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lee jongsuk | mr. sex on legs | film studies teacher | age 28

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“This vapor is making my skin feel disgusting,” he snidely commented as he followed Jongsuk’s directions and went the specific way that the older had wished to go. “I am almost convinced to leave.” From the thick vapor down to the lack of individuals willing to participate in the maze,  there were a handful of indicators that made the mirror attraction questionable. However, the authenticity and safety did not make its greatest impact to Junho until he suddenly froze, his fingers locked on Jongsuk’s hand holding the older back, as his head snapped to the left. 

                                                          –“Haneul— Park Haneul! You bastard, open up!”

Eyebrows suddenly knitted together, a feeling of dread plummeted into Junho’s stomach as his fingers shook lightly.

“Jongsuk– let’s go.” He tore his gaze away from the left and, rubbing his eyes to clear his vision, he attempted to trek on once more, his fingers shivering slightly as his gaze occasionally darted to-and-fro, fearful of a childhood scar suddenly erupting.

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it was as the fog started to thicken did jongsuk feel his skin crawl with something; something akin to - fear. he didn’t know why, he was never really afraid of fog before... but junho’s words hit him hard, the tone of his voice and the way he seemed so urgent. turning his head slightly, he took note of where they were and his hand tightened it’s grip with junho’s, “right.” he breathed, before making a right and trying to find a clear exit. it was then at that moment he made the mistake of glancing towards one of the mirrors on his right; and catching glimpse of snow - snow painted red with blood. he shook his head and swallowed thickly; the uneasy feeling from earlier setting in the pit of his stomach.

he tried to block out the sudden sounds of feet stepping on tiled floor and pulled junho closer, “you know - i figured this place would be fucked up...” he mumbled, biting the inside of his cheek and moving his arm to instead wrap around junho’s shoulder and pull him closer. if these mirrors show’d our worst fears - who knows what junho was seeing in their reflection.

his mind raced back to the words junho spoke that night; of his childhood.

so he held on tighter.

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it was almost embarrassing to say jongsuk’s ability to speak was hindered for a moment, the sheer force in which junho fucked him causing the elder to  momentarily looses all coherent thought. his vision blurred and his body shook and it was only when his lover spoke to him - no, demanded jongsuk to scream and moan louder, loud enough to disturb the people in the room next to their’s - that’s when he found himself able to function.

lips parting, jongsuk found himself gasping loudly and moving against junho in a some what jerked fashion, his thrusts and movements not nearly as controlled as his young lover. it was different from when they were home - from when jongsuk was able to control himself better. he was human out here, more weak - more submissive. 

head thrown back, he found screams now leaving his throat - screams of his lover’s name, of a few curses and mashed up variations of the two together. he could feel junho’s cock press against his prostate in the best of ways, slamming into him and causing his entire being to visibly shake with pleasure. his fingers tangled their way in junho’s strands and tugged them harshly; “faster-” he gasped, “harder...fuck me harder.”

he was always a glutton for junho and his cock.

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sept.14

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It didn’t take them long to get to the parking lot, nevertheless the pathetic car that was in the unfortunate claim of Junho’s, and after the younger placed the wine bottles into the tiny trunk of his atrocious car, he made his way into the driver’s seat and sighed dramatically.

“I’d rather take you to an authentic coffee shop.” he mumbled before he started the engine and buckled himself up properly, “It isn’t too late to have your tastes corrected.” Nevertheless, it was Jongsuk’s day. So, despite the younger’s complaining and complete disdain towards the American coffee company, it was to Starbucks they went first before the official first event of the night: the movie theater.

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having his wish granted, jongsuk had gotten himself a vente’ cafe vanilla with a bit of whipped cream, he sipped from the drink with a pleased expression as he was driven to their next destination. “thank you dear~” he hummed, leaning a bit over to press a kiss to junho’s cheek before shifting back into his seat properly, and began toying with the straw.

“it’s been a long time since i celebrated my birthday...you know, i’ve always just sat by myself and watched a movie or write some sort of...something. it’s nice to have plans made and someone to spend the day with.”

after all. the day jongsuk was born was basically the day he lost his mother. the women walking off just a year or so after his birth - apparently not wanting to deal with a child and alcohol loving husband. she  made her choice and unfortunately jongsuk doesn’t know anything about the women - his father had burned any trace of his ex wife - too distraught of her leaving to care to leave a reminder.

but he knows if he found her, he’d surely end her life.

“so what movie are we going to see?”

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“If you hadn’t thrown up minutes prior, I would have loved to make out with you in here.” Mirrors and publicity,they were two of Junho’s worse kinks. Instead of being able to do what he had wanted, something to a higher degree, the younger simply gave a quick peck at Jongsuk’s neck and peered up at the older male.  He found himself loathing the seer even more.

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jongsuk let his gaze wander around as he took notice of the mirrors, somewhat distracted - he barely noticed junho’s words of self praise and the  mumbled curses soon after as the other most lightly touched something that disgusted him. which wasn’t hard, junho was easily put off. but as his lover let a light come from his phone, jongsuk found his vision becoming more clear. 

an arm raised, and his hand laid rest on junho’s forearm - “well, i suppose i apologize.” he mused softly, turning his head to let his lips brush against the side of the other’s temple before he lowered his hand to hold onto junho’s. 

“let’s make our way through here and go home, i need to shower and feel somewhat less disgusting. i wish you carried mouth wash with you -” he trailed off, taking a few steps forward. if he were near campus; his sight would be heightened and he’d be more able to navigate through this maze of mirrors. unfortunately he was left like any other human.

the look his lover gave him a bit earlier was stuck in his mind, the way junho seemed to play off the women’s foresight of their future - of his future really. he knew that the subject had and will always be a touchy one; and jongsuk really would rather not prod at it. but eventually it’ll come up...right? that or... or the seer’s predictions will come to face and they’ll be left with the ruins of loss.

“i think we should make a right,” he spoke after a moment, “we’ve made two rights already.”

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“I think she was just doing as her job says.” The younger countered as his hand softly gripped at Jongsuk’s bicep, making sure the older was held at a close distance, as if the brunet were offput that he would lose his beloved. Dark eyes flickered around the available attractions, naturally skipping over frivolous game booths and areas dense with student bodies, Junho’s eyes inevitably fell upon the near-empty entrance of the House of Mirrors, an attraction that held the attention more to curious eyes rather than the actual bodies of individuals willing to take a risk within its dark and claustrophobia-inducing walls. Without a second thought, Junho led his boyfriend towards the empty area, unaware of what he would soon be plunging them into next.

“Afraid of reflections?” the younger joked as he took a side-glance at the sign, the title ornate yet the description of the attraction was little to not specific at all. Neither a single shred of fear nor anxiety dripped into Junho’s frames as they neared the entrance door. A lover of his own reflection, it was the mirror house that seemed the least likely to be harmful out of any attractions provided to its on-goers. The brunet was highly infatuated with himself, after all, and to be submerged within an attraction filled with just his worthy reflection seemed more worthwhile of his time than anything else that had been provided for such a robust event.

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jongsuk decided to keep his lips shut about his thoughts on what the women said; and soon a distraction made itself shown - allowing jongsuk to pay more mind to that instead. peering at the sign, he rose a brow before glancing at the entrance. a house of mirrors; that’s hardly anything to be afraid of. a simple maze with mirrors. jongsuk would probably be able to lead them through just fine - it was junho lagging behind to look at himself they’d have to worry about. 

“hardly - let’s go.” he nodded, following junho as the younger led them inside. 

right off the bat; they were met with darkness - and as they walked further in he saw the entrance to the maze. inside the florescent light and sight of mirrors made him stop a moment. another sick feeling filled his stomach; but he ignored it and tilted his head. 

“this should be...fun?” he hummed, glancing down at the other. 

“i’ll let you lead the way through first dear; just don’t let your reflection distract you.”

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jongsukkie  we were visiting cats at the shelter and when the worker asked to have the cat back this is the face junho made. #hewantedtokeepher#iremindedhimwehavetwoathome#hewasgrumpytherestoftheday

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“I don’t need your myths and faux charms to frighten my love, nor to counteract whatever nonsense you’ve imposed upon him and ‘salvage’ him.” It was the brunet’s turn to quirk his nose up in the air, past readings be damned. Taking the stuffed cat yet leaving the piece of parchment, the younger stormed out of the tent and sought to find his dear. It didn’t take long until he found the man hunched over.

“Jongsuk, love,” Junho called as he sauntered forward, prying a packet of gum from his jacket’s pocket in order to give his beloved a cube of artificially flavored, sugar-tar. “You didn’t actually believe in what she spoke, did you?” Like a veil of obsolete mist, the past events with the seer was already evaporating from Junho’s mind, ready to be replaced with greater things that held of more importance.

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when junho came back to his side, he felt his shoulders lax some and his heart ease up in speed - his fingers took hold of the mint gum and he plopped the thing past his lips to get rid of the horrible taste of his own bile; before he stood and took a deep breath. he let his gaze lower to his lover, before giving a weak smile. 

“i tend to be cautious of the connections kang has.” he explained, “usually they hold truth to their forewarning; and this women... seemed to know too much.”

lowering his hand he took a hold of the plush junho gave him and brought it back to his chest, wrapping his arms around the stuffed animal before nodding his head - “anyway, let’s go to another attraction, shall we?”

anything to keep his mind off of what the seer spoke, anything to get rid of the horrible feeling weighing in the pit of his stomach. jongsuk honestly had just wanted to go home and sleep, arms wrapped around junho in their bed as they slept the night away. but he knew that they were here, and they had time to kill and he didn’t want to ruin junho’s time.

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“Sometimes the value of a thing is not what you get with it but what you pay for it.”

“true.”

jongsuk’s gaze settled on the coffee mug on his desk, “though i spent about ten dollars for this mug and it is worth was more than what i paid for.”

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“Great danger makes one deserving of respect.”

“kind of like the time at the lake?”

jongsuk leaned his head back, staring up at junho as he lay in the younger’s lap. “i feel after that; you grew to respect me more - correct?”

he raised a hand and brushed his knuckles along side the other’s cheekbone, before lowering down and letting his fingers trace along junho’s jaw.

“in a way; it brought us closer.”

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CURIOUS AND CURIOUS; ljs.kir.

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“I’m a new student here and I’m a bit….” his lips pursed for a moment as he paused, carefully picking out the right word to describe the mental travesty he found himself perched within by simply being engulfed in the fine exterior of Mugunghwa University, “Lost, if it can be described like that.” Puzzled was a better suited word, anxious and paranoid, but the lanky male didn’t want to describe his predicament so dramatically. At least, not yet he didn’t. 

“I had a brother who went here; he said a lot of really great things about this school but…” Nichkhun shrugged, softly biting his bottom lip as he scrunched his eyebrows up.

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his eyes scanned the other as he spoke; and it was then that he realized how he remembered the other’s face - his lip turned up slightly and he nodded along with nichkhun’s words; “he did, did he?” jongsuk trailed off, leaning back in his seat. 

“the last name seems familiar, i might’ve had your brother as a student. the two of you have the same eyes, wide and full of curiosity.”

the only difference between the two brothers was the fact that this boy’s elder was part of the murder game here at mugugnwha, and this boy seemed to be just a regular student. that smile of his seemed to sincere and over all the boy seemed to be too - good of heart. 

he nearly shivered in disgust.

“so, you came here for a reason. did you have any questions about your brother? i might remember a few things. it’s been a little while... i teach a lot of students you know.”  his voice was soft; a false sense of kindness slipping his tongue. he wanted to have this boy not second guess his true nature - it was easier for jongsuk this way to lie.

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“This is no laughing matter, my dear.” She defended and, after a moment, continued, “Not when it will be you who will cause this poor man’s downfall.” Amusement cut short, Junho’s smirk vanished and seemed to found its way onto the woman’s lips. “I would be very wary of this one; a fleeting moment should not be treasured more than the entity of your life.” She looked at Jongsuk and gave a solemn nod.

“You speak as though I’m a gold-digger who waits his victims out.” Junho countered and mirth filled the seer’s eyes.

“Worse than that,” she rebuked and placed her airy gaze back upon Jongsuk.

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the words rang out through his mind; echoing out - ‘one month’. he had one month left; one month before he’d leave this earth - and leave junho as well. jongusk felt sick; his stomach churning and face visibly paling, he slowly brought his hand back to his lap and stared at the drawing in front of him. the X - it was mocking him almost; that’s how he was going to die was it? would kang pierce his chest with some sort of knife? will he remove his heart and serve it on a platter? who would he have do the deed? ... inguk? so many things swarmed around his mind in such a short time; he felt dizzy. 

jongsuk stood suddenly, mumbling a small ‘excuse me,’ before stumbling out of the tent (plush forgotten) and making his way outside. the air hit him hard and he found his way to the nearest trash can, emptying his stomach of whatever he ate earlier that evening. eyes watering and chest heaving; he lowered himself to the ground and brought a hand to his hair - pushing it back. 

he wasn’t ready to go yet. he wasn’t ready to leave. 

he wanted to stay.

selfish; lee jongsuk had been nothing but selfish these past months and yet he still wants more and more - more of lee junho; of their life together. 

speaking of  -  jongsuk glanced back at the tent; the younger had yet to follow him out. was he waiting out and getting his own future told to him? a shiver ran through jongsuk’s system, and a stray tear passed down his cheek. 

life, it was cruel. 

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Friedrich Nietzsche Quotes Meme

“My day won’t come until the day after tomorrow. Some people are born posthumously.”

“You are never destroyed by anyone except yourself.”

“Great danger makes one deserving of respect.”

“People are justified by their reality.”

“The imperative of faith is a veto on science.”

“Beauty is no accident. All good things are inherited.”

“Sometimes the value of a thing is not what you get with it but what you pay for it.”

“When the emphasis of life is put on the ‘beyond’ rather than on life itself, then the emphasis has been completely removed from life.”

“Nothing is more rare among moralists and saints than honesty.”

“Christians say ‘judge not,’ but then they send to hell everything that gets in their way.”

“Nothing is more highly conditioned, or more limited, than our feeling for beauty.”

“Pure foolishness is therapeutic.”

“My ambition is to say in ten sentences what other people say in a book.”

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Junho’s head already beginning to ache from the intense smell that mingled through the air, the work of scented candles and incense combined a deadly gaseous mixture, and for once he believed he made the wrong choice as to making their first attraction the perfume-saturated hellhole with some freak attempting to see through them like glass. 

“Candy, before we begin?” The lady offered as she grabbed a wooden bowl, filled with fluorescent sugar balls, and she waved the treats towards Junho and Jongsuk, disappointed a second late when neither of the two men were willing to accept her welcoming gift. Junho’s hands remained on his lap as he watched the slim lady with suspicious eyes, ignoring the airy smile that radiated off her lips.

“What a couple,” she mused, her amber eyes flickering between the two individuals before she landed them permanently on Jongsuk. It didn’t take a moment before she gasped and continued, “And my- What an aura!” Slender fingers snapped out and grasped Jongsuk’s arm, forcefully reeling it in with her falcon-like grasp, her nails scraping against the fabric of the older man’s sweater. “Curious, my dear. Very curious…” She trailed off and flickered her eyes at Junho, her cruel grin dancing upon her once more.

“And how very, very unfortunate…” Ignoring the narrowed eyed look that Junho had shot her way, the fortuneteller reeled her interest back into Jongsuk and let her claw-like nail scrape against the older’s chin, “Shall I start with you? Or should I read your aggressive counterpart first instead?”

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jongsuk disliked this woman greatly. 

her nails were digging into his skin and her gaze a bit to eager; the way she looked at him, the way she practically saw through him - it was enough to cause a shiver of displeasure to run down his spine. licking his lips, he glanced at junho before letting out a small sigh and returning his gaze to the crazed woman before him.

“i’ll go first.” he spoke crisply, jerking his chin back and sitting up straight. he tried to push back the thoughts that plagued him before; tried to ease himself into thinking this wouldn’t go as horrible as he thought it would. deep calming breaths, that’s - that’s what he needed. 

jongsuk placed his hands up top the table, hands clasped together and gaze steady...honestly, what was the worst that could happen? she mention his soon to be demise? sure - that would be very unfortunate...perhaps; did she know exactly when this would take place? jongsuk wondered if there would be a way for him to prevent this, a way to stop the fate he was to surely meet. 

a way to save not only himself; but junho as well.

“let’s get on with it,” he mused lowly, “tell me; seer. what do you see?”

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11…trying to catch someone who’s stolen something from them

- or rather, a cat who’s stolen something from them.

lee jongsuk adored his two cats; johnny and nuneo - but he did not adore how full of energy the youngest of the two were at times. currently, jongsuk was in search of the keys to his newly obtained car, needing to go food shopping for dinner tonight but not being able to find them. and he had a pretty good guess as to who took them, but no idea as to where.

a sigh left him, and he set his gaze to nuneo, he looked at him with those big ol’ innocent eyes. 

“you’re just like your father.” he mumbled, but he only got a ‘meow’ in return. 

12…waking up from a very bad nightmare

his dreams had been riddled with nothing but pain the past few nights, and jongsuk was starting to wonder if it would be better to never sleep again than to let those visions plague his mind. yet again; he lie in bed beside junho, eyes wide and pulse fast - forehead drenched with sweat. taking deep breaths, he told himself to calm down, to remember where he was and how his lover was lying beside him - very much alive and well. 

as he turned his head and see his love deep in sleep, jongusk felt himself ease and his mind relax. reaching out, he pushed back the other’s fringe and sighed. 

at least things were okay; for now.

3…realizing they have feelings for someone

it started with a little note at the back of the first essay junho ever handed in.

A MONSTER YOU MAY BE, BUT I AM NO CHILD. BITE ME FOR IT TAKES MORE THAN THREATS AND SCRATCHES TO TARNISH MY EXTERIOR AND QUAKE MY CORE.I’M NOT FAZED BY THE LIKES OF YOU.TO HELL WITH BOTH YOU AND THIS DAMNED ESSA

and jongusk’s heart had never fluttered the way it did when he read those words before.

16…being told that someone they hated is dead

“well, that’s good.”

19…writing about something or someone who really makes them mad

(txt; troublemaker) junho dear, i’m running a bit late again this evening. kang has me setting up for halloween because i’m quote “tall enough to hang things without a ladder”. remind me to write a strongly worded letter to him about how he’s full of bullshit. xoxox 

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“The fortune-teller.” He responded at last, noticing the hype that surrounded the foreign lady’s booth as she drew in the majority of the public’s interest. Now, Junho wasn’t superstitious far from it, but he was somewhat curious to see what the hype was all about. It was going to be amusing as well, to hear what kinds of bizarre bullshit that the so-proclaimed spiritualist could pull out of her ass. “It’s always amusing, hearing about the sorts of tragedies that I will cause or even become of.” 

The brunet glanced at Jongsuk and swore that he could have detected a small bout of uneasiness within the older’s expression, but he brushed it of perhaps as easily as he had noticed it. After all, it was just a fortune-teller. Knowing that the two men were from Mugunghwa University, that was already going to provide a list of dramatic events for the lady to pry upon in attempt to frighten them.

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truth be told, jongsuk wished junho had chosen anything other than someone who was to tell the future. that’s what jongsuk dreaded most, the harsh reality of what will come of his life with junho. 

“is it?” he mused softly, “to know of the things to come - tragically so or otherwise. i suppose... it could be interesting.” he trailed off; or utterly terrifying.

he allowed junho to lead the way, keeping his arms wrapped around the large stuffed toy his beloved had ‘won’ for him; his mind reeling as he thought of just what was to come. kang; and his acquaintances ... there was no doubt this women was really a seer, of course they’d be told of nothing but the truth. and that’ is what scared jongsuk the  most - for he himself already had a good idea of what was to come. it was all very obvious, and he supposed he knew from the start - from when he saved junho from the waters on that class trip. he was making a drastic change in his life. 

his life had been cut short. 

as they entered the tent and the candles and intense hit them harsh, jongsuk scrunched his nose and let out a sigh before looking around. he couldn’t shake being tense, so he just clenched his fists and took a seat down next to junho, and set his gaze to the woman before them. her gaze was sharp as she stared right back; and jongsuk swallowed. 

“good evening,” she welcomed them. 

this evening was turning out to be anything but good.

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