Piece. Of. Me

I found you thousand of miles away from me in a sky full of stars.

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Parent's love are unconditional.

I'm proud to have my own set of parents whom I could always depend on in good nor desperate times. Although there are points in our lives where everything's tested from all aspects of our well-being, still nothing could beat a parent's love and i will never understand that kind of love until i became a parent myself. So yeah, every family has its own unique story and how they handle things from planting a root to nourishing a tree. My family is of that kind where everyone's really loud, like literally shouting at each other when in fact you're just an inch away from them and that's normal. Lol. But its not quarelling. Thats just how they communicate and I'm exempted. I'm pretty silent....at times and moody and just-don't-talk-to-me-with-that-tone.

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This pandemic has been so long so I haven’t posted much nor became so active lately here. I almost even forgot how to access this account nor that I have this kind of writing platform. lol/

But anyway, I’ve always been a home buddy, so I don’t really mind about it.

However, the difference is that, there’s some kind of “barrier” that’s keeping me away from my normal comfort zone. And I know that its for the best because of this situation, its just that, sometimes, I feel suffocated, my feet are itching to go out, hang out, eat out, and just do things away from home without any limitations at all. I guess, things would never go back to the way it used to be and we just have to accept it coz’ you know what they say- everything happens for a reason. And whatever that reason may be, I hope its for the better of humankind, and all of His creations

For we are simply just guests here, not the masters.

-JOG onLife at the Moment

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During these tough times, always pray

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Merry Christmas Anata! あいしている！😘 https://www.instagram.com/p/B6elyqal2zl/?igshid=1a7d07im5xk7

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Hisashiburi! #forkeeps💕 https://www.instagram.com/p/B6VeNjYFCSf/?igshid=a9vrd9f3m2wl

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Its easy to say hello but hard to say goodbye.#tillnexttime #mnl #batangastrip #MBF https://www.instagram.com/p/B5hX8Y7l6Dg/?igshid=ahiholi8imoj

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Never ever give up on yourself.

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"Every time you feel like you're giving up, always remind yourself on why you started it and what could have happened  if you didn't let go. But some things really won't work so we tend to give it up and try again and look for other things that can shed its light upon us. That's right. Always try again. No matter how long the process is and how painful the journey may be, always be thankful that yours is not yet the worse - others might have it as a curse already. And at the end of the day, we'll always look at our darker sides but with a dim light of hope that someday, somehow, beauty might find its way to us just within the depths of our hearts. So never give up."

-JOG, on Beauty Inisde

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Coz' he always does what he's told to do, even if its so embarrassing. That's true love. Priceless and selfless! Jagiya komao! Arigatou bebi! Neomu saranghae! Dai aishiteiru! #jagiya #anata #mylove https://www.instagram.com/p/B13rw90FJed/?igshid=ejxg44k5t7t9

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The best part of my trip was you! You waited for 3 hrs just to see me for 5 mins. You never fail to surprise me with your pranks baby. I'm so glad i was able to perfectly end this trip with a glance of you and it was a suggoiii feeling! You made my day extra special! 😘😘😘 またあいましょう ベビー あいしている！! #marzel #ldrlove #❤️ (at NAIA Terminal 4 Boarding Gate 2) https://www.instagram.com/p/BwQylMBFdCN/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=8ncwzqn8q31m

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My new piano cover page made by my love MBF💋

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Papa's girls! 💕 Happy Birthday papa! We love you! おたんじょうび おめでとう！ ずっと あいしている！ #birthdayboy #papasgirls 😚😚😚 https://www.instagram.com/p/BvFhsgUlGKVJjlT-g7V0DR02kHbEZixrfaGORU0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=w4x3foa95t65

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Sinong mahal ko?

Ito ay kwento ng isang babae

Na nagmahal sa isang lalake

Ang babaeng iyon ay ako

At ito ang kanyang kwento

Hindi ako materialistic na tao

At gusto ko laging nagpapakatotoo

Hindi lang sa iba o sa pamilya

Pati rin sa taong minamahal ko ng sobra

Sa mata ng iba, ako'y seryoso

Dahil tingin palang ay parang nagaalburuto

Ngunit wala akong paki sa kanila

Dahil isang tao lang gusto kong tumngin sa aking mata

Sino nga ba tong tao na to?

At parating bukambibig ko?

Ang pangalan nyay ibig sabihin nakaMARKa sa isang bagay

At sa puso ko ito gustong ilagay

Hindi paman naging kami

Alam kong may kislap kung siya'y ngumiti

At nung naging kami na

Ay naku! Hindi ko na papakawalan pa!

Nagsimula kami sa malayo

At akala ko siya yung tipong nagbibiro

Mapagbiro lang siya oo

Kaya tuloy nahulog ako sa kanya ng todo!

Napakamapagmahal na tao

Sa pamilya man, kaibigan o katrabaho

Siya yung tipong di ka bibiguin

Basta’t di mo din siya tatraydurin

Wagas siya kung magmahal

Lalo na sa Maykapal

Kaya napakaswerte ko

Na para bang nanalo ako sa lotto!

Sa bawat araw, buwan at taong nagdaan

Kami ay subrang nakipagsapalaran

Sa hamon ng buhay

At kung gaano ka katatag maghintay

Walang relasyong perpekto

Marami rin kaming pagtatalo

Mga away-bati, pagtatampuhan

Ngunit kelanman di ko ito tinatakbuhan

Maraming luha ang tumulo

At minsa'y malapit din kaming sumuko

Nagpakatatag ako kahit mahirap

Dahil alam kong may pagasa pa akong mahahagilap

At di ako binigo ng aking dasal

Nanaig parin ang pagmamahal

At yun ang naging sandata

Kaya’t kami parin hanggang ngayon ay magkasama

Mahal ko tong tao na to subra

Na kahit di ko siya palaging nakikita

Alam kong palagi lang siyang nadyan

At hindi niya ako iniwan at binitawan

Isa lang masasabi ko

Mahirap magmahal ng taong malayo sayo

Di biro ang distansya at kalungkutan

Kaya wag kang susuko sa laban !

Marami pa akong gustong ikwento

Kaso tagalog ko, maliit lang alam ko

Gayunpaman gusto kong ipagsigawan

Na sa buong mundo , siya lang ang gusto kong pakasalan!

Gusto ko siyang makasama gang pagtanda

Siya lang at wala ng iba

At sa aking pananampalataya

Ako'y nabigyan ng biyaya

Isang taong minahal ako

Sa kabila ng aking pagkaimperpekto

Sobrang taas na noh?

Pasensya na, inlove lang po

At sino nga ba ito?

Sino nga ba ang mahal ko?

Hindi ko naman ito tinatago

Dahil ang pangalan niya'y nasa tula ko.

-JOG.

#MBF

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Even if you’re far from me

Held you briefly

Moments were speedy

And time dried quickly

I will always be waiting

For your homecoming

My darling.

MBF.

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Just because you're crying doesn't mean you're sad. And just because you're smiling doesn't mean you're happy.

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I had as tough day yesterday due to sudden blackout in our area so my work was disrupted, plus its valentines day and my other half lives miles away from me so we didn't have the chance to go on a date yet he sang to me our favorite song and that really made my heart warm and my tears just went down my cheeks and yes, you just made my day darling. That's how much I miss you.

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“My Valentine”

I played it 2 years ago fro my love MBF.♥♥♥