Losing W8

just a journal of my thoughts and w8 loss motivation

[brokenangel911911]

Hi, my pfp is me when I was almost at my lowest w8 (114lbs) My ED kicked in again about a week ago. So here's to losing W8 again, obsessing over calories and self hatred.

Sw:270

Cw:258

Gw:200 (currently)

[thesparklejumpropequinn]

"you can't just lay in your bed all day" watch me.

[brokenangel911911]

Slept all day, 16 hours total

Fasted for almost 22 hours

W8ed in at 258.1

Ate tuna wraps and had tea which came up to 754 cals

I almost caved and used buns to make a sandwich with the tuna but opted for lettuce instead to make lettuce wraps :) clap for me because I'm really craving carbs

Saved around 220cals

[pear1-sweeth3art]

i wanna be so skinny that people cringe when i do something that a person at a healthy weight would do because they’re scared im gonna hurt myself from being to fragile

[brokenangel911911]

One of my favorite ones to do.

[4ngel4pple273]

𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒑𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒂𝒍 𓆩♡𓆪

[unfortunatelyjuni]

From Pinterest, not me

[angelslovess]

[pollypocketmotel]

And non dangerous wl tips

[0bittersweet0]

I just want to be free. I want to finally start my life, but I'm stuck in this prison of my current body. No matter how aware I am, no matter how I know what to do, my mind is a slave to food and sloth. Every day is a failure, every day is time wasted, every day in this body that I know I shouldn't be in. What does it take? What does it take to break free from my curse? I'm getting desperate.