can i let go?

han jiyeon lately I've been t h i n k i n g it's just someone else's job to ❝ care. ❞ who am i to 𝓈𝓎𝓂𝓅𝒶𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓏𝑒 when no one gave a ᴅᴀᴍɴ?

[rp-meme-glaceon]

The Return of Unusual Questions

🌡- What television programs do you watch when you’re home sick?

🎂- What’s your opinion on over-the-top competition shows like Chopped or The Amazing Race?

🍖- How much food does it take to make you feel completely stuffed?

💐- Do you like aesthetic posts/blogs? What would you say your ‘Aesthetic’ is?

💃- Can you swing dance?

💎- What would it a suitor have to do to win your hand in marriage?

👻- Do you enjoy Halloween? What do you usually do during the holiday?

📬- How excited do you get when you get a letter addressed to you (that isn’t a bill or junk mail)?

🎞- Do you or your parents have any baby pictures?

📲- How often do you get texts/calls from your mother?

🗜- What’s the worst injury you’ve ever gotten? How bad was it?

☁️- Describe a dream you’ve had that’s always stuck with you.

🌜- What’s your favorite bedtime story/lullaby?

🍏- Is there something you refuse to eat no matter what?

☃️- What’s your opinion on snow days? Do you bundle up and play or it an opportunity to sleep in?

🦀- When you travel, do you like to try local cuisine and flavors? Or will you stay within your comfort zone?

💮- Have you ever been a ‘Good Samaritan’ to a total stranger or acquaintance? What happened?

👗- What outfit will you wear out on a date?

🅱️- Favorite meme?

🐺- If a witch cursed you, what creature do you think they’d turn you into?

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instagram inspired moodboard for jiyeon !!

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juwonyj‌:

        OPEN STARTER | LOCATION: ysa bounty.

( . . . )

                 “i’m not letting you eat and drink me out of house and home.”

“  it’s not like -  ” jiyeon hiccups, she had already been drinking at club arena, and somehow her feet brought to ysa bounty. “  i don’t pay you back.  ” her words drawl out like dripping honey. with a sloppy smile, she plops down onto the bar stool beside her. “  i don’t even know why i’m here.  ” and that was the truth. it was always a mystery how jiyeon always ends up here whenever she’s had too much to drink.

she suddenly looks up, and the world spun before her. jiyeon groaned in frustration, “ i want more soju. can i have more soju? ” she all but pleads to the older man. she knows that she should go home and rest, but there’s something about ysa bounty that makes her feel warm and safe. jiyeon calls out his name, elongating the vowels as long as she can. “ juwon, i just - ” jiyeon’s head slowly drops to the counter, and just like that, she falls asleep.

[arayj]

EXT. SOMEWHERE AROUND YONGSA - DAY — open for anyone

it was hard to be pocket-sized. however, the great distance that the pair have accumulated from each other was partly her fault as she was a one curious being. every thing that strikes her fancy, she takes a moment to gander at it. yongsa was like a wonderland to her and she was alice. she almost skipped towards the other just to catch up. once she managed to match her counterpart’s pace, her interest grew on the mysterious destination she was promised. perhaps it was uttered earlier, but the mention of a new adventure had her feet already running. still, she needed to sate the meddling thought in her mind.

“where are we going again?”

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if it were anybody else, jiyeon would’ve punched them as soon as they said the question. but it was ara, and jiyeon would actually cut off her hands than hit the soft-spoken girl. although being younger, jiyeon was always the one looking out for her. she looked over at ara, and her eager expression made it difficult to be annoyed.

“ we are going to the aquarium, because my professor is a loser who thinks juniors are still supposed to visit aquariums and make reflection papers about it for a passing grade. ” jiyeon launches into her rant, making exaggerated gestures to make ara laugh. “ and you are coming with me because i refuse to go to the aquarium alone. ” she huffs and stops walking as they reach the venue. jiyeon parks her car and unlocks the door, gesturing for ara to go out. “ also because i know you’ll enjoy looking at axolotls as much as i would.  ”

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minsooyj‌:

status › closed. location › meow parlour. featuring › @jiyeonyj​.

( . . . )

      oh lovely. “you make any comments about the cat ears, and i’ll spit in your coffee,” he threats with a quirked eyebrow, despite the second half of the sentence practically being whispered— the last thing he wanted was other customers ( or his manager especially ) thinking he spits in random people’s americanos.

“ oh my, did you say you’ll spit in my coffee? ” jiyeon says in a theatrical whisper, hoping that open ears would catch drift of her words. she laughs loudly, and looks at their menu. working in a cafe herself, she spent her breaks visiting her friends and ordering things she can’t find at volumes. although she isn’t sure if minsoo’s supposed to be her friend, she’s certain that it won’t be anything more. 

with a teasing smile, jiyeon orders a slice of triple chocolate cake and finds a table to put her things on. she doesn’t come by often, and her only familiarity with the cats comes from the parlor’s instagram posts. she calls for yejin, a cute orange and brown tabby cat sitting in the middle of the room. the cat, of course, ignores her. jiyeon inches closer to her, careful not to frighten the small thing. 

she sits down and gently tugs the cat closer to her, softly stroking her fur when she sat down on her lap. with nothing else to do, she looks over at the counter, trying to find minsoo in the mess that was happening back there. her eyes follow his every move, and while she does admit that he was attractive, their chances of being together diminish each time they talk to each other. she sighs and turns her eyes down to the soft purrs, and patiently waits for her order.

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yjdaphne‌:

status › open. location › main building.

( . . . )

      she stretches her legs out and onto the footrest in front of her, folding her hands over her stomach and letting her eyes slip shut for a moment. recovery time WOULD be a helluva lot more convenient in her room, but this would do for now. daphné forgot to account for the other residents wandering through the lobby, of course, and a small ripple of annoyance passes through her briefly at the sound of someone nearby momentarily disturbing her peace. rather than snapping at the individual like she was TEMPTED to do ( despite them not actually being guilty of anything ), she’s quick to wave them over. “let me get your opinion on something, s'il vous plaît,” she requests, sitting up in her chair and taking her camera back out and resting it in her lap.

jiyeon laughs at the excited girl, putting down her basket of clothes near the entry way and plops onto the chair next to daphne. she was always amazed at how much energy she has to travel to a whole different city and back to support her favorite groups. jiyeon was a fan of some groups as well, but she was never a diehard fan of a specific group. the most she had done for her faves were to buy their albums and go to their gigs ( if, and only if, they were near ).

she was always impressed by daphne’s photos, even if she hated some stills. jiyeon could take nice photos for the gram, but that’s about all she could do ( god bless for editing apps ). but holding that heavy camera and having enough patience to wait for the right moment to take a shot? that’s some metal shit right there. jiyeon leans into the viewer, “ you know that i love you, and all of your photos, but what is this supposed to be? ”

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⊱  𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫 ⊰

location: club arena

for: @jjiyongyj

dressed in a sequined wrap around dress, it shined in pink and silver every time she moved. jiyeon steps out of the cab and immediately feels the humid air seeping from the club. the line was long, fridays always had the most people. jiyeon walks straight up to the head bouncer, smiling when he recognized her and signed for the doors to be opened. she was greeted with sweaty bodies gyrating on each other, the smell of lust and want dripping off of them. lights were beaming with every color, its movement frenzied and changing with every beat. 

she beelines for the bar, and sits in front of a young man behind the counter. she pulls out her credit card and wordlessly hands it to him. being a regular at this club, she didn’t really need to explain herself, did she? she loads up the snapchat app on her phone, trying to see if any of her friends were here too. after a few minutes of messaging people and stalking them on the map, she looks up to the bare counter. confused, she asks the young man, “ where’s my drink? ”

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yjbenny‌:

( . . . )

        “EATING after 8pm isn’t good for you anyway, we’re both fucked,” she said, looking over the fruit in her hand. “s’better than ramen, though.” it was easier to skirt the attitude than face it head on, especially as late as it was. fights were just unnecessary and this was ONLY bad luck that she’d been caught. next time, however, she’d be a little bit more stealthy with what she can get her hands on (and maybe even enjoy it in the comfort of her own room). “anyway,” she started, taking a step closer and jerking her chin toward the other’s snack, “you gonna finish that?”

jiyeon scoffs. she really didn’t have enough energy to do this. “ you know what, sweetie? ” she puts down the pear on the counter, and points to it with an open palm. “ i’ll leave this here and walk away. ” while facing the cuplrit, jiyeon slowly backs up in the direction of the open door. “ so you can fill your adorable little stomach with food that i bought. ” jiyeon makes sure to put extra syrup on her voice, putting on her most annoying tone. “ oh ! don’t bother paying for it, i wouldn’t want to be a bad person and take anything from the less fortunate. ” 

she doesn’t wait for the other girl to respond, and goes straight out of the kitchen. too annoyed to go back to sleep, jiyeon goes up to the rooftop and tries to relax. she was still too worked up from the petty fight in the kitchen. she paces the rooftop, trying to tire herself out. nothing was working. she plops down on a chair and plays some music, hoping for the best. 

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yjseoks‌:

( . . . )

“ hi, ” he greeted, and his eyes wandered toward the menu for a second, even though he already knew what it was that he would be getting; he wasn’t all that adventurous with his caffeine unless he was utterly bored. “ i’ll just have a small vanilla ice coffee, please. ” as he stood, his curiosity got the better of him. “ excuse me… the song that was playing just now… who was it? ”

jiyeon beamed at the question. there was nothing she enjoyed more than recommending music to people. she almost rambled to the man, animatedly telling him about the song with wild gestures. “ this is actually a song by pjsocks, he’s on soundcloud and you can follow him there. he’s released about six songs in total and every single one of them are heavenly. ”

jiyeon grabs her phone and shows him the landing page of pjsock’s soundcloud account. “ he’s been around for quite a while now, and i’ve been following him ever since last year maybe? ” she lowers her phone and resumes her position at the cashier, almost forgetting that she has to take his order. “ anyway, he’s really good and you should follow him if you’re into feeling like lifting the weight off your shoulders! ” she smiled sweetly at the man, her hands poised to press the buttons for typing up his order.

this is the only time that jiyeon lets herself be free with her words. she doesn’t have anything to hide when it comes to expressing her love for music. unabashed, maybe, but at least that there’s one aspect in her life where she can be completely honest.

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yjbenny‌:

                     status :             ☾ — OPEN !                       location :          ☾ — MAIN BUILDING; KITCHEN !

       ( . . . )

        MAYBE somewhere deep down she might even feel a little bit bad, but even the footsteps rounding the corner into the room didn’t stop her from sinking her teeth into the pale flesh. she simply turned toward the noise. her relatively blank stare met the face attached to the steps and she watched unwavering, peach resting in her hand, which has lowered considerably. not even a second had passed before the silence felt overwhelming. “uh… hey,” she mumbled, muffled behind another bite. pause. “it’s rude to stare, you know.”

“ it’s also rude to take what’s not yours. ” jiyeon could feel her eyebrow raising. she found it astonishing how this girl had the audacity to take her peach, but lecture jiyeon about being rude. maybe she was hungry, or maybe she just wanted to piss jiyeon off. the first option seemed more likely, since this was literally the first time that they met. she continues staring at the girl, not knowing if she wanted to go off at two am or just let the incident pass.

jiyeon came down from her room to get the peaches she bought from the market earlier, leaving them at the main building’s kitchen because she was too tired to heave all the groceries up to her room. she ventured further into the kitchen and stopped in front of the girl. “ i don’t know who you are, but i didn’t think that yujaen let thieves be tenants in the sharehouse. ” jiyeon’s voice was sweet, talking like she was giving out compliments.

she went past the girl and opened the fridge, taking a peach for herself. she padded back to the door, turning back and giving the peach a big bite just to spite the girl. jiyeon knows that she was being too mean, but again, it was two am and she was kind of half-asleep. she’d probably say sorry tomorrow, if the girl sought her out to apologize first.

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yjseoks‌:

he was planning to head out of the main building of the sharehouse for work when familiar sounds filled his head, and brimmed his curiosity. it wasn’t every single day that music was heard outside of the house in the early morning, and much less likely, his own creation. surely he was hearing things, right? he’d just ripped off another more talented artist and it was their music he was hearing instead of his own. still, he approached the poolside door of the house, instead of the proper exit.

it had only been a hobby, after all, developed in high school with little result; he wasn’t even all that great at it, producing, especially when he worked on cheap old equipment. most of it was purposefully hidden from the internet, too, and the things that weren’t were seldom heard by, well, anyone, save for his roommate. even then, stuff was hidden. so why was he hearing such familiar sounds outside the residence?

all too soon, jonas was broken out of his trance as a more familiar, more well known sound filled his head. of course he’d been hearing things. why? he wasn’t too sure.

jiyeon rushing through the door was the next thing he was fully aware of, and he was hardly able to move out of the way before the two collided with one another. “ sorry, i…” what? at least say something. “ nothing. sorry. ”

she didn’t understand anything he said, if he even said anything. she was too busy thinking of the excuse she could use on why she was late. jiyeon settles on a quick smile and nod and breaks for the stairs. she changed out of her clothes and went on her way to the cafe.

she parked her convertible and checked her reflection in the mirror, applying a little bit of blush and lipstick to make her look like she had the time to do it this morning. 

she greeted her boss with a warm smile, silently hoping that she wouldn’t ask any questions, going straight to the bank to change her uniform. it was only when she was making the first order that she remembered the boy who talked to her this morning. jiyeon tries to remember his words, worried that he had asked her a question. she pours the coffee into the mug, and adds extra vanilla as requested by the customer. she sighs when all she could recall was the fact that he was tall, and obviously a boy.

jiyeon decides to ignore it for now, certain that they would meet again. when the cafe reaches a lull at around 2pm, she takes charge of the music and pulls up the playlists she curated for the cafe. she picks a song from wednesday afternoons, one the specifically created for days like this.

the familiar beats of pjsocks’ music fills the cafe with a warm atmosphere, and she notices that some of the customers nod their heads to the beat. jiyeon smiles, knowing full well how his music can make you feel like all of your problems are slowly seeping out of your body. she spends the rest of the afternoon watching the customers and making coffee.

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@yjinki​

location: yongsa boardwalk

it was a perfect afternoon to go out and have fun by the beach. the weather wasn’t too hot, and she’s sure it wasn’t gonna rain either. jiyeon shoots jinki a text to see whether he’s up for it or not.

💌 jinki → where r u

💌 jinki → it’s nice outside do u wanna go out

💌 jinki → lol it’s not like u have a choice wear something cute and black and meet me at the main lobby at 6

jiyeon drops her phone onto her bed and opens her closet. “ if jinki’s wearing black, should she wear white, or match his outfit? black and white ensembles look cute together, though. “ jiyeon muses to herself. she grabs a few dresses and a couple of shirts and lays them on her bed. 

jiyeon settles on a cute lace black dress that ends around her mid-thigh, and pairs it with black sandals that are comfortable to walk around in. she looks at the time and realizes that she has less than ten minutes before she has to go down. 

she quickly brushes her teeth while putting her phone, wallet, airpods, alcohol, and some tissue in her bag. she puts her hair up in a ponytail and dabs on some lipstick, and then she’s ready to go.

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𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 . . .

a couple of songs that jiyeon listens to on a daily basis !

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@yjseoks

jiyeon was glad that she chose a decent place to live in after she moved out. she wasn’t sure how she was supposed to cope if she suddenly lived without a pool, her car, air conditioning, and her own bathroom.

she was sitting by the pool, her feet occasionally dipping into the water, speakers on at full volume ( it’s fine, i’m not blasting some emo metal at 8 am ). she was scrolling through her spotify playlist, trying to make the perfect queue for today’s perfect weather.

jiyeon lays on her back, still looking through the endless list of songs. the sun felt like it was directly on top of her, so she used her phone as a shield against the harsh light. she sighs and exits the app, opening up her soundcloud to find some new music.

she came across pjsocks’ new release, c u soon, and excitedly tapped on it. she’s been following this artist for about a month now, and even though all they post are lofi beats, she’s just in love with the arrangement and the feeling that it gives her. listening to pjsocks’ songs is the equivalent of laying in bed with a think blanket on top of you.

she turns on her side, and after a few moments, her mind was being detangled by the soft beats. jiyeon fell asleep within minutes, even though the sun was about to toast her entire left side. in her dazed state, jiyeon heard the familiar drums of eung eung, and opened her eyes to see her phone about to teeter off the edge of the pool and into the water.

her mouth dropped and a panicked sound came out of her as she rushed to save her phone from dying, her mind still not registering that it was her ringtone and that someone was calling her. after catching her breath at the unexpected wake up call, jiyeon takes a good look at her phone and answers the call from her manager. “ what? yeah of course i’m on the way! it is ... ” jiyeon was late. “ 8:37 after all. ” jiyeon was very late. her shift started at 9 am, and here she was, lounging around by the poolside. jiyeon bid her goodbyes and hurriedly ran towards haean.

[jiyeonyj-blog]

hello !! im jai, nineteen ( gmt+8 ) and here i present my babie han jiyeon !! she’s 22 and currently on her third year at yongsa university, and working as a barista at volumes cafe. under the cut you can find out more about her and some plots!! im also on discord at rosyolivia#9130 so u can hmu there

LINKS: profile : plots

she's THAT rich bitch. her dad’s the president of a tv network and her mom’s a director of an entertainment company

but because her parents got big positions, they're always at work and never at home, that's been the case ever since she was a child

one big perk of that is that she always got what she wanted. she’s 7 rings personified. the newest iphone? okay. u need to go shopping for a date with ur friends? take my credit card. 

she’s always wanted her parents’ attention. she tried her best to get good grades and get into the top university, but her parents didn’t even bat an eye

so then she decided to be a little rebel. she maxed out her credit cards by buying everyone drinks whenever she’s out drinking, the most expensive clothes that her eyes laid upon, always paying for all the meals when she’s out with friends and such

her parents still didnt care poor bby

so she decided to leave their big mansion in daegu and live in yujaen. she even got a job at the local cafe.

her parents probably hasnt noticed that she’s not there anymore

she spent a lot of time observing people and how they act, and now she's a pro at blending in wherever she goes

her relationships are always short-lived, because all her observing didn’t teach her how to actually feel things 

she’s grateful that she even has friends tbh she always act like she’s high and mighty bc her parents are big names in the industry and that she’s top of her class despite all the drinking and going out

so jiyeon has all this ANGST because her parents didnt love her and she cant find that love anywhere and she’s closed off to everyone except for maybe a handful of people

because being rude and arrogant is her first line of defense in determining who can handle her or not

but at the same time she’s so starved for affection and jus wants to b loved but her walls are up so high that it takes a person so long to break them down

possible plots!!

an ex that she cant forget!!

her roommate

FRIENDS

people who hate her LMAO

a younger friend who she treats like a sister

a cutie that frequents the volumes cafe and shes just so 😍😍 for him

fwbs

the person her family wants her to marry

a persom that she’s only friends with when theyre drunk lm aO

her fellow baristas

classmates/friends at yongsa !

people she often sees at the clubs

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i promise to write up an intro by tonight! things have been kind of hectic but im stoked to rp with all of u uwu

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♡ First Apple

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yvesgemini: ♡ First Apple