In My Mind

Shit I think about

[jeanniesmind]

There are things we don’t want to happen but, we have to accept, things we don’t want to know but we have to learn.

[jeanniesmind]

Oh, how I miss the embrace of my children and grandchildren. I miss the way they smell and the tears of happiness when I hold them. I cry when I see their pictures on Instagram. I have had to miss my beloved son’s wedding. I’ve done hard before. I was in the pit of hell, I survived by the Grace of God. I have had my heart broken. My pocket-book empty. I had to say goodbye to my husband. I’m miss my dog Boo, who was having seizures the end of her life. I’ve had to deal with lawyer’s. But what I miss the most is my children. What I miss most are my grandchildren. I miss my friends. And I miss jumping into the car to go get a shredded chicken salad with extra pico from Cafe Rio. I’ve done hard before but I really miss my kids. I’ve done hard before.

[worshipgifs]

[jeanniesmind]

He’s the only reason I’m still here.

[jeanniesmind]

Dear Momster,

It’s what you never gave me. I was never enough. I know and I knew that you never wanted nor did you love me. I hope that Jesus forgives you. But I also know that He will never forget the terror and confusion that you did to one of His gifts. Me. Your daughter. You lied. You lied to God. You lied to your mother and your father. I am at peace now, because you are gone from this world. And I hope and pray that you will never be a part of mine ever again. I could have been a better person and I could have made a difference in this world, if it wasn’t for you. Jesus has taught me that all the most wonderful blessings await me in Heaven. He is my King. I trust him as I could never trust you. And. That. Brings. Me. So. Much. Peace. In Jesus’ name, Amen.

#ibrokethecycle

[jeanniesmind]

Mask your sorry ass up.

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[jeanniesmind]

Sometimes you just gotta let shit go and say, “To hell with it” and move on.

[fightrrforfuture]

This is the year introverts will save the world. This epidemic actually plays to out strengths. We not only know how to stay away from people for long periods of time, we enjoy it.

Finally we have an advantage extroverts don't.

[jeanniesmind]

“Without faith it is impossible to be saved, and to please God; because without faith, there is no union to Jesus Christ. Union to Jesus Christ is indispensable to our salvation.”

#CH Spurgeon

[jeanniesmind]

Be happy.

[jeanniesmind]

There is a wondrous power about the character of Christ, for the more you regard it the more you will be conformed to it. I behold Jesus Christ, and I become like Jesus Christ.

[jeanniesmind]

“Divine Light doth focus itself upon me, piercing through that wherein I am enclosed; the power of which, unified with my sight, so greatly lifts me up above myself that I see the Supreme Essence where from it is drawn. Thence comes the joy where with I flame; for to my vision, even as it is clear, I make the clearness of the flame respond.”

—Ruysbroek

I love this.

[jeanniesmind]

“May God awaken us all and stir us up to pray, for we shall be victorious.”

[jeanniesmind]

The story of my life.

[jeanniesmind]

#themomster

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“Don’t dismiss the heart, even if it’s filled with sorrow. God’s treasures are buried in broken hearts.”

Deepak Chopra