@jejciu - Tumblr Blog

I'm on [REDACTED]* now :-) this also means my drawings sideblog will be inactive as well (shortlived but hopefully i will feel more comfortable posting doodles on my main again)

*DM or message off-anon if youd like the url of my current blog!

#I will be scheduling a few reblogs of this here and there #maurycy talks

jejciu

neon genesis avan jogia

#logged back in just to make an external copy of the blog..... hiiiiiiiiiii im still alive ❤ can you believe it #also what the fuck is this post haha

Uszanowanko. Poświętujmy

#Post scheduled on 23rd February. [warning in case you're worried - or overjoyed - to see me posting from the grave]#maurycy talks

Ok everyone we need to pray for tomgreg endgame more than ever

#maurycy talks #I don't actually care that much its a neat show but I just think it would be unbelievably funny if it ended with a gay wedding

You can expect to be followed starting today - I'm sure you will know which one's me

#If you glance at blogs ofc... I'm not sure about the url. But the url is only temporary #maurycy talks

jejciu

Maybe it's just time to like... delete, take a little bit of a break, remake my blog. I've been trying to avoid the thought bc while at this point the number of my followers *is* freaking me out a little bit, I still feel like starting over from the scratch would help me feel better about what I post. Having a drawing get 15 notes wouldnt feel nearly as bad with like... 100 followers or so, instead of what I have now

jejciu

Okay. Yeah. Maybe I am. Maybe I will. I'm not saying I'm deleting this blog - for now - probably not even moving, yet. But if we're mutuals u will probably see me following u from a new account sometime soon.

#I have to figure out what to do with all the drawings that I actually like #Do I repost or reblog #But if I reblog then I probably shouldn't be deleting this one #Or do I do nothing and start from the very scratch. And leave this up as archive

foxwarlock

Hottest most sexiest role in the band

Go

Vocals

Drums

Bass Guitar

Guitar

Ummmmm u forgot a role (Yell in tags)

Music is the devil (Show results)

Voting ended onMar 2, 2023

If you reblog this ur a bit gay (As all things should be)

#The other option bc while guitars and drums r hot... recently I have discovered an odd weakness to keyboard players lol #But bass guitar is a strong second place

Maybe it's just time to like... delete, take a little bit of a break, remake my blog. I've been trying to avoid the thought bc while at this point the number of my followers *is* freaking me out a little bit, I still feel like starting over from the scratch would help me feel better about what I post. Having a drawing get 15 notes wouldnt feel nearly as bad with like... 100 followers or so, instead of what I have now

#I wouldn't say i have a lot of followers. Not to mention most of them don't even interact with me to begin with #And only reblog when I reblog funni posts #Which is boring bc I would want to be reblogged for like. The stuff that I post #But it's still enough to overwhelm me and worry about being a disappointment #Which is honestly the last thing I should have on mind on social media - disappointing people??? It shouldn't matter here #maurycy talks

I wish I were just better at drawing lol I made that stupid sideblog to post silly doodles that weren't made to please anyone but me and now even there I'm feeling anxious to post... I know my drawings are boring and look the same but like man I really am trying hard to practice and improve even if I'm not doing it online... So why does it feel like with everything I do I just keep disappointing people 😟 and I can't tell if it's the style or the aesthetic or what.... its so dumb and I know I should just focus on becoming good enough to feel better about it but like. It just fucking sucks that the drawings i like the most end up being the ones where the only reblogs are my own

#And this isn't even about the last post bc I know people just. Hate g*nshin lol. So most probably just scrolled past and I expected that #Just thinking about the last few years #I keep repeating to myself that I'm an amateur artist and I should not be expecting to have an audience of an experienced professional #But it's like the more I realize I'm not good enough then the pressure is scarier and disappointments are worse #Just..... Idk. Wanting unrealistic things etc #maurycy talks