50 Shades of Jay

Always is valueless. Jeremy

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Just got off work.

[jaysonfuckingfox]

-leans into Jeremy- I’m sorry.

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-lays down with him on the bed- Shhh…. You’re ok… That’s all that matters to me…

[jaysonfuckingfox]

-kisses his shoulder- I love you.

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Just got off work.

[jaysonfuckingfox]

Yes.

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-picks Jayson up bridal style, carrying him to the bed-

[jaysonfuckingfox]

-leans into Jeremy- I'm sorry.

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Just got off work.

[jaysonfuckingfox]

-nods- Yeah.

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Is Walter in his cage?

[jaysonfuckingfox]

Yes.

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Just got off work.

[jaysonfuckingfox]

I’m okay. -shakes his head- No, but I got high…

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Brayden is with his mom, right?

[jaysonfuckingfox]

-nods- Yeah.

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Just got off work.

[jaysonfuckingfox]

I just was. I don’t know why or where if came from.

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Are you okay now? You didn’t hurt yourself, did you?

[jaysonfuckingfox]

I'm okay. -shakes his head- No, but I got high...

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Just got off work.

[jaysonfuckingfox]

It’s okay. I fucked up.

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You didn’t fuck up… Wanna tell me why you were panicky?

[jaysonfuckingfox]

I just was. I don't know why or where if came from.

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Just got off work.

[jaysonfuckingfox]

Really bad day. Just panicky and upset and I don’t even know what happened to me today.

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I’m sorry… I should’ve been here for you… But I was at my stupid job..

[jaysonfuckingfox]

It's okay. I fucked up.

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Just got off work.

[jaysonfuckingfox]

-slowly stands up, running his fingers through his hair and staring at the ground-

[jere-wisener-deactivated2013070]

Hey… -wraps arms around him- What’s going on? Talk to me?

[jaysonfuckingfox]

Really bad day. Just panicky and upset and I don't even know what happened to me today.

[jere-wisener-deactivated2013070]

Just got off work.

[jaysonfuckingfox]

-looks up from the floor- Hi.

[jere-wisener-deactivated2013070]

-walks over to him- Come on baby, get up

[jaysonfuckingfox]

-slowly stands up, running his fingers through his hair and staring at the ground-

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Just got off work.

[jaysonfuckingfox]

I’m not dying.

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-groans, walking into the apartment- Jayson?

[jaysonfuckingfox]

-looks up from the floor- Hi.

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Just got off work.

[jaysonfuckingfox]

I am okay.

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I don’t feel like you’re ok.

[jaysonfuckingfox]

I'm not dying.

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Just got off work.

[jaysonfuckingfox]

Not a lot.

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Just… Sit tight, ok? Do you feel ok?

[jaysonfuckingfox]

I am okay.

[jaysonfuckingfox]

Text // Jay

Olivia: NO.

Jay: yes

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Just got off work.

[jaysonfuckingfox]

Drugs

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Okay, I’m almost home. How much?

[jaysonfuckingfox]

Not a lot.

[jaysonfuckingfox]

Text // Jay

Olivia: No you don't, you just think you do.

Jay: I NEED IT

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Just got off work.

[jaysonfuckingfox]

I don’t want you to hate me

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Baby, I could never hate you. What’s going on?

[jaysonfuckingfox]

Drugs

[jaysonfuckingfox]

Text // Jay

Olivia: meaning, you're right, no cutting.

Jay: I need it