[thelovejournals]

To whoever loves me next, I’m sorry if I’m afraid of you or if days of flirting turn to radio silence, without warning. I’m sorry if I make you say the words over and over and over until I believe them. (I’m sorry if I don’t believe them.) I will probably spend more time worrying about losing you than I spend trying to keep you. Trouble is, every single time I’ve ever thought something was too good to be true– I’ve been right. Understand, I will know how to be vulnerable with you, but I won’t know how not to regret it. And I have no idea how deep we’ll be into this relationship before I admit I’ve never done this before. Not really. Not in any way that counts. Before I admit that I know how to put my body inside someone else’s but not how to make it beautiful. I probably won’t be easy to love. Too many people loved me badly, I’m not sure I know how to do it right.

Ashe Vernon (via thelovejournals)

[jinxings]

This year, I will buy countless journals and colorful pens and 500 page novels instead of buying that skirt he said “makes my ass look nice.” I will go out with my friends and buy them coffee and laugh at an awful romantic comedy with happy tears in my eyes instead of laying on my couch with a boy. I will experiment with myself and cut my bangs and dye my hair my favorite color without having anyone nag me about how I look like their ex-girlfriend. I will cry as much as I need to and hold my own hand because I will love myself more than anyone else ever will. This year, I’ll find myself again.

I promised myself. (via jinxings)

[odonowest]

[chokkilissa-nahollos]

i understand that my friends don’t wanna talk every day. i understand that my s/o doesn’t wanna be lovey dovey and super indulgent every day. lots of people need rest from performative emotions. all people need rest in general! it’s okay!! it doesn’t mean they don’t love me!! it’s not a judgement or punishment!! they deserve to take their rest, and they deserve for me to treat their needs with respect!

[nitrogen]

[froslasss]

do you know how cute i would be if i had more money 

[aw1998monsters]

Anyone: u ok Me; yeah just thinking about how I’ll never be this young again and about how most of my youth has been lost to depression loneliness and self doubt lol

[timotaychalamet]

[lizowskii-deactivated20171023]

true love is what you felt for that album you played for one month straight

[vanish]

[heavensghost]

[bbuingbbuing]

[zepedroalvarez]

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