A Study in John Winchester

We often sing lullabies to our children that we ourselves may sleep.

[heytheredeann]

[Poem]

[littlelordbrat]

I would love to go back to the old house but I never will 

[goddessofshitpost]

wHY aRe YOu liKE ThIs aaa

[the-disturbance-in-the-force]

I played John as a loving father. Some of what they did later I said how fucking dare you!

Jeffrey Dean Morgan (via @fangasm)

[sombergrace]

30 days of SPN women. Favourite canon family relationship

↳ Mary and John

[littlelordbrat]

You gotta understand somethin’. After your mother passed, all I saw was evil. Everywhere. And all I cared about was, was keepin’ you boys alive. I wanted you prepared. Ready. So somewhere along the line I uh, I stopped being your father, and I, I became your, your drill-sergeant. So when you said that you wanted to go away to school, all I could think about, my only thought was, that you were gonna be alone. Vulnerable. Sammy it just, it never occurred to me what you wanted. I just couldn’t accept the fact that you and me… we’re just different.

[heytheredeann]

Winchesters [x]

[blavikennbutcher-deactivated202]

John Winchester for y’all who need it

[liraelsbells-deactivated2017050]

do you ever just cry because John wanted Mary back so badly that was all he ever wanted he just wanted his boys safe and Mary alive  and he never knew that the reason she was dead was because she dealt with a demon for his life–and then it turned out Azazel got John’s life anyways

do you ever cry because John, the first righteous man, got a century of hellfire instead of a heaven with his soulmate Mary like he deserved

and it couldn’t break him

cause of death: john frickin’ winchester

[heytheredeann]

3.08 // 2.03

You’re always saying to yourself…

[misshaleysunshine-deactivated20]

[johnwinchesterfeels-blog]

I could never deny her anything.

[mypapawinchester]

I want to stop losing people we love. I want you to go to school. I want Dean to have a home. I want Mary alive. I just want this to be over.

[deanishero]

July 13, 1987I’d told Dean a little about what happened, because I was so frustrated and ashamed that I had to talk to someone. Sammy was asleep the whole time. Then Dean asked me one of those killer questions that little kids come up with. “Dad,” he says. “Won’t the manitou go after other people now?”That’s a hard thing to face. Not that he asked the question, or that he was right, but that he had a better sense of right and wrong than I did.

John Winchester’s Journal

(via nolongerbrothers)

[cantscrubitclean]

[spacemccoys-deactivated20170422]

i live a pro john winchester life

[mypapawinchester]

John Winchester Meme | one quote: “I just want you to know that I’m so proud of you.”