Trying

| Jenna | 24 | Animals & late night cuddles | | engaged |

[user-boxer]

This user has a triggering blog

[caruccio]

All she ever wanted was for his words to align with his actions, to make her feel important and love her like she was the only woman in his world.

[iamquietlydrowning]

[theirdelusion-deactivated202106]

[sadallthedamntime-blog]

[rabbittongues]

hold my breath and lay my body to waste

[youngtrauma]

ok to rb

[whitelie-blacktruth]

the worst part is when you’re sat down in class or at the dinner table and u can feel the dull sting of the cuts while they heal over and the only thing that separates your family and friends from seeing them is a layer of fabric and how u smile and laugh and talk and everything seems fine but you’re just so painfully aware that the cuts are still there no matter how hard you try to be normal nothing can change the fact that they’re still there they’re still there and u can feel them and they’re still there and they’re still there and they’re still there and they’re still there and you can feel them

[rottenchildhood-deactivated2020]

[qenopsia]

⋆ disfunctional ⋆

[the-words-blog]

[cynicalalien]

I WANT TO GET WORSE

I want to be how i used to be, as fucked up as it sounds

I want to starve and feel my stomach be empty

I want to fast and skip meals

I wanna see the lbs drop everyday

I want to see the aesthetic of my bones protruding from beneath my skin

I wanna feel dainty and delicate and light as a feather

I wanna be able to sit on someone’s lap without crushing them

I wanna be sexy for my bday

I wanna look good at the beach

Fuck man, i want it now

[strawberrigag-deactivated202203]

[apathytrauma]

traumatized culture is wishing what they did to you was worse

[hplyrikz]

“I remember crying over you and I don’t mean a couple of tears and I’m blue. I’m talking about collapsing and screaming at the moon.”

— The Avett Brothers, Tear Down the House (via hplyrikz)

[holmes-at-the-helm]

everyone in my life would be better off without me.

[holmes-at-the-helm]