it's been too long since i've posted, even just visit, on this blog and for so long, i've been on hiatus.
mainly because i didn't have the time to continue but there's another major factor why.
to tell you the truth, i've fallen out of writing for bts— not bts themselves, okay? they will always be a big part of my life.
i started this blog in 2016 then started creating x-reader content four years later at the start of the global pandemic. it's been a great time, i got to interact with a lot of amazing people who welcomed my amateur craft with warmth and even had the chance to be friends with some of you.
i've gone through challenges throughout the pandemic that had to be prioritized. from the rate of my posts, everyone can see that i easily succumbed to procrastination which led me down the rabbit hole of putting things off until i reached the point of not wanting to write/create for this blog anymore.
this is where i began to realize that i don't see bts as potential love interests (yes, admittedly, i did— this is one of the few things that drove me to create x-reader content) and can't find it in me anymore to create content that would put them in that light.
which brings me to an announcement that you might have expected, ironically posted on april fools' day:
i will not be writing for this blog anymore
it's been a long time coming, for me. i've debated this ever since my hiatus and ever since i couldn't handle this blog anymore. and i don't want to give false hope to anyone who is still patiently waiting for my return.
i will always be grateful for the warmth that everyone has given me :) thank you for waiting. i'm sorry i can't continue this blog anymore.
i owe it to everyone who supported my works, most especially my first smau, fate's games.
which also brings me to my "ongoing" work:
as for my ongoing smaus, series, fics, all will be discontinued
BUT i will not take anything down. everyone is free to create their own version of continuations. i look forward to seeing your spinoff on my fate's games and i will eagerly wait for somebody to tag me in their own version of my (mediocre) work :)
we recently also celebrated a year-anniversary for fate's games :) thank you again for reading!! i still have the list of very amazing people who were on my taglist, thank you so much.
if anyone wants the closure i planned for fate's games, you can send me an ask and i will tell you :) the same goes for my jimin smau.
i will not be deactivating but i will not be making content anymore. i'll be using this account to fangirl about bts with everyone :))
thank you again for 5 years with me :) this is the end for jjk-biased's writing content. i love you all very much!!
can i know how fate’s game ends? read the whole thing and loved it so much <3
thank you for reading fg ! y/n realizes/feels that she hasn't exactly returned the same appreciation that jungkook's been displaying ever since. they're awkward irl tho because koo tries hard to pretend that nothing happened because he's scared that he might've scared y/n away with the live (but in reality y/n hasn't actually found out there was a live about her to begin with, everything was deleted after all save for the occasional fan tweets)
and they stop their duo lives for a month because it was too awkward. all the while y/n is on her way to realizing how much she likes him (l-word folks), jungkook started to think how he should try to learn to move on (because he thinks y/n doesn't like her). by the time it dawns on y/n just how much she likes him, their relationship isn't at it's best because they aren't communicating properly because they're scared
so to try and make amends, and with their last interaction publicly being a tweet a month ago, y/n hops on ow and streams (knowing that jk was live playing ow) and does what she did the first time they met: insult jk for his fifth grader gaming skills. jk gets wind of what y/n is doing on her live and acts the same way he did the first time too...
after that, the gap between them slowly starts to diminish and they talk everything out after their streams.
they get together, act petty against each other again on the tl, and all is well in the world :> the end
here are my headcanons that were supposed to be my epilogues:
y/n finds out about the drunken live a year into the relationship (yes. that long)
daniel makes amends too and schedules a meet between y/n and deadmau5 [y/n's "ideal man" in i forgot which chapter] + jk isn't too pleased about it
y/n n koo either: make a gaming company together or formally and professionally represent their country for e-sports
hiya, just wanted to say that you’re an amazing person and i really hope you’re having a good day! thanksgiving you for getting up this morning and for trying your best💛
also very sorry for the late reply onsksks thank you so much bubs, i'm very thankful for you and your efforts too
Can you do some jay fluff? Where he’s on a date and he gets really goofy and is the iconic cLoWn but at the end he gets suuuuper super sweet?? Thank youu❤️✨
[going on a date with jay]
how he was even able to go through the process of asking you out was beyond him
likE?? this would be his first date with someone as sweet as you and you just
agreed??? WITH HIM?
h o w
we all know this dude is very analytical (leader jay wbk) so he'd probably prepare a date which he think you'd reaaaalllyyyyy enjoy!!
ARCADE DATE YES!!
but those plans in his head go to waste when he fetches you
like his brain just short circuits because holy shit
you look so good 🥺
BUT ADMIT IT HE'D DRESS SO WELL TOO OHMYGHFKDJD
anyway—
because nerves get the best of him, he's kinda clumsy
he was scared you'd make fun of him, esp when he got so frustrated with the damn claw machine (to hell with that damn thing amirite)
but when you laughed
oh jesus take the wheel
this boy suddenly realized he should focus on making you laugh and enjoy instead of wallowing in his nerves!!
aND ENJOY YOU DID MY FRIEND!!
you got to see this goofy side of him 🥺 he'd be cracking jokes left and right
AND HE'D SING SOME TYPE OF SONG HE'D NEVER TRY WITH HIS FRIENDS (some soft wholesome song 👀)
swooOooON
the subtle things he did throughout the day that made you just feel ❤️👄❤️
like the way he blocked the sharp table corner in the diner when you picked something up to protect your pretty head
or the way he opened the doors for you
or the way he tied your shoelaces/fixed your shoe?
goofy boy: check
gentleman: check
this boy passed the vibe check wbk!!
if he's able to, jay would probably be holding your hands! won't try to kiss you on the first date if you're uncomf with that tho!!
type of guy to walk you on your porch and wait for you to be safe before he leaves 🥺
and if you kissed him on the cheek at the promise of another date
boy would short circuit pt.2 like
:0
i just think a date with him would be so fun and light 🥺👉🏼👈🏼
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note: it's funny bec when i read this ask the first thought that i had was: he'd be a clown but a sweetheart!! also, first-ever request :D thank you for trusting me ><
👉🏼👈🏼 i've been anxious for a long time whenever i attempt to use this account because of very rampant self hate over not being able to post as much as i initially planned for this blog
studying at uni sucks ass, living in a country very prone to disasters also sucks ass, and hanging out with the thoughts in my head suck major ass
and there may have been a very few uh,,, not nice asks here and there that may have added to my anxiety
i appreciate your enthusiasm over my work! sorry if i can't update as much as you like :') and uhm if you don't like it, you can just leave this blog alone, yk?
so it may take me awhile (again, yes i know... i'm sorry) to get back on track here.
ask box will be left open tho!! if you have something in mind and i like it, i'll probably do it :>
but if you're chill with just hanging out with me, you can visit me at @aizawaslovebot. i've been uhm kind of hiding there sort of heh
the anon option will also probably turned off for a bit :>>
i came back here to have a good time but i see some angry asks @ me and uhm,,, that kinda hurts lol
anyway!!
congrats to grammy nominated bts for their first grammy nomination!! army, fans of grammy nominated bts, are proud beyond words for bts' grammy nomination!!!
truly bts grammy nominated artists' world domination
hiii im glad u are doing better and pls remember u mental health comes before the aus so don't hurry to come back even after ur hiatus if ure not 100% ok!!!!!! we love uuuu
omg dear!! i missed your little comments ngl :( 🥺 thank you so much :DD i love you too 👉🏼👈🏼 hope you're doing well rn!! drink water and stay safe bub
if you don't want to read the entire thing, basically i'll be taking a break from today (aug 25) until september 30— therefore pausing all ongoing content and content yet to be posted.
i really don't want to do this when we're about to see the end of fate's games but my schedule is really hectic :(
i have classes for the entire week, with mondays, wednesdays, and fridays as virtual classes + tuesdays and thursdays as non-virtual (they leave us work to do)
i only have weekends to myself -> which is when i create content for the blog... so there's no room for me to rest AND allot time to create content for this blog :(
i tried!! i really did!! but the output i get nowadays isn't as good as my other ones -> i give more time to proofread -> i take more time to do stuff -> i have no more time to rest
and there have been hiccups on my posting because i get so tired ~_~
i never really expected that we would see the end of fate's games ㅠㅠ i thought i'd discontinue it at some point because no one liked it so this time, i don't have any chapter ready yet to upload for tonight
i don't want to rush it so i'm also doing my best!! please look forward to it on october 1!!
i know i recently just started school,,, but that's the point. i'll only get busier from here and i don't want to make anyone angry or anything,,, so i will take a break from today until the end of september (literally wake me up when september ends lmfao)
basically, i'll be on hiatus for the entire september ㅠ ㅠ
but!!! there are tidbits of time in a day when i'm free and i use that time to write :D so you might see me post here and there
i'm might come back before october but i'm announcing that as my return date so i can be sure
the love you all have given me is really heartwarming... from 10 hearts to 600~ hearts on fate's games... 100 to 400~ followers
the growth in just four months is amazing. i cry everytime you guys leave me comments or reblogs :(( and they've helped me coped through the pandemic. i hope the content i currently have will also help you guys in some little way.
for now, i bid you goodbye.
please stay safe, drink water, and remember that i'll always love you!! 💜
this is lin, temporarily signing off.
i hope to see you when i get back!! 💜 i purple you!
requested by: anonymous (can i request that one idol! au from the special prompt list with jin or yoongi? paired to a fem reader, and somehow, dispatch discovered they were actually dating. Thank you!!)
also requested by: anonymous (The idol! au where they pretend to not be dating but somehow perceived as enemies by the public with namjoon, paired with a female reader, and how the public reacts when they find out when they were actually dating)
a/n: first of all, i apologize for the long wait!! i was quite unwell these past few days because of stress from school and so i couldn’t work. also, i forgot to add more of the public’s reaction in the fic itself so to the anon who asked, and whoever wants, please tell me if you want me to do a continuation (i was thinking fake text form)
genre: fluff
words: 2.5k overall
synopsis: having to hide your relationship, you tried your best not to make your long-time relationship obvious to the world. you did so well that they thought you were enemies.
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Your relationship started before the both of you even entered BigHit, so management couldn’t really ask you to break up-- or else they’d lose you two to other companies who could also see the potential. Albeit loose, their only rule was for you two to pretend that you weren’t dating until they see it fit for the two of you to reveal the long relationship you two had.
Apparently, you two did well. In fact, you did so well that the public perceived you two as rivals.
Enemies.
Oh how wrong they were.
kim seokjin
“This is so funny… They believe you hate your s/o, hyung! Look,” Namjoon snorted as he showed one of the posts he saw in his secret twitter fan account. (yes, i swear that guy has one)
“Why do you guys ship Jin and Y/N? It’s obvious they hate… each other,” Jin read aloud, falling to the floor as he laughed.
Jin supposed it was because of the limited aired interaction between you two. But he could never hate you, boy was too whipped to even be angry at you. He loved you so much.
You were just as whipped as he was and were facing quite a similar predicament in the dressing room next door with your manager.
“When we told you two that you couldn’t reveal your status, it was never part of it to let the public think you two hated each other,” Your manager jested, too amused to see that this is how the people saw you two.
You sighed as your manager continued to voice out their thoughts.
“Honestly! They should see how you two are in undocumented events… Like horny teenagers who couldn’t take their hands off of each other! It’s like you’re almost havi-” You shut your manager up before they could even say anything else and embarrass you further.
“But seriously, if anything goes out… I think management will allow it now.”
You mull over the words of your manager before you left, thinking about how convenient it would be to finally scream to the world that you love Kim Seokjin, and that he loves you back.
I mean, who wouldn’t?
Jin met up with you at the parking lot, hidden from any prying stalkers and media that wanted to get a scoop of whatever was inside the world’s best artist’s company. You returned the bear hug he gave, albeit distracted, and remained in his arms. To get you to notice him, Jin poked you on the cheek and giggled internally when he saw your confused look.
“What are you thinking about?”
You sighed and relayed what your manager had mentioned, “I don’t think they plan to say anything about us but if word goes out, they won’t deny it either.”
Jin hummed, “I suppose it’s because of the ongoing discussion on whether we’re enemies or not.”
“But they are right about that. I hate you, especially because you cheat on Mario kart,” You grin, sticking your tongue out.
Jin faked offense, playing along and saying that you should stop dreaming about beating him.
At that moment, Jin looked so irresistible that you couldn’t pass up on kissing him. As you reached up and connected your lips, you two heard something.
A click of a camera. In the most guarded parking lot. Where you two were kissing.
Ah shit.
Jin sighed, annoyed that someone was ruining your moment, and chose to break your intimate moment so he could cover you with his broad shoulders. He was always a gentleman and would always prioritize your well-being even if he’s also uncomfortable.
Dispatch finally got something from sneaking in and they were sure to post those photos as soon as possible because it would gain a lot of clicks. And a lot of clicks meant a lot of moola. For them, that is.
The next day, Dispatch released your photos with Jin, causing a plethora of reactions from the community. Your manager was prepared enough that BigHit could post its response two hours from the start of the fiasco.
While it wasn’t the most ideal way of going public, the thought that the world finally knew you’ve loved Seokjin for a long time brought you ease.
min yoongi
The world knew you as one of BTS’ producers and owner of some of the hidden vocals in a few songs. Unlike Adora and the rest, you were very open with your friendship with the boys and would be often seen in the background of some music videos for the fun of it.
Somehow, you were also included in some “ships” as fans liked to call it. While you never minded being paired off to the guys who you’d always see as friends, you were more than bothered that the world decided you and Min Yoongi hated each other. You? And your long-time boyfriend?
They should see how he is when he’s alone with you.
Just like right now. You were comfortably laying on the bean bag you brought to Yoongi’s studio so you could have some sort of time with him before he got too busy with their comeback. This is how you two would spend your time-- when one of you is working on new tracks, the other would be loitering about in the studio, ready for when the one working wants to cuddle to de-stress.
You were scrolling on your phone, using your fan account to keep yourself updated on whatever was going on in stan twitter, and came across a particular thread that pointed out why you shouldn’t be shipped with Min Yoongi. That very short thread garnered a lot of attention, and you could see that people were divided.
They shouldn’t. You were obviously with Yoongi and you couldn’t understand why they perceived your fleeting glances as “avoiding eye contact.”
Yoongi must have heard your snickers and sighs because he stopped fine tuning this english track to look at your sprawled form, “What’s with you?” You raised your head to meet his gaze. Is this avoiding contact, huh? You shook your head and told him that the world was an idiot.
Not that you could do anything about it though.
Yoongi stretched as he chuckled, asking if you wanted to go to the small unknown cafe down the road for a breather. You agreed and were excited that you get to go on a simple, spontaneous date with the love of your life. Yoongi held your left hand in his as you two walked to the cafe.
Well, that was a mistake.
You two underestimated Dispatch’s abilities to sneak and follow you two. You also paid no mind towards Manager Sejin’s offer to bring you to the cafe via car ride. The journalist must have had a field day because he was able to take photos of you two holding hands, you two kissing, and you two laughing at the barren cafe.
As you went back to the building, you two were met with a very stressed Namjoon and a defeated Manager Sejin. Dispatch was able to post everything before you could even return back to BigHit. Oops.
Curiously peeking at your phone as the four of you went to Bang PD’s office, you could see that a lot were shocked yet happy that the supposed enemies of BigHit were actually dating.
Jokes on you, world. I’m dating Min Yoongi.
“What are we gonna do about this?”
...Bang PD please don’t fire me.
jung hoseok
“Do you hate me?” Hoseok whispered, quite nervous to ask you such a question while the others were on taking a break outside of the practice room. You were BigHit’s choreographer and assistant to the legendary Son Seungdeuk, and were previously teaching them the dance you, Hoseok, and Seungdeuk have come up with for their newest track, Dynamite.
To say the least, you were taken aback that Hoseok had thoughts like these. If it weren’t for the keep quiet rule set by BigHit, you would have told every person you came across with that Jung Hoseok loved you back. You immediately assured him that you love him so much, even more than you loved your favorite snack.
“What made you think so?” You asked softly, sitting on the floor beside him.
Hoseok hummed, deciding it was best to show you rather than tell. He pulled his phone out and opened Weverse, their app, and scrolled to the latest posts that said you and your boyfriend seemed to hate each other. You never really thought much on how the world saw you two but this particular reaction from the fans shocked you.
“Hmm… I never got to the bottom of why they thought we hated each other but their only evidence is me glaring at you from the back of the camera,” Hoseok said, his mood being lifted by how baseless everyone was being.
“You were trying your best not to laugh during the dance practice shoot, thanks to my good looks,” You whipped your hair in confidence, laughing your ass out with him when you two remembered.
Before you could even kiss his cheek, the younger members barged in and faux vomited at the sight. Mr. Son was also pretending to gag, but he should see himself when he’s with his wife at their company gatherings.
After the practice, everyone was playing around and making selfies. Namjoon must have not noticed that he faintly had you and Hoseok laughing in the background because he posted the photo immediately.
Nothing could be done anymore, even if he deleted the picture. The “Are you two enemies or lovers?” debate grew much more because of the picture that even Dispatch decided to meddle to get to the bottom of it.
The next day, while they were preparing for the live stage as you monitored their movements, will forever change the course of the enemies versus lovers discourse. You and Hoseok were near the backstage, but still visible if someone looked hard enough. Look hard enough Dispatch did. You were laughing as Hoseok striked silly poses, earning a few pecks and hugs from you as support.
They were thriving as they dangled from a tree, using one of the lenses with extreme zoom, and successfully getting a few shots here and there of your interaction.
After that event, they immediately posted the collection of the photos that were taken without consent, consequently confirming the thoughts that formed from Namjoon’s latest post.
You two really didn’t mind their opinion when that article was published. You two were occupied by the impending scolding you’ll get from Mr. Son and Manager Sejin.
At least, the world began to see the sense from your past interactions, questioning themselves why they ever thought otherwise.
You were with Hoseok, and it was obvious from before. The world finally knew that.
kim namjoon
Fans speculated that Namjoon had someone in his heart. It wasn’t that obvious but they were able to connect certain videos and photos, coming to the conclusion that Namjoon was in a relationship.
But they were very sure it wasn’t you.
You were one of the very few actors of BigHit, currently working on a romantic comedy drama alongside BTS’ Jin, and the “someone” in question for Namjoon’s heart. Because you and Jin were co-actors, BTS would often visit your set when they could. They would also send food trucks for you two with your funny candid pictures and unreleased selfies.
Namjoon took this chance to visit you when he was available because your moments with him have become scarce when their comeback coincided with your drama. When not in shoot, selected staff could see you in your van cuddling with your very tall boyfriend. You’d easily fall asleep when he’s with you and your manager was more than happy to know you could rest properly if Namjoon’s around.
It was one of those days when you were out in a province to film for the next episode and Namjoon was free to tag along.
Dispatch being dispatch, knew ahead that your drama would take place in the quiet province, so they sent one of their journalists to get some tea on the Y/N x Jin ship that bloomed from the drama. Sadly, they also had someone inside the filming crew (it was one of those interns that was unaware of you and Joon) in case someone discovers the actual journalist stalking them.
Namjoon never got out of your van ever since your filming started. He didn’t want to get in the way of your work process, opting to stay inside to read an ebook that he started some day ago. Visiting twitter for awhile, he came across one of his mutual’s questionable thread of lies that stated you were enemies with your long-time boyfriend and current fiance.
He had a rare blank look on his face, speechless at how this mutual of his must have come up with this out-of-this-world conclusion. Namjoon decided it was best to end the mutual because he didn’t want any bullshit on his timeline. He was right to do so anyway because that ex-mutual of his got exposed for being a solo stan and an overall bad person.
Moments later, the door to the van opened and revealed a very stressed-looking you wanting nothing more than to sleep in his arms for the entirety of your 30-minute break. Namjoon grinned softly at your grabby hands, fixing the chairs so you could have enough space to sleep comfortably.
That short time was enough for the mole (the intern who actually worked for dispatch) to see that there was something going on with you and Kim Namjoon. He couldn’t sneak pictures, however, because your manager was quick to close the door and give him the stink eye. Mr. Mole relayed his newfound information to the journalist lurking in the trees and their focus shifted to you and Namjoon instead because this would take the world by storm.
Your manager felt that something might happen that day so he had discussed with Bang PD and Manager Sejin prior on precautions to take. Scanning around the crew, the person he was most suspicious of was clearly communicating when phones weren’t allowed, so he sent an alert to Bang PD and other people involved with this concern.
You were fast asleep in Namjoon’s arms so only he was made aware of what was about to take place. BigHit was ready to post their confirmation that you were way past dating, on the way to marriage and you weren’t with Jin at all. (Jin was with someone else, but they couldn’t disclose that yet).
The moment Dispatch had released photos of you not only with Jin but also with Namjoon, BigHit immediately dropped the truth. They dismissed Dispatch’s accusations of you “whoring” around with both idols, sharing that you and Namjoon share a long past and will continue to share the future with each other.
It was a win for both you two and BigHit. You could finally go on dates and post about each other. And BigHit?
