me on the outside: :)
me on the inside: whERE is kIM NAMJOON IS HE OKAY. IS HE SLEEPING ENOUGH. IS HE EATING A LOT DRINKING A LOT OF WATER??? READING THE BOOKS HE'S BEEN MEANING TO READ CATCHING UP ON DUMB TV SHOWS IS HE IN BED. RESTING. LIKE HE IS S U P P O S E D TO BE. HOLY GOD I MISS HIM BUT IF HE IS RESTING THATS GOOD. IM NOT SURE HOW I FEEL ABOUT THIS RADIO SILENCE. I WANT UPDATES. BUT I ALSO WANT HIM TO HIBERNATE FOR A YEAR AND GET DAILY ACCUPUNCTURE TREATMENTS TO MAKE HIS MUSCLE STRAIN BETTER I WANT HIM TO RECOVER BUT I ALSO. WANT. TO KNOW. THAT HES ALRIGHT. I AM SO CONFLICTED. I MISS HIM SO MUCH HOLY G O D!!!!!!!

















