Why I love you, he repeated to himself mentally as he couldn’t help the sigh of pure joy out of him as well as the warm smile staying on his face while she spoke. How he’d wish to listen to those words when they were younger, how he dreamed of Jean ever reciprocating his love, or at least see him as something else than just a friend. Countless nights had been past him, as he laid there on his bed, looking up at the ceiling and thinking out loud, dreaming out loud, of many scenarios, repeating himself the words he’d say to her when the time was right.
The time never came though, not when he was younger, and more important things came upon him. The leadership of the X-Men, himself graduating, becoming a teacher, helping the Professor, rescuing mutants. So many things had happened, that didn’t give him a chance to sit down with Jean and talk. And talk with no fears or worries, except the one of losing her in a chance of scaring her away. Maybe that had been the reason why he never spoke before. But now, he was so glad he had acted impulsively, and said those three words to her out loud, and kissed her.
Things couldn’t have turned out for the better. “I love you because you brought this feeling in me I didn’t thought was possible. I came to this world, to this mansion so confused, and lost, and sad, and lonely. And then you came and tried so hard to be my friend. You understood me, you accepted me as I was. A mutant who can’t even control his own powers” he said with a laugh as he shook his head at himself. “But you didn’t care, you gave me a smile and you made it so easy for me to let you in” he said, and before anything, he leaned a little closer to her to give her a kiss when she said she loved him.
But things turned terribly wrong as the moment he leaned in, the weight of the table went nuts, and the tablecloth, the cutlery, the plates, the food the wine, it all went to the floor, along with him, and out of a reflex, he didn’t let go of Jean’s hand any second, resulting in both, on the floor, covered in food and wine. “I’m so sorry” said Scott after he sat up and made sure Jean was okay. “I’m so sorry, I ruined it” he said, looking at the floor.