. These feelings were exactly what I was tryna' prevent, letting these emotions extend, its like my heart its getting attacked and Im just tryna' defend, to slowly comprehend, that sadly "All good things must come to an end."