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It sucks that someone i felt was so important to me at the time opening of my 32nd chapter in life didnt even both saying anything about me opening mt 33rd.

I just want to feel a love without having the stress and worry of having them going back to their ex. It sucks that ive had to go through it twice now.

Its kinda crazy that just 365 days ago. I was the happiest ive been in a long time from that suprise. Now a year later im depressed again questioning it all..

Life brought you full circle to where you were...but made sure to run me over otw...

This is how I feel about life right now.

I told you about the trauma of my last relationship...and you did the same thing to me.

This time I think its goodbye.

IG off the BS again...hyper feeding me post that are just putting me in my feelings 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

Some night I feel really lost. Like idk where my life is going. I cheer and i am happy so many people around me are hitting milestones. Marriages, babies, homes. I just dont know what is ahead of me. I say im okay with going through life without a partner, but I feel I have so much love to give. Maybe thats thr problem. I want to give love to those that dont need or want it. Maybe they arent in a place or tike that its something they find important. Im doing better than last month...that was a shit show...but everything still feels like its on autopilot..