Note - Gender Neutral Reader ! Iâm obviously not leaving this blog, this is about the MC having a life changing event where they have to leave Sergio behind. This isnât a break up, just a goodbye for now. Whether it be leaving for college, grad school, a new job offer, moving away, or just going on a new adventure, Sergio canât follow along for this journey.
âIâm not ready.â
This wasnât true, but determination of readinessďżź can be muddied easily by fear. You have yet to figure this out, but your partner knew all too well already.
âEven so, itâs time.â
The discontent on your face makes it clear that you need more to go on that just that.
âYou know, itâs okay to be scared. Not everything will change. Somethings never do.â
His hand in yours gives you an assuring squeeze. This eluded promise to you gives you more comfort than youâve had in months.
Thereâs a certain longing for him, even pressed against you, hand in hand. The panic when thinking about risk of imminent loss cannot be shaken by his loving touch.
âI miss you.â
Head on his shoulder, arms wrapped around tightly. These arenât the words he expected, somber I love youâs even when present. Those three words donât have to be rationed, missing someone or loving someone. Sometimes they can be said loud and often, without loss of meaning between you and the person who you love the most.
âBut Iâm right here.â
A quite, confused laugh rang through him as you clung onto him for dear life, like a child hanging onto their friend when they had to go back to their home.
To miss someone before theyâre gone is a pain reserved for people with bigger things on the horizon. Newer things, with even more change than leaving what you know behind.
You didnât mean to cry, you werenât sad. You wanted to go. This new adventure had been coming since long before you loved this poor man getting rained on by your very own eyes. Thereâs no such thing as permanence, everything changes- the only thing that doesnât is people saying that some things donât, ironically enough.
âI want to leave, I just donât want to leave you.â
This he understood, not just because he gets you in the way no one else does, but because the thought of you leaving makes his heart feel weak. He promised that you would never know this, because he knew you needed to go. That he was once a selfish man you would never know, the way he loved you was beyond anything in his past, beyond anything in the world.
He began to speak, but thought better of it, kissing your forehead instead. Then your cheeks, your nose, your neck. Giving attention to physicality to sooth your emotions. Wiping the tears off of your face with a soft kiss on the lips.
âI love you. That is enough for today.â
And it was.
âDonât ask me about tomorrow though, youâll start to fucking cry again.â
You let out a long awaited laugh, he always knew just what to do. Just holding him was enough. Just his kisses, just his words. He was enough, you always knew this.
You would say goodbye, but there would be a hello afterwards.
Your journey awaits, and like he said, itâs time.
Iâm glad youâre doing okay! Iâve missed seeing you on my dash! Life has been a bit crazy, Iâm sure, but Iâm also sure that Sergio hugs are the best hugs and you deserve the best hugs.
Jac!! I missed seeing you too 𼺠I would sometimes read your Sergio works when I was away (just to be upfront I have in fact read them an embarrassing amount of times) and they always made my day better. You deserve all the hugs, sending them your way đ¤
Hey your active again!!! Just came here to cheer you up since I was pretty sad about Sergio's Birthday too. I was really expecting something you know... anyways I made a Birthday Fan art for him @fictif-moonlight mabye It will cheer you up a bitđĽş
I am indeed active again!! Thank you for stopping by <3 Iâve moved on from being sad that they didnât post anything to just slightly annoyed. I know that isnât really fair to them, since theyâre such a small team and genuinely just forgot. But I do not care. It was his birthday *𼺠very hard* You know what Iâm just going to make a calendar with all the birthdays of the Fictif and the Arcana characters and send it to them so they donât forget lmao #justiceforsergioorwhatever
Right?! Iâve been working on it all day, everythingâs officially updated and tagged correctly (plus I decorated a little bit with Jakeâs help <3) ! I can finally get to all of the requests that have been in my inbox for months and then get back to it, very exciting :)
Note - Gender Neutral Reader ! Itâs better late than never, happiest of birthdays, love. Enjoy~
⢠Sergio wakes up at an obnoxiously early time of day, but his birthday is quite the different story. He rolls out of bed around nine with the biggest smile on his face. Of course, you are the first to wish him the happiest of birthdays.
⢠He loves all occasions, all holidays, any celebration really, his birthday is no different. Heâs definitely one for traditions. The big ass cake, confetti, drinking, candles, gifts, the whole ďżźshebang. Personally I think heâd be the most fond of an annual âsurpriseâ party. The clichĂŠ of yearly saying that there wonât be a party, but there of course is a party and the both of you know it.
⢠This party is an event. Everyone shows up, and itâs honestly not even for Sergio. Thereâs music, lights, dancing, ďżźcopious amounts of free alcohol, people really couldnât care less about who the partyâs in honor of. This bothers Sergio not even a little bit, just the fact that thereâs so many people makes him seep out serotonin.
⢠No matter how many people come, he just wants to be with you all night. Specifically dancing. The dance floor is just too tempting, he wants to bust a move. Donât get me wrong, holding you, feeling you move with him is a large part of the temptation, but he also wouldnât mind all eyes on him. Knowing everyone in the room is watching him with the most stunning person there, letting everyone see how lucky he feels. Again, he really does not mind the attention, I can promise you that.
⢠When the cake is brought out and everyone sings, you can see how grateful he is. To you, for you, for everything around him. You love seeing him like this, so undeniably happy. Heâs a tense person, always carrying something that he doesnât have to. Seeing his face lit up by the candlelight, his eyes crinkle, you see his shoulders free of weight. Itâs a beautiful rarity anyone would be so lucky to see. After he makes his wish and the music begins again, heâd look up to you, lean his head on your arm.
⢠Once the party got too loud and crowded, he would step outside with you to get some air. Take a walk around underneath the stars, your hands intertwined together. If you asked him what he wished for youâd be waiting a long time for that answer.
âSergio, itâs not a blood oath, come on, what was the wish!â
âThen it wonât come true! Why would you ask me to betray something so sacred, I thought you Americans loved your silly little superstitions.â
âIâm going to beat you to deathâ
(You did not in fact, because he kissed you on the forehead instead. This isnât to say that this will stop you next time.)
⢠Once the partyâs over and the bandâs about to go home heâd ask them to play one more song, just for the two of you. Something slow and romantic that the two of you could share in an empty room with dimmed lights. Holding each other impossibly close, whispering though no one was there to hear.
âDid you enjoy the party?â
âAlways. Thank you for the surprise, cariĂąo.â
Currently Thinking about: Fictif misgendering Vidas
I emailed them about it :/ I know it wasnât intentional or anything but I keep thinking about how they did it to Vidas instead of Eeri probably because itâs more societally acceptable for afab people to use they/them than amab people. Disappointed, but not surprised.
it is an absolute hate crime that there is only one (1) work on ao3 for Sergio sleazy man deserves more fanfic so do u have any reccs
Oh God. I just came back from taking a break on here, you probably know more than I do in all honesty. I do agree though, you guys need to hype up my man more!!!
If I remember correctly, @fanfic-about-fictif has some works on Sergio! I believe Iâve only read a couple but theyâre quite good :))
I canât think of anyone else who writes for him, I wish there was more of us just as much as you do bestie đ
If anyone knows of another person who writes for Sergio please let me know in the comments!! Letâs worship our douchebag boyfriend together
Discuss: Is Fictifâs age for the app inappropriate?
When you see Fictif on the app store, the age recommendation is for ages 12 and up.
However-
All of the characters are over 18. The youngest characters being the cast of Roadkill, fresh out of college at age 22. The oldest character to date being Sage, age 32.
Just something Iâve been thinking about, feel free to discuss.
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