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It's been a LONG 4 months since my accident. 3 months in a wheel chair... He stayed with me thru all of it. I can't even tell you what this man means to me❤️
He's my everything & more💏💋💕 Can't wait to see what the future has in store for us❤️
A day at the zoo with my boo💕 he took this awesome pic for me 😁🐼
Sometimes
Sometimes it's okay to be sad. We're only human right? We feel things. Especially women, or at least we show it more often then men. Sometimes our feeling get hurt, our toes get stepped on, or we just take things the wrong way. I go above and beyond for everyone with out expecting anything in return. Wait a minute that's a lie.... I expect people to appreciate the things I try to do for them. Like how you going to tell me to do something and catch an attitude because I'm doing it. I don't understand it. I don't understand how "shit irritates you" or "it's fucking annoying" when I do something. I don't understand how we as human beings make each other feel certain ways and those feelings get turned back around. It's not right cut the bull shit in the first place. Fuck it. I'm out for the night.
What to do
I'm a social person. I like to be around people and be out of the house. For the past 12 weeks I haven't been able to do that because I broke my foot. In that time a lot has happened but I've been spending so much time alone. I feel like if I keep bugging people to come visit me they will get irritated. I talk to my boyfriend on a daily basis but today things were a little different. I don't want to be needy and clingy or crave attention, but it's been a long time to spend alone. My best friend is going through her own health issues right now so she's just as M.I.A. I'm confused I start overthinking everything and then I get a text from left field that completely changes my perspective on something. I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders right now.
then and now...
it really amuses me to see how everyone from high school has "grown up". i mean sure some girls have gotten married, had babies, hey some even graduated from college! then there are the ones who WORK. im one of them. i do hair for a living, woopy! if only i went to college and got a real job. but other then that i must say im pretty satisfied with the way i turned out. im 24 now and i believe ive found mr right<3 i have no kids and ive never been married. i never thought i would have met someone like him.... the guys ive always dated were such ass holes. not this one hes absolutely wonderful get butterflies every time i see him.
Thoughts
Sometimes I can't stand being trapped with my own thoughts. I wanna be able to turn them off and leave them off. When they are on I can't explain the feeling exactly it's not hurt or pain it's almost like feeling nothing. I shouldn't feel that way tho and it drives me insane because I have everything the love of my life a best friend I couldn't live with out and a support system that people would kill for. Smh. What is this feeling and where does it come from?
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I fell in love with you before I even knew💕❤️💋💏😍😘
She said "look me in my face... I ain't got no worries" just a few memories💜
24
There comes a point in everyone's life where they have to grow up And learn a lesson no one should ever have to learn no matter how old you are. In my 24 years of life I've loved and I've lost two people very special to me. My Tio Pepe and my Tia Tina. They both lived wonderful lives and I was able to spend my childhood growing up with them. Now we all remember the first time we've lost someone we loved... It's not a good feeling. As I sit here thinking about these past two months I'm so blown away because life literally changes in the blink of an eye. On September 19, 2013 I was in a pretty nasty car accident while I was on the freeway heading to my boyfriends house on my day off like any other day. Thank god I'm okay just suffered from a broken foot. Unfortunately my car was totaled. Over the next couple of days I ended up in the ER 4 times, but like I said I'm okay! On the Sunday after the accident my best friend accompanied me to the emergency room wiping my tears and holding my hand because I had no idea what was going on with me. As I was so wrapped up in me not being alright at the time I didn't even notice my best friend wasn't feeling well. I was luckily released later that night with a clean bill of health after proper medication was administered and we were on our way. The following night I get in Facebook only to learn that my best friend who was just taking care of me was being ADMITTED into the hospital.... My first thought was why didn't she say she wasn't feeling well or tell me anything?! I was irritated... Can you believe that...? For the next couple of days my only communication with her was thru her mom on Facebook. The doctors kept saying she had cancer and she needs bone marrow and blood and her organs were starting to shut down because they didn't know what was going on!!! I freak out easily... So I finally convince my mom to take me to the hospital to see her (a day after I got out of surgery). She was surprised to see me wheel thru her door. We looked at each other and just cried. She was hooked up to all these machines with tubes and needles All over her and I was scratched, bruised, burned, and swollen (all of the injuries started to show from the accident) with a cast on my foot. We had never seen each other in such helpless states. She explained the doctors diagnosed her with something called TTP it's a rare blood disease where she would have to go thru a blood transfusion everyday. She explained that they would give her 8 units of blood daily. She encourages others to give blood because it can save so many lives including hers! They told her if she hadn't gone to the hospital when she had she wouldn't of made it thru the night. Hearing that broke my heart but made me so grateful. TTP is something she will have to live with for the rest of her life and it will be a lifestyle adjustment as well. But she isn't alone. I'm going to be there for her whenever she needs me once I'm back on my feet. Unfortunately that isn't the end of her worries. She has a very stressful life and I won't go into all the details but the point if me getting this off my chest is because I feel like there is something more that she knows and she will not tell anyone, not even her mother. She doesn't like when people worry about her and it terrifies me that she won't open up. She doesn't deserve this no one does and I understand it's part of life but for someone who would do anything for ANYONE and I sincerely mean that... Does not deserve to have her life stop at 24 years old. Maybe I'm just the over protective best friend but with out her id be lost. A part of me would die. I've never had a bond with anyone else like this. She's my soul sister<3 of course I pray for her everyday and I will continue to pray! Stay strong twin! 143 to Infinity!
"She is clothed with strength & dignity and laughs without fear of the future."
Proverbs 31:25 ❤