When I Remember

[jolomboy]

"Ok lang yan P're! I got your back!" You can always count on dogs! 📷 @kristine.joie #loyalty #dogsofinstagram #yellow #chumbylog https://www.instagram.com/p/Bv8_NSKhpqb/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=plxuluaas1p7

[jolomboy]

...and we're closed. #LesAunor (at Les Aunor's) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrxpRFsBMc2/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ptvy2xj61azo

[jolomboy]

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Smart Araneta Parking B2. #bagyongompong #ompongph https://www.instagram.com/p/BnuSc01ljgU/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=10l8l54ozyvcf

[jolomboy]

Bath time na ng asong grasa. Ano bang gagawin ko sa inyo ni Small??? #yellow #dilaw #maputim https://www.instagram.com/p/BnsFkZilSSG/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ilkih9zz0y5v

[jolomboy]

I've wanted to do this years ago but kept putting it off cause I haven't decided which part of my body will I have it placed. All 3 of my other tattoos are in places where I couldn't see them easily. Because of what happened 2 weeks ago, I've become so desperate to see Marley all the time. Her pictures did not help. The paw print, pendant and ashes from the crematorioum did not either. But I know, no matter what I do, it will not bring her back. She is in a place that is very close to me and yet I will never be able to stroke her hair, cup her face in the palm of my hands. I can surround myself with Marley's pictures, blankets, clothes and toys. But that is where she will still remain, hidden deep in my heart. And now everytime I take a peek, my vision gets blurry. I cannot help but cry. I pray for the day that it will not hurt this much. I still have Small, Eri, Hassee, Bouncee and Kengky. I do not want to be unfair to them. I am sorry if I am a little different. I am still trying to cope. Part of me has gone to place where there is no coming back. If I want to be with my departed pets, Walkman, Popsey, Pengguin, Hatchi and Marley, I have to be a better person. One who deserves to cross the rainbow bridge. I will try my hardest to cope with the pain while becoming the person who gets to go where all my departed pets have gone. Don't ask me if I am ok because I am not. I am doing my best, to cope, to exist, to breathe, to wake up. https://www.instagram.com/p/BnD6oqUFZ_l/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=11xpabo02qm0q

[jolomboy]

Passing time at @tanjongpagarcentre #urbantunes #playitforwardsg (at Singapore)

[jolomboy]

We are trying out something new. Pag naperfect na namin, we will let you know para naman may iba pa kayong pag pilian. #longganisa #proudlyphilippinemade #sauges #lesaunor # (at Les Aunor's)

[jolomboy]

#IronMan #keepcalm

[jolomboy]

This is me saying I was only able to find 1 book from my list. (All The Wrong Questions) #bigbadwolf #bookworm #mustlovebooks

[jolomboy]

Even if we have Kengky now, to me you are always my baby brother Bouncee Love, Ate Eri #kutingtings #catsofinstagram #cutepetclub #petlove #stopanimalabuse #stopeatingcats #rescuesarethebestbreed #adoptionisthebestoption #petsoriginal

[jolomboy]

I'm on weekend mode, all day, everyday! #dothemarley #adoptionisthebestoption #rescuesarethebestbreed #stopanimalabuse #stopeatingdogs

[jolomboy]

@do_the_marley doesn't know what she was in for when we were told we're joing a pack walk 🤣🤣🤣

[jolomboy]

I have to do this every Sunday??? Really??? Then carry me hooman! Carry me!!!

[jolomboy]

I really try not to look too pretty but I can't help it. #philippinericehound #asongpinay #aspin #adoptionisthebestoption #rescuesarethebestbreed #stopanimalabuse #stopeatingdogs #dogsofinstagram #petsoriginal #cutepetclub #small

[jolomboy]

I get to ride today. Woohoo! See you @larica_b #philippinericehound #small #titamarianlovesme #aspin #asongpinay #adoptionisthebestoption #rescuesarethebestbreed #stopanimalabuse #stopeatingdogs

[jolomboy]

Order na kayo! Pangtanggal umay sa buhay! Bee-ATSARA by golly wow! #atsara #pickeledpapaya #proudlyphilippinemade #loveyourown #tangkilikinangsarilingatin

[jolomboy]

Which look best suits me? #philippinericehound #small #aspin #asongpinay #rescuesarethebestbreed #adoptionisthebestoption #stopanimalabuse #stopeatingdogs #dogsofinstagram #cutepetclub #petsoriginal