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You’re welcome. It’ll be even more exciting when he gets here and is sleeping in the room you worked hard for. Take it from me.

jfcdadmatt

Yeah, I can't wait to see the room get used by him. Well, congrats on your baby.

violet-bakerxo-deactivated20140

It should be worth it in the end when it’s all set up and your cute baby is in it.

jfcdadmatt

Yeah, it'll be worth it at the end when he's here and everything.

dallasthedaddy

True. That’s a good point. Congrats, man!

jfcdadmatt

Thanks, it's pretty exciting.

dallasthedaddy

It’s cool, I’ll let it go. Like you said, no idea then. Boy or Girl?

jfcdadmatt

I'll know if I ever have to do another one, though. It's a boy.

dallasthedaddy

Funny, I seem to remember you telling me it was easy when I was in your situation a couple weeks ago. See? It’s hard isn’t it?

jfcdadmatt

I was wrong, I'll admit it. But, I had no idea then.

Who would've thought putting together a nursery would be hard to do.

#yopstarter

xoshenaeg

Are you going to help me with the nursery? I don’t know how to put the crib together.

jfcdadmatt

Yeah, I can help you with the nursery. Tomorrow?

xoshenaeg

Nope. One reason why I cannot go…the doctor needs to keep checking me, he says that if this risks continue, I might give birth soon.

jfcdadmatt

It's good that you're staying here then.

xoshenaeg

Stay here and everything will remind me of you. Yeah, whatever.

jfcdadmatt

Whatever, go home if you want to.

xoshenaeg

I don't know Matt...If I go there then I won't be able to come back until the baby it's born because my belly will keep growing.I do, I can run from my feelings and I will. Then, everything you said at that party was bullshit...well maybe drunk-ness. Gosh, I cannot believe I fell for your words.

jfcdadmatt

Which is why you should stay here. Because if you stay in Toronto and you go into labor, there's a chance I'll miss the birth and I don't want to miss it. I'm sorry, seriously. There's nothing I can do about it.

xoshenaeg

I don't know what I'm going to do now. I just...want to rest and forget this feelings, maybe I'll go and live with my parents. Great, those were not the words I wanted to listen but, whatever. They might be the ones I will ever hear.

jfcdadmatt

You're just going to go up to Toronto then? For how long? You can't run away from your feelings, especially when you're pregnant and the father wants to be there for his son and can't really do that if you go back home. Shenae, you'll find someone that'll give you the words you want to hear you. You just need to move on and find that one person.

xoshenaeg

Woke up finding some blood on my sheets, I'm heading to the hospital.

xoshenaeg

Things between us are awkward right now Matt, and he is the only person that can also help me with our son’s stuff on the nursery. It hurts me Matt a lot. I was a stupid for thinking you would love me back. I promised your mom that I was going to make you happy…with our son and that’s what I’m gonna do.

jfcdadmatt

Yeah, right. And, I can still help you with his nursery at your place. It just would be weird if we lived with each other. I do love you, but more as a friend than anything else. And you and our son will probably make happy when he's here.

xoshenaeg

Woke up finding some blood on my sheets, I'm heading to the hospital.

xoshenaeg

Yeah, possibly I will need to live with my ex boyfriend. I’ve never cried so much and heartbroken.

jfcdadmatt

Why? I'm sorry Shenae. I can't tell you I have feelings for you just because you have feelings for me. I can't lie to you, it'll hurt you at the end of the day.