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You think you can take me down twice?

BLUE EYE SAMURAI (2023)

Huh. It’s probably nothing or I might have missed something, but Twilight has not been seen in his full green suit since before the Cruise Arc and has clearly embraced the whole Dad look.

He has also not been seen with his WISE pin since.

It’s probably nothing.

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Twilight and Yor are not technically husband and wife but they are becoming so alike it's undeniable they're very much a Married Couple

They both put on little disguises

They both are awesome at zip-lining (and look cool doing it)

They both have become helicopter parents

The are both Dramatic now

The are both very Dramatic now

The are both very, very Dramatic now

They are scary

They are very scary

They are very, very scary

In conclusion, they are perfect for each other, your honor

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I don't know what it says about Yor that Anya, Nightfall and even Becky's mental image of Twilight/Loid is 😊😊😊 and that's he's super nice and sweet to all of them...

... while Yor only imagines him getting tired of her and abandoning her.

Oh no, I've now made myself sad.

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It says that she has intense impostor syndrome and/or social anxiety. She struggles to understand why Loid could care about her; she thinks Loid just needs a warm body to fill the mother/wife role. Yor doesn't see any of her strengths as a partner, because she either sees them as useful only for assassination or doesn't see them at all. And of course, she assumes Loid fixates on her flaws (both real and imagined).

In comes Fiona Frost, and suddenly there's another warm body Loid could choose. Someone who he already knows, who's competent, pretty, knowledgeable, and probably doesn't accidentally poison everyone she cooks for. Oh, and she can put together two sentences in public without stammering. Fiona is everything Yor is not, and Yor doesn't see anything worthwhile in herself.

And Yor just doesn't value herself very highly. Think back to chapter 53. Yor was about to just stop fighting because she realized Yuri didn't need her any more, and only started again when she thought about what she could do for the world and the Forgers. The fact that Yor has her own value, that she's worth not getting stabbed for her own sake, doesn't cross her mind.

In short: Yor sees herself as a liability, a waste of space, a caricature of a bad housewife. She can't understand why anyone (except her brother) would want her around if they had another option. So her mental image of Loid Forger values Yor exactly as much as Yor values herself.