⭐️🪽Doll

Height:165cm SW:80kg CW:75kg GW:57.85kg UGW:43.42kg

[jinxed0doll]

I swear to God...

I'm so stupid. My father said he'll make crepes for dinner. I said alright, not thinking about it much. Then they called me out with my brother, and I just lost controll at the moment I sat down to the dining table... I ate 2 crepes with cottage cheese(cottage cheese+sour creame+sugar), 2 with off-brand nutela, 2 with BOTH. I never ate this much, especially not with the chocolate spread before... So please, roast me, cause I lowkey deserve it. I genuenly fear putting it in my calorie tracker now... And recommend me workouts, because somehow I'll need to cancel this out in the next 4-5 hours, before I have to go sleep.

[wanna-be-s1ck]

Can‘t wait for an@ Winter

[jinxed0doll]

Please recomend me songs I can listen to during my workouts/walks, I'm sick off everything I find. I'm litterally about to listen to fucking techo on my run!(I love techno, but not for my run..?)

[jinxed0doll]

Yesterdays beautifull dinner!

My goal was never to be noticed.

I allways wanted to be thinner, prettier.

I allways wanted to look sicker.

I allways wanted to be cared for.

I never wanted to scare anyone.

But maybe...

Maybe if I get skinnier, someone will ask me if I'm hungry, someone will give me their sweater if I say I'm cold, maybe than I won't be the ugly & fat daughter/friend.

TW

And it's trully funny to think about how, even though I allways wanted to be skinny, when my soul started hurting at 12, I escaped with sm0king, at 13 I started drawing lines across my armes, at 14 I started drinking, at the beggining of this year, I started sm0king w33d, and now, when my soul is in peace again, after so long, I realized, I just want to be THE inspo, the tiniest in the room.

So yeah, maybe I never wanted to be noticed, but I was allways hurting, and maybe, just maybe, if I loose all the pluss w31gth, I will be trully at ease, and maybe then, I won't be bothered by everybody else...

Thank you for letting me ramble about my thoughts. Be kind to yourself, and may you have the best day today .

[tinvarchive]

long hair, tiny frame 🤍

[missdiorperfume]

fasting plan

[jinxed0doll]

I know it's not much, but I'm really proud of myself for today!

I ate 1044€ but burned 840€ with a workout, so it is kinda even.

Also I am mostly proud of what I ate!

(Okay... Only the dinner part... But some progress is better than non!)

This is how I'll be feeling in a few weeks when I'll realize I didn't loose any weight even though I really tried this time.

[brokenangel911911]

One of my favorite ones to do.

[prettiest-princess-sigh]

I just want to be light as a feather 🕊️🪽

[bows-made-of-silk]

Maybe if I look sick enough, someone will tell me to sit down...

Maybe they'll make me dinner after my shift, instead of asking what's for dinner.

Maybe they'll tuck a blanket around my shoulders instead of handing me another responsibility.

Maybe they'll stop saying,

"You'll be okay."

Maybe they'll finally believe me when I say I'm exhausted.

Because somehow, tired wasn't enough.

Hurt wasn't enough.

Crying wasn't enough.

My pain had to become visible.

It had to settle into my bones,

show up in my face,

and hang from my clothes

Because apparently if I looked okay, I must be okay.

That pain didn't count unless it showed up

on my body.

[dietc0kedivaaa]

thinspo

[jinxed0doll]

𝓘 𝔀𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓭 𝓼𝓮𝓵𝓵 𝓶𝔂 𝓼𝓸𝓾𝓵, 𝓳𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓼𝓸 𝓶𝔂 𝓫𝓸𝓭𝔂 𝓽𝓸 𝓵𝓸𝓸𝓴 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼…

[jinxed0doll]

Does anyone have tips on ⭐️🪽?

I've always admired the girls who could ⭐️🪽 for days, but I just can't figure out how could I implement it in my daily life. My parents are both working from home, so they know when i eat, and I get sososo dizzy if I don't eat, I just can't figure out how to do it, without my bf/family noticing or me getting really sick/dizzy...

Please Help, I need to get in shape in the next month or so.