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HE’S ALIVE!!!!!!!
Hi could I request a Ben fic! A four one! Where four is away on a mission and y/n is home and pregnant with his child waiting on him coming back but they can't talk to eachother, four sends her letters but she can't reply as she doesn't know where he is. Y/n gives birth to the baby but dies during labour and four doesn't find out until he's home, can you make it really angsty but show flashbacks to their relationship or something from fours perspective because he misses her :) understand if not
One Life For The Two Of Us [Request]
Note: When I saw this request I was all for angst here, I IMMEDIATELY loved it. So thank you nonnie for this this is gold! 💕💕💕
“Dear y/n,
It was a tough week for the Ghosts, that's just incredible how much of running I had to do! Never did this much during my whole career – am I talking like a white-collar man? Probably yes what have I become – and if not Five I wouldn't be alive because some of the falls hurt a lot. But don't worry and tell our little one that daddy's strong enough and when he'll be back he'll in shape to play with them!
I hope that you're feeling well, I can only imagine how difficult it is for you right now, and alone. I told you, if you can't do this anymore go to your parent's house, I know that they will be more than happy to have you with them – I know for a fact that your mom asked me to try to convince you to got live there when I wouldn't be there, but that's a secret between us.
I'll be back some soon love, I just can't wait to see you and our little one – if they're born before I come back home because hell knows when I'll be back!
Love you to the moon and back love,
Your Billy”
You smiled and touched your bump. It was your seventh month and you couldn't hide the joy of having a baby with Billy, with your beloved Billy. You missed him every day a little more, and knew that every day was a day closer to see him and you couldn't wait to see him again. You were as excited by him coming back home as by giving birth to your child.
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“Dear y/n,
I'm just super excited because I should be back home soon! And, knowing that at least a month had passed since my last letter it means that we're closer to see our little one. I'm so excited to know if they will be a he or a she, you already know my mind about names and I know about yours so... I'm just going to remind you that Anthony is a name as good as Michael, and no I don't take constructive criticism! The boy will be Anthony Michael, and the girl Rosie Ann as we planned – I still don't know why Rosie but apparently it is as good as Anthony I guess. I know we already discussed it, but I just wanted to feel a bit more at home, having last-minute discussions about the names, with you.
I hope that you're taking care of yourself, eating healthy and treating yourself with some chocolate. I hope you are. I'll be back soon love, I can't wait to see both of you.
I love you y/n.
Love you to the moon and back love,
Your Billy."
As much as you wished to tell him that something was off, you couldn't. You could only smile at the little fake argument he had made on paper so you could smile. But you didn't feel at ease, you sensed something bad. And you couldn't help but wishing that it was all just a bad impression.
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When he came back home, he rushed to the apartment you shared, how much he had missed you and how much he wanted to see the baby, because he knew that he wouldn't be there when your little treasure would be born. He wanted to tell you how proud he was of you for staying alone, waiting for him and carrying your child. He got flowers on the way after a quick shower on the Ghost's spot, chocolates and a small bear for your little one, he wanted to have a baby boy, he always had wanted a boy but you were sure it would be a girl. He climbed the stars two by two, with his hoodie up his face and rang the bell. Without any reply. Probably even better, he thought as he reached for the keys in his pocket.
When he opened the door, the place was cold and empty, lifeless and he knew something was off. Some things were all over the place, but not in an usual manner, things were missing, no hot tea on the counter, it was bloody cold. For a moment, he thought that you had left him for someone else, as you he was looking through the rooms. The baby's room. It was almost as when he left, minus some fluffy blankets, a few clothes and the teddy bear you both were cuddling at night before he had left.
So he called your father. He couldn't gather herself to tell him anything but asked him to came to see him and the little one. No mention of you, and his heart missed a beat. He grabbed the teddy bear, the flowers and the chocolate and hailed a taxi to go to your childhood house, to home as you called it. He wished he never did; because when your father opened the door he saw tears in his eyes, glistening little pearls on the verge of falling when he saw you.
“Glad you made it,” he said with a faint smile as he put himself aside to let Billy in.
“Where are them,” Billy asked without any further ado, looking for his two little stars.
“Rosie's in the room, you can go and see her, she's waiting for you for a long time,” your father replied and took the flowers and the chocolate from Billy's hands, leaving only the bear in his hands.
Billy couldn't dare to ask about you. He imagined that you left him, that your father was staying with Rosie – such a gorgeous name, you told him you wanted a girl called Rosie – while you would go to work, maybe holding someone's hand while he was looking at the rosy cheeks of his daughter. She had your eyes. Your beautiful eyes when she looked at him and smiled, the bear was next to her and she put her hands up as if she wanted Billy to hold her, as if she knew. He couldn't help himself but smile and forget for a moment about the torment of his mind, soon matching the one of his heart.
“Billy, can you leave Rosie for a minute, we have something to tell you,” your father told him as he stood on the door frame, and indeed Billy left his little princess in her little cradle and kissed her on her forehead as she giggled.
“What had happened to y/n,” Billy finally asked as he sat in front of your parents and your mother burst into tears and Billy couldn't grasp it, he refused to.
“She... Y/n she... She left us,” your father finally said with an arm around your mother's shoulders.
“Will she be back soon,” Billy innocently asked, not wanting to understand.
“She's not... With us... Anymore... She's... She left us Rosie... She's no longer among us,” your mother cried even more.
“We're as sorry as you for y/n's loos,” your father said and Billy's mind stopped.
He felt anger, for himself and the world, because he couldn't be with you when... Before... He felt empty. He remembered your smile, and the giggles when he refused to get up from bed in the morning, he remembered your eyes and the shimmer in them, he remembered your skin and the touch of your lips. But all of this was in the past now. Forever. And at that very moment, he whisehd that when the world took you, it was him instead.
But had had Rosie now. His little princess he held in his arms for a little moment, his whole world now, a world having your eyes, a world in which you wrote your DNA, a world written by you, with him. He had to live for both of them, him and Rosie, making her listen to the songs you used to listen to with him, making her smile as he made you smile,. He would hold her where his heart was, to show her how much he loved her, how much he loved you and still did. Rosie was his diamond, his love, his princess and he would do anything to make her happy and proud, as he did for you. Because both of you deserved the world, and Billy set himself the mission to keep it up.
He had to live a life for the two of you, for Rosie now, and for you to never let her forget about you.
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Already two years had passed, and Billy had to stop going on Ghost's missions. At least, not to the biggest ones making him travel all around the world with no chance of seeing Rosie, a thing that was disastrous for both of them at this part. When Billy had to leave in the morning and drop her at day nursery or at her grandparent's house, she always made that pouty little face that made him smile and his heart ache a little more. At this special and precious moment, she reminded him of you. Of the times when he was about to go on a longer mission, he would remember you mumbling into his ear that he shouldn't leave you like this and he would kiss your neck slowly. Instead, he kissed Rosie's nose.
Everytime Rosie's eyes looked into Billy's, he was reminded of you. Her shining eyes always followed him when he was walking in the room and she was sitting on the couch, with the tv on and her didn't even looking at it. “Daddy,” she would babble from time to time and he would as her small hands would try to grab him from afar. The kind of moment you spoke about with him with him lying on your stomach listening to Rosie's movements, about your little one calling both of you as you were trying to get everything right. But instead, it was only him and Rosie, with you looking up from the frame on the chest of drawers with a gorgeous smile, a frame that Rosie used to look at and Billy used to take it and to sit next to Rosie with a smile.
“Look, here's your mama,” he would whisper while pointing at you and Rosie would happily babble something. “Yes, I know, she's beautiful right? But you're beautiful too, don't worry, you got it from your mama,” Rosie wiggled her blonde eyebrows and Billy laughed a little. “Yes, the brows move is mine, I agree. She'd be proud of us I think, don't you think little one?” Rosie put her whole hand on the glass covering the picture, her face focused on your face, then she smiled.
And at this very moment, Billy knew you would be proud, that you were proud of both of them and that you watched over them. Forever.
23 on the second list with 4 from 6undergeound? Female reader? 🥺🥺
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23. “Shit, maybe I miss you”
Note: I really wanted to make a letter out of this, I thought it was a fluffy yet a bit angsty idea ~ I hope you'll enjoy it! 💕
Blurb requests are open!
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“Dear y/n,
I don't really know when you'll get this letter, but I hope I will manage to send it to you as soon as possible.
With the crew we are currently in Europe, I can't really tell where because if One finds out he'll kill me for telling you this kind of thing – and I will probably be sending this letter somewhere where we're not now so he won't be too mad about me writing this to my girlfriend – but all I can tell you is that we're safe here, I'm safe, very much alive too and very much missing you more than intended. I always tell myself before going somewhere for a long time that I won't miss you that much but every-single-time I'm finding myself thinking “Shit, maybe I miss you” while thinking about you, love.
I don't really have the time to think about how lonely I am when I'm on the mission with the team, or sleeping on the backseat of the van we're living in, but it becomes more complicated when I'm finding myself alone in a room, in a bed without your presence by my side. How much I hate my job at this very moment. I hate not being able to hold you in my arms while you're asleep, it's hard to not feel your touch and your breath against my skin. I'm missing you so much, I just can't wait to see you again when this mission's over. I just don't know when the mission will be over this time. And to be honest, I don't know if I'll come back, like ever.
As I was saying, it's a big thing and One told us so before we left. Don't be mad at me, I just didn't want to worry you about it before I went on the road, I just wanted to spend my last days with you in the best way possible, without arguing about my decision. I know, it's selfish to go like this without telling you what I was putting myself, us, in but if everything goes well we'll be fine for a longer moment, and we'll be richer and don't you tell me you don't want money. But I want money to provide you the best life I can, because you deserve the best. Don't you tell me that what we already have is enough, for me it will never be enough for you and I'll never could be as good as you are to me. I'm kind of a criminal, and even before that I was an outcast and somehow you still got some love for me, I know it's probably more than this but I don't feel like I deserve you sometimes – and I know you say the same to me, but you're absolutely wrong here love. So please, let me do this one for you, for us.
Okay, I should stop talking about this kind of sad shit because I'm pretty much sure that I'll be back soon with some great news. I hope you're doing alright, that nobody's trying to take advantage of the fact that I'm not there to woo you more than I did – I'm pretty much sure you went on dates with your friends, I can't wait to see all these romantic pics you took with them, tell Louis I said hi and Ann that she should stop buying you engagements ring or I'll be out of options! – and that you're not too worried after reading what I just wrote because I'm coming back, whether you want it or not love.
Love you to the moon and back y/n,
Billy”
In your other hand you had another letter, and judging by the place it was sent it was from Billy's side. Your heart began to race because now you knew that you probably held between your fingers his life. Was he dead? Would he be back? Like ever? Your breathing intensified, and you had to sit lay down for a moment on your bed before gathering enough courage to open the letter. Because the envelope didn't carry Billy's handwriting, but Five's one. And it never meant anything good. The last time Five wrote on the envelope Billy had his wrist broken, but now, judging by the situation you feared a shattered heart.
You opened it up and saw this familiar writing.
“Dear y/n,
I don't know when you'll receive this letter, I was a little bit scared about my own life out there, but now everything's fine. We got them. We won this fight and we're coming back all together, nobody went mia and that's probably one of our biggest victories. I can't wait to celebrate it with you, probably cuddling when I'll arrive and then maybe on a vacation somewhere... We'll see!
Love you so much love, forever and ever and I can't wait to see you soon!
Billy”
Before, you were scared, but not anymore. How much you missed him and couldn't wait to see his face – soon – again.
Show Me the Ways You Love Me (Ben Hardy x Reader) - Part Five
It was 10:00PM on a Friday night, and instead of being out with Joe, you were sitting at home waiting for a light to turn on.
Your TV played in the background as you stared out your glass doors.
Ben was late.
It had been almost two months since the party, where you had last seen him; he’d been busy with work on a new project, so movie nights had been temporarily suspended, and you hadn’t run into each other.
According to a text he had sent you, however, his last day of work for a bit was on Thursday, so movie nights could resume on the upcoming Saturday.
Perfect time to put your idea to the test.
The impromptu pool party you’d had with the boys so many weeks ago had put a few things into perspective for you.
Firstly, even though you hadn’t thought it possible to fall more in love with Ben, seeing him strip down to almost nothing had only deepened your growing affection for him.
Secondly, it was now common you’d find your dreams being invaded by a certain bare-chested individual. You often wondered if the way Ben had been looking at you, or at least the way he had blushed, was an indication that his dreams were also filled with thoughts of you.
And lastly, there was a very slight tiny chance that Ben returned the feelings you harboured for him.
You were willing to take the last one with a grain of salt though.
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Temptation pt.5
Joe x reader x Ben ~ this contains SMUT ~
Catch Up Here :)
Summary: Joe, Ben, and you take your relationship first public and then to the bedroom. (yes, that means threesome^^)
Warnings: The first half is very good and fluffy plot, the second half is the SMUT I am going to hell for (there is Ben x Joe action just fyi)
Words: 6.3k
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You never got a greeting from Joe and instead only two short and angry sentences that made your heart stop in your chest and Ben look up at you in shock.
“The two of you fucked up. Instagram and Twitter are going crazy.”
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Home Is Where My Heart Is
Dad! Ben x reader for the BoRhap Summer Event for @basket.case
Summary: Ben sees how stressed work has made you, and decided to take on more parenting responsibilities to help you
Warnings: baby spit up, like 1 bad word
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i wish you were right here, right now.
summary: you and ben broke up, but your shared best friends’ wedding reunites you.
a/n: this is my first fanfic in a while, so go easy on me! hope u enjoy xx
pairing: ben hardy x fem!reader
warnings: fluff, angst, sexual references, alcohol + smoking
word count: 4.9k
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Fucks not Found
A Matter of Seconds
Ch1 Ghosts - Ch2 - Florence
The second phase started a few days later, One went to recruit a new guy, a former Deltas force.
After meeting at The Haunted House, giving the new guy a tour, you all went to the closest Diner for a late lunch. One introduced the new guy as Seven.
“How come you’re not Seven by the way?” Five asked you, then look at One, who did not acknowledge her question.
“Because she’s an eight.” Four shrugged
You scoffed. “Who gave you the right to rate me, skater boy?”
“See, the sarcasm removes 2 points.” He tilted his beer to you. Neither of you mentioned the night at the pool since then but there were lingering glances heavy with meanings.
‘Careful, she’s a feminist.” One said feigning to be afraid, focusing on some device in his hands.
“Don’t forget, the Feminist can access your bank accounts in a second.”
He points at you with a smirk, acknowledging your point. They resumed the welcoming talk for Seven.
“ When you’re dead, you get to stop all the bullsh*t. No more DMV lines, no more shopping Christmas.” Three pulled a face reminiscing his past life.
“Or backstabbing girlfriends. No more getting arrested by the pigs just for being naked or just usual stuff. You know, being naked, getting drunk. Casual stuff.” Four added.
You shook your head, a smirk forming on your face. Four’s old life looked interesting.
Seating at his right on the booth next to his, you glanced at him when they all focused on One’s magnetic little show. He caught you starring so wriggle his eyebrows to you, focusing back on the table ahead you hide a growing smile by taking a sip on your coffee. The guilt had diminished, in the grieving process you had passed from the denial and isolation to a quick depression then acceptance but it was taking time.
One explained the mission, a Coup d’état, replacing the evil shithead Dictator of Turgistan Rovach Alamov, with the Democracy-loving brother, Murat Alamov. Four poked your arm.
“You’re a ten by the way” he whispered.
“Shut up!” you punched his shoulder laughing, his presence and to be honest being in this weird squad was helping, you didn’t trust yourself to go through this alone. They didn’t pity you, per contra, they were pushing you forward, they were caring, each one of them in their own way.
Back at the base, you were showing Four a suite of connectors he would have to do during the mission, but he was clearly not paying attention. The old TV was playing this fucking Beaver show, and there was no way to turn it off, One had rigged the thing!
Four was poking your sides, enjoying his time alone with you. Footsteps approached the trailer, you swat Four’s hand, he smiled letting his tongue lick his under lip. Seven entered the trailer, eyeing the two of you suspiciously. After giving a new passport to Seven, this latter became nosy.
“Hey, what do you know about One?” he looked at his new passport
“We usually don’t ask about One” you responded annoyed at his presence, it’s not that Seven was a bad guy, but he kept asking stuff he shouldn’t so it was annoying.
“He loves Wally the dog, you sighed as Four began to talk pointed at the English mastiff drooling on the floor, he’s obsessed with this Beaver show. I think he’s an orphan actually. We got a little bet on if you want to put some money in.” You hit his arm, he widened his eyes wondering.
“sciocco ” you rolled yours in disbelief. Four always does that, sharing too many details and talking so fast you would have to muffle him to make him stop.
“It’s an interesting crew you got here. How many missions’ you guys run?
“Counting Florence?” Four put the passports back in the drawer, brushing your arm on the way
“Yeah.”
“One.” You answered in unison
“One what?”
“Well, actually, no, there was, um, this like mini-mission, so maybe one and a quarter. It was in Sicily. But Florence.., absolute shitshow. I mean, if I wasn’t there, probably more than one of us …dead. Four realized as he said it, he looked at you with an apologetic look. You just look at your laptop trying not to react.
“Are you f**king kidding me?” Seven started to agitate.
“I don’t fuck around.” Four said offended. He glanced at you still feeling shitty and fearing your reaction.
“ You realize I just buried myself in front of my family and friends, right?”
“Yeah, One told me about that, Four said genuinely interested while you started closing your tabs, Big military funeral. Guns popping, flags. It’s pretty cool. I mean in my funeral, there were five people there, and two of them left before the end. It is tough watching your mum cry at your grave though.”
“At least you had proper funerals, Seven.” You said coldly, unplugging the charger cable a bit too angrily.
“ Yeah.” Seven sighed, how was it for you Eight?” Seven turned to you.
“It doesn’t matter!” Closing your laptop, you stride over Four’s legs, petting Wally on your way out.
“Wait, fuck, sorry .. Eight I got carried away ..” Four started to get up but Wally did first blocking his way.
Waving him off “Yeah, as always.” Your throat dry as that fucking desert, acceptance was not easy.
“What’s her story?” Seven nodded your way
“The cold guy from Florence, .. her twin brother.“
Seven furrowed his brows, watching you mount your fat tire cruiser bike.
Later at night, you were at the dry pool as always.
“You didn’t answer.” His voice cracked through the perfect silence of the desert. The Moon spreading her pale light on him on the other side of the pool.
“About what?”
“Why Eight? You should have been Seven..”
… you took a deep breath, few seconds passed.
“I was born 8 seconds before my brother.”
You heard a whispered “fuck” coming his way.
“I argued with One to get this number. Thinking about it, childish move, but now …, it means more.” you played with the cross around your neck. “My mother gave it to him you know, the cross, you scoffed, I was incredibly jealous until I learned that she gave him because he needed it the most. You knew him as a joyful teen playing around being sassy, but he’d always needed an anchor and mamma thought God could be his.” Lifting the necklace to the sky, the moonlight started reflecting on the silver cross.
“Mamma knew I wasn’t one to believe, yet I prayed for him. Perdonami mamma” You mumbled to yourself.
“About earlier, I’m sorry…” Four began…
“Enough talking about me! You cleared your throat, Naked and drunk huh? Wanna tell me more about that?” you reminisce the talk at the diner.
He laughed getting up from the edge “What, it never happened to you? Never got shit drunk and ran butt naked in the streets?” He straddled your lounge chair near your feet.
“Oddly, I wanted to stay off police radar.” He chuckled
Lifting an eyebrow, he taunted “Drunk on a beach, skinny dipping, never?”
“As funny as it sounds now, I didn’t want to die, especially drowning. How’d you come so far in life?”
“Skills!” you pushed his leg with your foot scoffing at his answer. He rested one hand on your calves, you fall silent enjoying each other’s presence.
“I miss him.” He dipped his head as he said it. They had really become friends in an instant, you remember the first time you arrived at the Haunted House. It’s like they were lost brothers, Four said something about music and they bonded immediately.
Straightening you nudge his leg gently this time, scooting closer, your left leg bend over his lap, he looked over, and you just opened your arms, smiling softly. His hands were so warm around your waist, carefully resting your head on his shoulder, your own arms hugging his broad shoulders. He suddenly tightened his embrace, a sharp inhale escaping your mouth at the sudden action, one of his hand slowly going up your spine setting in your neck. You caught yourself closing your eyes letting your fingers brushed his buzzed haircut, he shivered.
“If I kiss you, you’re not gonna run, are you?” you didn’t answer, but your eyes bounced between his lips and his green eyes.
“Please don’t run.” He whispered, his lips faintly brushed yours before you rushed into the kiss as if to catch up the moment you’d lost last time.
“Okay, definitely not running away, he chuckled kissing you again standing up, you still in his arms, he made his way to the bad replica of a Mexican Abode where he had made himself at home.
His kisses trailed down your collarbone, your hands ran down his bare chest, up his toned arms and firm clad buttocks, his mimicking yours on your soft body. Soon his hand was where you wanted it most, biting his neck in response he groaned tilting his head for more.
The pale light of the moon shining on your body through the broken shutters, the cold night of the desert contrasting with the heat emanating from you both.
His warmth in yours, you were writhing under him, he made you reach some highs, eyes never leaving each other’s features, your bare body clad with sweat holding onto each other for dear life until coming undone, all the rage and stress from the missions gone for a moment.
“We could get kicked out …” you were still a bit out of breath, outrageously and gloriously nude
“What One doesn’t know … can’t hurt us” he mumbled against your shoulder, you half laughed. His fingers trailed up and down your bare spine, “I thought the all deal with being dead was freedom?”
“Feel free then” you smiled smugly, no sooner had he smiled back he disappeared under the sheet, you laughed, pulling the sheet away to watch him…
Fourth Chapter - I need a backdoor coming soon
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Show Me the Ways You Love Me (Ben Hardy x Reader) - Part Four
I think this is my favourite chapter of this series, and I’m pretty sure it was actually the first part I originally wrote. I hope you like it as much as I do :)
Just a heads up, things are going to be getting a little steamier from this chapter on. I will be posting warnings on exactly how steamy it will be (and a smut warning if needed) at the beginning of the chapter that you can check. So if that’s not your cup of tea, make sure you check the warnings.
Word Count: 3K (my longest chapter thus far, sorry it’s a bit of a beast)
Pairing: Ben Hardy x Reader
Summary: A wake up call from Joe and a spontaneous and flirty pool party give you an idea on Ben’s feelings for you, and an idea on how to get him to act on said feelings
Warnings: smoking (I do not smoke, nor do I condone it but it looks so unfairly hot with the right people Ben included), stripping down to only the under garments, L O O K I N G (and steamy thoughts as they look), swearing
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“Aww look at this photo, how old were you guys here?” Ben asked as he held up a photo of you and Joe.
The three of you were having a quiet night in and you had taken out a box of old photos.
“That looks like highschool I think,” Joe said, peeking over your shoulder.
“Oh god I looked so dorky,” you said, as you took the photo from Ben.
“You still look dorky,” Joe joked, taking the picture from you.
You gave him a shove, but he grabbed onto you, causing you both to fall off the couch laughing.
There was a gentle hand on your wrist, and you looked up to see Ben pulling you back onto the couch.
“Thanks,” you said.
“Course,” he replied with a smile.
He looked to his watch.
“I better get going,” he said regretfully, and pulled Joe off the floor.
“See ya Ben!” Joe exclaimed, as you followed Ben to your door.
“I’ll walk you to the elevator,” you said as you slipped on some flats.
“You better, it’s a dangerous world out there Y/N, and I need all the protection I can get,” Ben joked, holding your door open for you.
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if you haven't already, family headcanons for the borhap boys? 💞
You bet!!!! I need some indulgent, distracting fluff right now!
Also, I will assume that by “family’ you mean “starting a family with the BohRap boys” ie them as dads. Please let me know if it’s not what it is!
So if your life involved starting a family with...
Rami
He would spoil that child rotten
It’s not even funny- every shopping trip even to fetch groceries (or from someone getting him groceries bc of the press) he will insist on getting your baby some kind of little snack or toy or new shoes or socks.
When you say no, he widens and then droops his eyes like a puppy and says “pleeeeease!”
His family loves to come over and play and even babysit when you both are busy. His mom knows several lullabies and they plan on teaching the baby everything about coming to America when its old enough.
Though introducing the baby to his twin brother, Sami, was a different deal.
Sami decided to be as clean-shaven as his brother when he first stopped by for dinner, and the reaction on your baby's face was priceless.
It kept looking between Sami and Rami with a slack jaw as if thinking “you’re dad...but you’re also dad....who is dad????”
When the baby is about two years old they always insist on running and hugging Rami every time they see him and it’s adorable.
Joe
First off, you bet he would get a baby carrier the day after the baby arrived and wear it with the child all the time!
Even walking around NYC with sunglasses (and matching sunglasses for the kid) and a fanny pack full of bottles, supplies, diapers, etc.
Though, when he has to look after the little one, he likes to make funny faces to make the baby laugh.
After a few years pass, he has conversations even though the child can only speak in little words or baby talk.
“Uh-oh!” “That was just half a sippy cup of orange juice but that is an uh-oh indeed!”
When the kid is four years old, he shows them Jurassic Park (covering their ears during the swear words!). But they don’t realize Tim is dad!!! And when he says so they don’t believe him!
Plus he would love playing with the kid- from letting them climb all over to “broccoli punching” them to dressing up in a tutu and pretending to be fairy princesses with the child!
He also plays bass for them, like singing a little lullaby when they can’t sleep.
Gwilym
Gwil would definitely cry tears- actual, large, salty tears- when the baby arrives. He would hold it in silence, almost awe.
Then he would just say “hi there...I’m your dad. I’ve waited for you for a long time and now...I just...” and then kiss its forehead.
He would document every “first” the kid does. And keep it in a special notebook.
Though he would love to swing the baby and hum little songs to it all the time. In fact, when the baby first says “dada” he calls his parents in excitement.
That polite little kid would always say “tank you dada,” in the cutest voice.
When it's old enough, you all go hiking and camping together! Often roasting marshmallows by a fire!
He would always read to the child even though your child has a tendency to always ask “why” to everything.
The child would also hang out with him while watching soccer or rugby games- albeit sometimes with a coloring book if they don’t get into it. But as long as their dad gets them a hot chocolate and explains it a little bit they don’t mind!
Ben
I think Ben would be the protective type of dad. Almost helicopter levels at the beginning!
“Oh no you don’t! If you’re going down the slide! Daddy has to go with you!”
But he would love to play with the baby- tossing it lightly up and down but catching it.
When they are older, he loves swinging your child under his arms. He moves around and they wriggle and kick and giggle and he can’t help but smile.
When the kid is old enough- they learn they can Facetime with daddy when he’s filming and show him their drawings or what they’re reading or playing with.
But the kid is also fascinated by playing drums from banging spoons on pots in the kitchen and Ben insists they take a few lessons- soon.
Sometimes he also plays “make-believe” like Joe, though Ben is always the dragon or monster the kids has to fight, and then he has to “play dead.” and it’s hysterical!
And when he arrives home from filming- they always make a big sign on the house saying “welcome home daddy!” with a crayon and marker used drawing of your child and Ben!
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Heartbeat- Part 5
I’ve finally got the fifth part of my Ben Hardy series involving Gwilym, I hope you all like it.
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Summary: Ben and (Y/n) haven’t been together long when they find out their pregnant. But (Y/n) fears she’ll lose the baby after suffering miscarriages before with her ex, Gwilym who is making things complicated.
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“Do you think she’ll be happy?” (Y/n)’s voice was quiet and her eyes were half closed to try and rid herself of the headache forming behind her eyes that was trying to dampen her ecstatic mood.
(Y/n) had the urge to lean her head against the window to see if the cool glass would alleviate her headache but instead she turned her head to the right so she could look over at Ben. His eyes drifted from the road for a few seconds to look her way, a gentle yet somehow cheeky smile on his lips.
“I think she’ll cry, she’s an emotional person.” The way Ben spoke showed (Y/n) that it wasn’t a bad thing if his mother did end up crying, it was a normality for Ben to see his mother start to weep when she was beyond happy, even more so than when she was upset.
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Show Me the Ways You Love Me (Ben Hardy x Reader) - Part Three Bonus
As requested, the bonus chapter from Ben’s POV. I just want to say thank you for all the support I’ve gotten. You guys are amazing, thank you so SO much 💕
Word Count: 850
Pairing: Ben Hardy x Reader
Summary: Ben’s POV immediately following the events of part three
Warnings: alcohol (minor)
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There was a knock at the door, and Joe and I exchanged confused looks. No one had buzzed up, and we weren’t expecting anybody.
“Who is it?” Joe said in a sing-song voice.
Nobody answered.
I went to answer the door, but when I opened it, all that was there was a box with the word “fragile” written on it in red.
I looked out into the hallway, but couldn’t see anyone, so I picked the parcel up and closed the door.
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“Death’s still a mystery. But life, a little less so. Alone, we walk the Earth quiet. But together? As a team? Oh, we can do some sh*t awfully loud.”
She's the first one that I see
Note: Hello hello! 💕 So this is what I wrote for @interwebslandfill’s donation commission for the BlackLivesMatter movement (the list is up right here!) ~ Thank you again for your donation and I hope you’ll enjoy it!
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You breathed in and then out. Dying was tougher than you thought it would be.
You looked back looking for someone. No one. You smiled, because you knew that your death was for greater good and that you could save much more lives than by being by yourself, parkouring in the parking lots and running away from security guards. You had a gift, they said you when they recruited you as a solo artist. You liked to think about you as an artist, a flying dancer grabbing things while in the air and falling down on Earth graciously like a swan to live a peaceful – yet hectic life on your own.
You were running, wind in your hair, and you knew you had to trip and fall and that was the easiest part. The whole situation happening right after was a lot more touchy because you had to land in order to be unnoticed by the camera on your left while you had to leave the place, and that was the plan. You had to be seen one last time falling somewhere, probably in a dumpster, and that was supposedly how you died. In a dumpster. A brilliant idea, but not very practical and from what you had heard about other’s deaths yours was a really original – and laughable – one. But honestly, you didn’t mind about it, as long as you were able to help them in these tiring times.
You were focused, looking right in front of you as you jumped after the fake tripping situation before falling on the matters that were put right next to it. The camera had caught you, you were sure about it but now, you had to change your clothes and wear this black hoodie on top of your regular bright t-shirt to slide from the camera’s attention. As you opened the plastic bag, swishing it, you looked up one last time. This was the city where you grew up, you got these scars – the ones on your knees – on this very ground and you were about to leave it and give your soul to a great cause, and you hoped all of this was worth it. You had to make it happen.
You put the hoodie on, looked right and left before you slid against the large dumpster in order to come out to the light where a car was parked waiting for you. A new beginning. The man opened the car window and had sunglasses on and a smile drawn on his face.
“Hello Eight, I’m glad you made it.”
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He drove you to their place, for about seven hours as you looked at the landscapes changing around you. When you entered the car he politely asked you how you felt about this, and more importantly if your ideas haven’t changed since the last time he had spoken to you about this great mission. You looked at him and smiled, and he seemed to understand what that meant. He understood you without a word before he began to drive, while some music played in the background.
“What it is like to… Be dead,” you finally asked as he stopped at a traffic light, his fingers drumming on the steering wheel after the first few hours you had spent in the car with him, half-asleep.
“It’s like being alive, but with the perks of being dead,” he replied and put his foot down as the light turned green. “The whole fun begins once you’re legally dead, which you are not yet. We have to make things up so your people will find out about it quickly and you’ll be able to play with us in this playground.”
“Nice,” you mumbled, your fist on your cheek as you held your head against the window. “I truly can’t wait to be part of the Ghosts.”
“You already are.”
Whoever decided that this abandoned place in the middle of nowhere was a great lair for an illegal group of superheroes fighting for justice was either a genius or the devil themselves. But apparently it was only One’s idea. You opened your eye as you arrived at the place, with the car jumping up and down because of the shitty road he was driving on. The middle of the night and you were there, with your new ones, the new “yours”. Which you couldn’t meet right away because of the ungodly hour One drove you in there, and honestly you were also exhausted by all the preparations that you had made for this day to finally come.
One showed you your new home, a trailer in the desert. In the cold night giving you chills, this trailer looked like heaven with hell’s warmth. You didn’t even ask questions when he left you so you could make yourself comfortable, he mumbled something about tomorrow but you didn’t bother to listen to him at that very moment. You just needed a shower and some sleep. Luckily, somebody had thought about you and left some clean clothes on the sofa that was your bed now, along with some products for you to wash yourself. Immediately after your shower, you put the clothes on and threw yourself on the bed, sleeping like a solid rock for hours and hours not thinking about the major change you made in your life.
You finally met them, after the great night you had spent sleeping in your new home. A new home and a new family. When you entered the room, they were already there looking at you opening the door. You breathed in and waved at them, with a shy smile not knowing how to react. You used to work solo, but now you had to adjust to this new way of life.
“Here’s our Eight,” One said and got up from his chair. “New parkourist, parkour expert and she’s good at it.” The blond man standing next to the brown-haired woman looked at you and crossed his arms with a smirk.
“I’m Five,” the woman you were looking at said. “Nice to meet you.” And then, they all proceeded to present themselves as numbers, as One told you.
“So you’re my new teammate,” Four asked and looked right into your eyes. His arms were still crossed over his chest as he was sitting on the table next to Five.
“Clever,” you replied with a smile. “Heard a lot about you.”
“Yeah, me too. One told me you were playing Robin Hood out there, sicker than what I was doing with parkour,” he admitted.
“We have our different paths, I’m not judging, parkour-fam rule.”
“General rule here,” Five added with a warm smile. “We’re all coming from different backgrounds, so we know who we were but that doesn’t affect who we are.”
“I’m going to cry, so much inspirational shit told there,” One interrupted them and put his hand on Three’s shoulder. “Now we have our new birdie we need to turn it into a ghost.”
“On it,” Three replied. “With Two we’re almost there sending anonymous messages about someone falling into the dumpster.”
“Great.”
This was probably the beginning of something new, your hometown was far behind you now. You were becoming a Ghost.
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This wasn’t going as good as planned. Not at all.
You trained with Four for the past seven months, parkouring in the desert together almost hand in hand with the soft breeze at night and under the hot-burning sun. You shared laughs, you heard how melodious his was and how his eyes were shining under the day and night’s stars. He didn’t soothe you, he enhanced your Robin Hood tendencies with his straight-forwardness and his unpredictable ideas. And you liked being pushed forward like this, out of your comfort zone – often ending up between Five’s arms who was applying some pain-killing cream on your ankle as you were complaining about Four and his ideas.
But now, you knew you had no time to complain as you were running next to him on the roof, being chased by armed men behind you, shooting bullets all around. You had to split, you going more on the left and him on the right. You felt the wind in your hair, it wasn’t as easy as it was when you played the Robin Hood in your hometown, it was gambling and you offered your life to play. What had crossed your mind when One came to your house in order to recruit you? It wasn’t the moment to think about it. You jumped on the right, avoiding a bullet from hitting you, but at the same time you felt your feet slip on the roof. You already felt death. You cursed your ankle – the one Five had to repair a few times during the past seven months – and hoped that the sweet call of death wouldn’t be as sour as predicted. At least, you knew that the guys would focus on you, on catching you alive in order to help them gather information about the Ghosts which would give time to Four to escape. And you knew how to resist if you would be caught, but you hoped for death. But a hand caught you after you heard a gunshot – Seven’s probably. Your feet were pedaling in the air as you struggled to look who saved, or cursed, your life. You rose your head, and a well-known hooded face was looking at you, concerned and drawing you up to him. Four. I was him.
“Let me go down,” you shouted to him and almost let your hand slip out of his. But he grabbed yours harder.
“Darling just hold on,” he said looking into your eyes. “I’m not letting you go, Eight.”
Another gunshot behind him. You heard people falling on the roof, and hoped that they weren’t on your side, that it wasn’t Two. But you heard her thick French accent behind Four hurrying him up, and pulling him closer to her, drawing you up at the same time. And, as you reached the roof again and felt the ground beneath your feet you couldn’t get his “darling” out of your head.
Five took care of you right after the mission, even in the car, but in your trailer mostly. She told you to be way more careful with your ankle next time because you seemed to overuse it lately. You nodded being a bit off and smiled. She then revealed you, with a little spark in her eye, that someone was waiting outside your trailer to see you. And you knew this look too well to not expect something to happen, Five always had this mischievous spark in her eye when she was about to do something she was excited about for a reason or another, and seeing this spark was rare and followed by some unexpected event. You told her to let the person enter the place as you began to fidget your hands.
It was Four, again. And again, his words began to resonate in your mind, his “darling” and the fear you saw in his eyes earlier when you were about to fall, to die. But he grabbed your hand, to net let you fall down. Maybe to not lose you, who knew. He entered the trailer, looking a bit clumsily at you with a little shy smile before sitting next to you and grabbing your hand, but this time gently stroking it with his thumb.
“How you’re feeling,” he asked delicately as if he didn’t want to disturb your peace of mind – at least, he thought your mind was peaceful at that very moment.
“Fine, fine,” you repeated blushing from the contact of his hand against yours and this gentle touch. You suddenly felt that it was pretty hot in here, out of nowhere and looked down, your other hand running through your hair a bit anxiously. You were also biting your lower lip.
“Look at me love, please.” You looked up, hardly believing what you had just heard. Your heart began to race, you thought that it would explode in your chest right now. You never thought that this gentleness, and the pet names would make you feel so weak and you blamed your near-death experience for that.
“L-love…?”
“I have loved you since we began to practice together,” he revealed and you felt the butterflies in your stomach merge with your beating heart, ready to make you explode from the inside. “I mean… It may sound a little bit creepy, and the situation isn’t really helping but when I saw you slipping from that roof I thought that my heart would just stop and I had to run to catch you. I knew that I had to save you at that very moment…”
“Four,” you whispered, taken aback a bit.
“I know, this sounds crazy and insane and creepy but I needed to tell you this. I just needed to tell you that you became really important to me, and even if you don’t love me the way I do I’ll be there for you if you need me, Eight.”
“I think that… I have some feelings for you Four,” you replied shyly and you saw his eyes glistening with joy. “I think it’s worth the shot, I owe you my life and even if I didn’t it would be worth it, I swear.” You then pressed your lips against his hot cheek and he looked at you again, squeezing your hand.
“I’m Billy.”
You smiled before telling him your name. And from the smile on his face you knew that this would be his sweetest secret, and the most cherished name – as his was to you.
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This is a dad! Murderer! Ben Hardy imagine, I hope you will all like it, feedback is always appreciated.
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Summary: While (Y/n) goes to work Ben looks after their four kids, but when one of them messes about, he gets punished.
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“Ben, let him go.” (Y/n) couldn’t count the number of times she had said that over the years or how many different ways she had said it or the range of emotions she had felt whilst saying it. This time was almost the same as any other and there was only tiredness in her voice rather than fear or anger or terror.
When her eyes locked with her brash husband, his eyes were just as tired and fed up as her own but the way his lips were moulded into a thin line and the way his jaw locked showed he was not very happy.
“You tease him again I’ll smack you.”
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