jelli

head of oikawa smau club, raf’s muse, xiao & scara lover ☆ 21

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if you stumbled across this account, hello ! ୨୧

this is @jellissante’s account !! here, you will find more selfship, shitpost content and occasional spoilers/ideas for smaus, and the thought process behind it ♡

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semi-timeskip!college!iwaizumi x reader x semi-timeskip!oikawa (if u squint) where both reader and iwa are finding comfort in each other even if both of their hearts belong to another, someone who left them both behind for a dream bigger than either of them

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miss sabrina got me playing my man on willpower on repeat … i don’t even understand the song but i will 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

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burnout & writers block is such a killer like KILL MEEEE

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been playing genshin so much and like … wanderer and xiao …

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trying to update consistently is so hard T^T been dealing with a lot of nausea and exhaustion lately

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i’ve been on my olivia rodrigo shit lately and have the craving to just write so much angst bc of it …

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was not supposed to post that rn OOPS at least i can have people vote tho

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bashing my fucking HEAD in i hate customer service during the holidays 💗

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literally bless past me for writing out what the chapters for dbiom were supposed to be for the next like... section and a half . saves me so much freaking thinking

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if anyone has eczema tips i’m begging you im literally freaking dying

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happy (belated) thanksgiving (and black friday) to those who celebrate !

i wanted to take a second and say that i’m so so thankful for the support i’ve received. writing has always been something i’ve enjoyed but never felt confident enough to publish it, which is why i chose smau’s for most of my fictional writing. to see so many people love it, to read each of your comments, it truly does mean the world to me.

i’m so thankful that im able to share the love i have for my favorite fandoms and characters with those around me, to improve my writing skills and get to explore the silly ideas i have.

i love you the most, sincerely jelli ♡

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i have the rough plot of dbiom figured out and i’m just sad that i can’t like. instantly write it all out. like im genuinely so excited for this smau and i feel so bad that it gets most of my attention

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mini guide explaining all previous friendships/relationships since there’s some that are very vaguely stated and this would probably help !!

[name]/oikawa — the most obvious one. dated in high school, stayed together through the first year of university. broke up towards the end because oikawa believes [name] cheated and vice versa.

[name]/yachi/mika — used to be a trio in high school.

yachi/mika — it started with a falling out between yachi and mika, the summer between high school grad and first year of university. no one really knows what happened, both wouldn’t give specific details. the story that most strung together was that mika said something and yachi didn’t back her up. after, mika said a lot of things about how yachi was so “fake” and a “bad friend.”

[name]/mika — good friends until end of first year; they grew apart because mika found different friends in her bachelors program and didn’t spend as much time with the group, ESPECIALLY after yachi/mika drama. it really ended after mika sent [name] a “i’m so sorry” text, things only getting messy after that. even if [name] forgave her, she didn’t bother to keep mika around, which only got worse after the spread of the cheating rumor got louder.

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for (d)biom, i actually have a whole text thread w my friend since they help me write and formulate the plots ! so you can thank them for me being sane still

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i was at my silly job earlier when i thought of like... college band au (maybe ex?) situationship to lovers suna smau... and now im really stuck on it and dont know where to move from there

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sleepy because why did they switch me from a 12pm start to a 10 am start…