The more and more someone wants you the less and less you're going to feel the same way. This sounds confusing but I can explain. When push comes to shove you cannot force the love. If something feels forced the other person may or may not want those same things and it won't be reciprocated. To have the same shared love one must love effortlessly and without pushing those same boundaries, it can lead to uncomfortable feelings like you aren't sure. And then leaves the other person hurt, how can you simply justify wanting to be loved but not wanting too much of it at the same time. It feels like an entire volcano eruption of outpouring intimacy it only moves when I feel like I want the romantic side of every mode that's made (instead of give me this or I really want that) when love should come without a thought it shouldn't be planned out it should come out of instinct or other words come naturally. To make another person feel pressured to love and to constantly do things just makes it feel forced like I can't have this calm love or a respectful love. I would only hope that one day when I wake up I can let things come to me instead of feeling like I have to give, give, give. Feelings can definitely be reciprocated but not in the way that I'm receiving these needs and they can also be met I'll say one more time I just wish nothing had to be so sudden. To have a long lasting love you need to have patience and it's the most healthy direction to take. Patience.
