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@jiraimelancholy
REPOST PLEASE I NEED MORE MTS ON IG
Guys i want to make an instagram acc so i can post on my story. My daily life for my mutals, maybe fit checks… i also want to make pixel character of me so i can be like actuall online blogger. Tumbrl is just not enough, bc i can’t post short term disappearing posts.
Please will you follow me TWT.
Please please please.
Same nickname as here: jiraimelancholy :3
https://www.instagram.com/jiraimelancholy?igsh=MXgxaHU1MHdpY2sweA%3D%3D&utm_source=qr
I fell like falling back into my old habits. I knida don’t want to bc in doing so good right now but also I don’t want to feel ok anymore. I want to be sad, depressed and i want to feel something. But nothing good will come from going back. Idk anymore..
Sorry im tiered lately . Im not posting anything but also im not getting enough attention to motivate me to post something so the spiral goes on…
Hiiiii I love your theme!!
Thanks. Im mostly venting about my daily life, nothing special is going on right now but im happy that people relate and feel comfortable with my blog.
Love you too <33
I didn’t wash myself the whole week. It’s not even depression this time. I mean maby a little bit but its not like i cant get up Im just so used to this that I don’t feel like I have t, so when im tied i just go back to bed dirty.
And now we are going outside for easter lunch.
At least i will be clean ig.
I think i will just sit on the floor i don’t have energy to stand the whole time.
What a lazy bitch…
Yesterday i went for a mission to buy alcohol but i forgot my id… so i did a reaserch whats in the shop and i found beer that they will sell me, but not the drink im looking for. I really want to drink it tho so i need to go today, ask if its available and in a first place if i can buy it. Im not socially prepared for asking and later hiding that i drink but whatever at this point.
I had more energy today so i did jirai inspired bingo. If someone wants to play…
Sorry for eventual grammar mistakes
And also mine:
I used to collect pinterest memes when i was depressed in 2022. I think its time to share wy :3
WHY MY BRAIN CANT WORK PROPERLY
What is your problem lil bro.
Since the day I was born this little fucker is against me. You schould be helping me not telling me to sabotage myself everyday. Like stop.
Lately I can’t do anything. Learning or even doing something for myself feels like an insane amount of effort. Like aaaaa let me do my shit. But no. Im just laying in bed all day doing nothing. At least I fixed my eating habits a lil.
Sorry for not posting ( as if anyone even cares) im currently going through mental breakdown and im dying my hair so i can pretend next version of me will be better.
Hiding in the toilet because i arrived too early. Like no im not gna sit in the classroom breathing like an air ventilator because my body after energy drinks cant function properly. So im just sitting here in smelly room, posting on tumbrl. How pathetic.
Someone gave me a candy today. Like a total random person from my religion class, that i maybe have spoken to twice. And he is a boy (ugly one) (no girlhood type of shearing food) so i was confused. I took it but didn’t eat it. Because Wdym magically some wants to speak with me. My mind is telling me that this candy was in trash before and they want to make fun of me…
I hope she thinks about me sometimes.
I know we aren’t in contact anymore but i hope that sometimes she sees something that remainds her of me.
I need her attention, even if it’s not direct, but i need to feel the energy of the world telling me that i am remembered.
Trying to be nice and friendly but I’m starting to think that people see me just as annoying fuck not a silly introverted wierdo. I promise i have good intentions im just not used to interactions with others. TwT
Wanna be pink aesthetic jirai when i wear mostly black and can’t keep anything clean.
I will buy sims4 and do a cute room and sim so i can live my perfect life somewhere else. Nothing is like i want it to be irl. I just want to be in computer game, perfect life, can redo a situation when something goes wrong, cheat codes for money, no work, no decisions, just a silly puppet.
Why aren’t you answering us?
Why are you not online?
Bro i was crying over my fp that left me 4years ago lmao.