Trying to survive one more day

Half of me left with her, just trying to hang on to the pieces of my broken heart. Forever Jiselle Arielle, my heart, my daughter, my life is in Heaven. Originally, I was an introverted, quirky, sparkly dreamer, now I'm just a grieving mother. Hurry up w this shit.

[jillian-dawn]

Missing you HURTS

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Flow state

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I will never stop searching for you. Day dreaming of the day I transcend and open my eyes to see you again. Can’t wait to hug and kiss you and tell you I’m sorry I didn’t understand, tell you how beautiful you are and how much I missed you and how much my heart will always need you and then with tears in my eyes I’d ask you to promise to never part from me again please my princess.

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Zero-G

[jillian-dawn]

I swear, I never wanted you to go away.

Wish I knew how to get through to u.

I pray you know that I love u w all my heart.

It hurts so bad, you were so amazing, so special, so crucial, so necessary.

I have to go numb just to function.

God knows I miss my baby!

[jillian-dawn]

Reaching out for you

please hold my hand

I miss you so much

I’m weak

My heart aches

Can’t stop these tears

Baby dont go

I need u

I love u

🤱🏾💔😔

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

MAY YOU NEVER LOSE YOUR HYPERFIXATION

[jillian-dawn]

On the Lord, on my daughter, on Art, on living righteous and with integrity.

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As I sit here watching u play your video game I wonder how i ended up w the man of my dreams, the perfect one for me, the love of my life. I’m just thankful to have u in my life I know that my daughter and my Heavenly Father made this happen to ease my broken heart, thank yall 🫶🏾🥰❤️‍🩹🫶🏾

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My heart aches for u pretty baby girl

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Screaming your name into the vast empty void within my heart hoping you will hear me and return home

I miss you Jiselle

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Father, only you have the missing and broken pieces of my heart so only u can make this better

[jillian-dawn]

These the type of days that make it difficult to open your eyes and face the day.

Suck it up buttercup it ain’t changing the facts.

Reaching out for u and grasping nothing but air.

Thank God I still have a part of u left and that’s your brother Jay.

The pain so strong I can’t even scream I’m too weak to cry so I just sit n stare out and whimper and let the tears fall wherever they’re going

Sunday, May 11, 2025 10am

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EMPTY. That’s what my life is without u here, no matter what I fill it with. Nothing can make it better, except you again.

May 10th 826pm

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May 6, 2025 9am

I can’t believe you are really all mine to love on.

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500 posts!

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God is a forgiving God that’s why I know he gave my daughter some grace and room to receive His mercy and breathe. I just miss her tho sheesh.

April 29, 2025 7:22pm

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