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Jordan Campbell. They/them, he/him. Twenty-five years old. Medical Assistant. De Flores resident. This account is a sideblog. [ mobile navigation ]

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namxriahn‌:

“If that’s the case, then you should only blame yourself, I don’t do anything, I’m the innocent one here, but I suffer the consequences of your blushing, it’s so fucking cute” And part of Ri Ahn hated it because it only took a look to their face to melt, while the other part absolutely loved it because he fucking melted for Jordan and it was such a foreign feeling that he was enjoying so damn much. He never imagined someone would make him feel this way, so he was pretty excited that it was Jordan the one who caused all this mess inside his body.

“I kind of was, at first, I really wanted you to stop bothering me, then it was entertaining to see how long you’d last. Eventually, I just wanted you to keep coming, it would have sucked if you truly left” Since Jordan showed up in his life, things got more interesting, more fun, he started enjoying life much more. “Thank you for  being so fucking stubborn, babe” The nickname was one that he had never used on someone but came naturally in that moment, so hopefully Jordan wouldn’t mind or wouldn’t tease him for it. He was already too conscious about a lot of things anyways. “Two cups from what? Thousands? Those are not good odds” And maybe Ri Ahn had just met the wrong cops, he could admit that. “Is little red riding hood one of them?” He asked, since the cop last night had helped them a lot. “I don’t want you to be tough, I like you soft and sappy” He didn’t want to think Jordan would change or that the worst from Ri Ahn would rub off on them. “Don’t talk about a shower when we’re in bed, my imagination goes wild” He chuckled, shaking his head. “You can shower first and then we can do whatever you want”

With their arm around Ri Ahn, they smirked. Not only because he kept calling them cute with a little playful banter over blushing but because of his next statement too. “It takes more than eye rolls and a few words to get rid of me. I can reciprocate.” It would have sucked if you truly left. That meant a lot to Jordan. That Ri Ahn wanted them around, even before now. “Babe, huh?” Jordan smiled, moving some of Ri Ahn’s hair away from his eyes before leaning in to kiss him. “You’re welcome. And for the record, I don’t plan on going anywhere. So... please don’t ever think that. That I’d disappear and just ghost you or something. And no more mornings like this one. If I have to leave and don’t want to wake you, I’ll leave a note. Communication.” That was the least they could do, to make sure Ri Ahn never thought Jordan abandoned him. Plus, leaving notes was kind of cute. “I know, I know,” Jordan chuckled, “Little Red Riding Hood was one of them, yeah. Ivy’s helped me before. She’s probably the closest thing I’ve ever had to a sister. And Danny, my roommate. He’s the other one.” They propped themselves up on their elbow. “I’ll always be soft and sappy, don’t worry. I just wish I was a little tougher.” Because they didn’t think that would be such a horrible thing. Maybe they wouldn’t be such a pushover then. “Talking about a shower while in bed makes your imagination go wild? Hm?” Jordan sat up with a smirk, only trying to tease him before forcing themselves to get up. They gathered any wrappers and empty coffee cups, tossing them away in the kitchen. “If you leave it up to me, I’m just gonna wanna stay in bed,” Jordan warned, heading for the bathroom to shower. 

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namxriahn‌:

“I’m devastated” He replied, giving them a small smile because honestly, why would they even move when this was so comfortable and they were having such a great time just lying next to each other. “Stop blushing! I’m not doing anything!” And he could swear he was not laughing and not smiling but he wasn’t sure because Jordan kept making him do things he wasn’t used to doing, and smiling was definitely among those. So maybe they were right, maybe he was smiling and laughing much more now.

“Between the two of us you’re the most stubborn, though, like, literally, inviting strangers over to your place, sticking around even when they politely and very bluntly say they don’t want you. Don’t do that with anyone else, I’m the only exception to the rule” Because even when he joked about it and was grateful how things ended up for them, he didn’t want Jordan to put themselves in any situation that could cause them pain. “Terrible memories, I don’t trust cops” Ever since he was a kid, cops were supposed to help. Maybe cops could have saved him from his dad, from the streets, but cops were never there when he needed them. Ri Ahn liked kissing Jordan and was quite sure that they would eventually do much more than that, but he liked knowing they didn’t feel pressured and that they could enjoy just being with each other. “Me too, but don’t make me say it out loud too many times, you’re making me sappy”

“Let’s be honest, you don’t even have to do anything. You just turn me into a blushing fool.” A blushing, happy fool. Hopefully that wouldn’t change anytime soon. Part of Jordan still felt like maybe this wouldn’t last, dwelling on the negative. But if they didn’t try, they wouldn’t know. And they wouldn’t be where they were now. That was the positive. They couldn’t avoid relationships forever, and this definitely felt like a step in the right direction for once. 

“But I knew you weren’t serious. I think?” If Ri Ahn had been serious about not wanting Jordan around, they believed he would have tried harder. Or been more blunt. “You’re already the exception to a lot of things. And you should thank me for being stubborn. If I would have listened to you and left you alone, we probably still wouldn’t even know each other’s names.” Jordan shifted slightly, nestling back against Ri Ahn and making sure they were both comfortable before settling. “I know at least two cops that you could trust. Detectives. They’re good people. It’s sad that they’re not all like that. They should be,” they mumbled their words, knowing what Ri Ahn meant by not trusting them. “I won’t, I won’t. We can rub off on each other. I’ll give you some sappy, you give me some tough. It’ll all balance out.” They felt like they were talking nonsense at this point. As if they were drunk off of Ri Ahn, resting against him, their heart full and content. “We should probably shower. And start the day. But... bed. And you,” Jordan muttered. The only thing they would have to do today was make sure to feed Luna once they went home in case Danny didn’t. Otherwise, they were on board with taking a lazy day. 

[jikooki]

thought it was one clumsy baby in this house, it’s two

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rissacastro‌:

“I’m fine.” Rissa repeated once again, this time with a tired eyeroll because they were, in fact, tired. Of pretty much everything, but that was beside the point. They were tired and angry and pretty much frustrated, especially at Jordan, but they didn’t understand exactly why–nor would they pay enough attention to whatever it was that they were feeling at the moment. “No, nothing happened. Nothing happened, you did nothing. Everything is perfect. Can we please have some fun? Otherwise I’m just going to bail because I don’t want to stand here and listen to you and Shawn acting like you care. So I need drinks. Plural.”

Jordan really hated to be a buzzkill and they knew there was a time and place for everything. But they couldn’t keep shrugging things off when they felt this concerned. Especially when Rissa insinuated that they and Shawn didn’t care. “Babe? I can tell when something is wrong. And the only pretending that’s happening is you saying everything is perfect.” Jordan reached up as if adjusting Rissa’s hair but really used it as more of an excuse to get a better look at them. They recalled them saying they didn’t like pills at the last party. And they were definitely high on something now. Should they offer to join them, so that they could keep an eye on them? Should they keep pushing? This absolutely sucked, because they didn’t want Rissa to pull away anymore than they already had but they also didn’t want them to get hurt. Jordan bit their lip in a moment of hesitation. Rissa’s safety was more important. “What did you take?”

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namxriahn‌:

“Oh alright, because honestly, I don’t really feel like working at all today” It was way too nice to wake up with Jordan, even when technically they had been gone when he woke up, laying like this and just talking and fooling around was too nice to change it for work related stuff. “Shit, we really need to stop with the complimenting each other thing, I don’t think either of us is good at taking compliments” He remarked because it seemed like they were both not used to have those words directed at them. “I told you you look fucking cute when you blush, fucking adorable” He remarked again because watching them blush and hiding their face from him was absolutely adorable. “I don’t blush” So yeah, he was totally describing Jordan.

“You never truly annoyed me, it was kind of entertaining, like, see how long you’d last before you gave up. I assumed you’d get tired so I did my best to tire you off too” And he was glad that it hadn’t worked and that they stayed around, but at first he had done everything in his power to push them away and realize that they were better off far away from him. “You’ll look cute in an uniform and you know, uniforms are hot as fuck too. Not police uniforms, those creep me out, but you’re gonna look hot” The police uniforms creeped him out because he was too used to having troubles with law, but yeah, he could picture them with a nice uniform looking hot as fuck.  “Oh, so generous, thank you” He chuckled, kissing them back, taking his time to enjoy their lips against his.

“Hate to break it to you, but anything work related is definitely not happening today.” Jordan was glad they were on the same page there because they were far too comfortable where they were. And after last night, the both of them having a lazy day seemed just right. “We’re really not. And stop making me blush!” They laughed, playfully smacking at Ri Ahn’s shoulder and hiding there. “Lucky you. It doesn’t make anything else less true, though. You, smiling and laughing? Heart instantly melted.” Jordan pulled away from him enough to meet his eyes with a smile. 

“I knew it. You know, you trying to push me away probably only made me try harder. You’re lucky I didn’t give up. We wouldn’t be here right now otherwise. Two stubborn assholes, cuddled up in your bed.” They already said it but if Ri Ahn wasn’t injured from fighting then, Jordan probably wouldn’t have been so adamant either. But still. “Police uniforms creep you out? Like, bad memories?” On the bright side, Ivy and Danny didn’t wear uniforms, so that was something they didn’t have to worry about. Being in the physical position Jordan was in, they felt like they should progress more. More than kissing. But they reminded themselves that it wasn’t necessary. Jordan slowly pulled away from the kissing and returned to Ri Ahn’s side, arm around his middle as they nuzzled against him, resting their eyes. “I’m so glad everything worked out.”

[jordanxcampbell]

namxriahn‌:

“Doesn’t mean I want you to do all those things for me, though” Because he didn’t want them to feel responsible now for his incoming and his art work, if Ri Ahn ws going to do this, he didn’t want for Jordan to feel like they had to do anything, they already had already lots of things on their plate to add worries about what Ri Ahn was doing with his life. “Yeah, maybe I just need to let it go and stop thinking of it as mine, you know, after all, art is supposed to be shared” What was the point of painting so much if he didn’t show it to anyone? “Have you seen yourself when the sun hits your face? Or when you smile how adorable your entire face looks? When you blush it’s fucking cute too” Shit, Ri Ahn was being sappy again, but it was what they caused on him and he couldn’t help it.

“I can make efforts, it’s not like people in general annoy me” He could be good if he tried, he was just used not to do it, not to try to befriend anyone because he was too used to being alone, but for Jordan he wouldn’t mind being social and meeting their friends. “Look into it and go for it, what’s there to lose?” He felt like no one really had anything safe so what was the point on staying doing something you didn’t enjoy? “You’re my weak spot” They made him soft and it was annoying but he wouldn’t change it for anything in the entire world. “Does it mean I’m always gonna lose from now on?” Not like he was complaining, not when Jordan kissed him like that.

“Do all of...? No, it’s fine! I just figured it’s something we could both look up and try to figure out together. Not necessarily today, but yeah.” Because it was easier when there was help, right? And surely if they put both of their brains together, they could figure something out when it came to technology and art. “It’s still yours. And it’s all yours to do whatever you want with it. But it is nice to share because then, people can see all of your beautiful, hard work. Then they can tell you how much they love it. And that’s a great feeling.” Art wasn’t meant to be hidden, no. Jordan didn’t want Ri Ahn to ever feel like he had to do anything either, though. “No... are you trying to make me blush? Stopppp...” Jordan bit their lip to try and stop themselves from smiling before they ended up burrowing against Ri Ahn to hide, unsure how to handle compliments. “That’s you. You just described yourself.” Jordan picked their head up, covering their face with their hand and poking Ri Ahn’s nose.

Jordan slowly nodded. Ri Ahn didn’t have anything against people, he just liked to be alone. No. He was just used to being alone. But he was okay with people. That was good to know. “Except me when I wouldn’t leave you alone, right?” Jordan tried to tease, poking at his side. They knew they probably annoyed the hell out of Ri Ahn when they first met because they wouldn’t ever leave him be. At his question, Jordan’s immediate response was to try and make another joke but they held back. Because you know what? Ri Ahn was right. Jordan didn’t really have anything to lose in trying. “I’m gonna lose my cute scrubs and trade them in for a uniform.” It was still on the joking side of things, but on a positive note. A step up. And uniforms were kinda hot. Jordan smiled when he called them his weak spot, letting their hands run over his chest. “I think I can still let you win from time to time. I’m generous like that.” They leaned down, kissing Ri Ahn again and gently biting his lip.

[jordanxcampbell]

namxriahn‌:

“Technology is not really my thing” He felt like one of those grandparents that had to keep asking their grandchildren for help to get everything done, simply because he never really got access to anything like that while growing up. His phone was probably the most modern thing he owned and it wasn’t even that new. “I don’t think of it as courage? But yeah, I mean, it is sharing something personal with strangers, it’s weird” Because his art was personal, not commercial, and maybe that’s why it had taken him so long to even attempt to show his art somewhere. “Better than you? Name me one, and Luna doesn’t count” He told them because honestly, he couldn’t think of anything more beautiful than them.

“Oh good, that’s something that shouldn’t be forgotten, I’m not as grumpy as I look” He warned them, he had even talked to their friends the other night! “Oh, please, go through me all you want” He assured them, because he liked when they took the first step, when they actually looked for his closeness. And well, kissing them was always welcomed, always so damn good. “So you’re lazy, that’s what you’re saying” Ri Ahn argued, smiling as he kissed them again. “You know, you talk a lot about me being courageous and stuff, you should do the same” Because it sounded like they wanted to go for it. “Aquarium, okay, you know, when you’re like this I will agree to whatever you say” Because it was probably the best position ever.

“But that’s okay. I mean, you’re talking to someone who got excited over emojis, so...” Jordan chuckled. With the update Apple just had, and like the child they were, the first thing Jordan did was text Joon the ear emoji with a hearing aid. It was cool to see the inclusiveness. “Maybe courage isn’t the right word. It isn’t easy, though. Being that personal with strangers. Sharing your work.” It didn’t seem easy to them, anyway. Mostly because they’d be too critical of themselves but they didn’t want to say that and make Ri Ahn paranoid either. Luna doesn’t count. That made them laugh. “Literally anything. Definitely nature. Have you seen the trees lately? All the leaves changing colors? That’s probably like, the prettiest palette. I don’t even know if I’m using that word right. But it’s pretty.” Then they’d have to deal with snow before too long, which was also pretty but a pain in the ass. 

“I know, I know. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to make any sort of implication.” Ri Ahn was grumpy when they first met but that was it, and Jordan knew that. “Noooo, I’m not...” Jordan was going to argue that they weren’t lazy. Because they weren’t. But maybe they were this time because it felt pointless to argue, joking or not, so they just shook their head. “I’m just a bit wary of the unknown. I’ll look into it.” It was possible Jordan was a master at changing topics, whether they fully realized it or not. Straddling Ri Ahn, they smiled, fingers raking through their hair. “Are you trying to tell me I found a weak spot? A soft spot?” Jordan found his hands, lacing their fingers together and giving them a squeeze. It felt odd, this closeness. Odd but... amazing? “That seems like it could be dangerous. But maybe that’s good to know. For winning arguments.” Fingers still laced together, Jordan leaned down to find Ri Ahn’s lips.

[jordanxcampbell]

rissacastro‌:

Was it possible that they might be directing their anger and bitterness towards someone who wasn’t at fault? Yes. Did that mean that Rissa was going to stop and act like their old self again? No… no, probably not. Ever since hearing the news about Jordan’s relationship, Rissa simply stopped reaching out to them… which, was pretty much what had happened with Shawn, but—but thinking about Shawn being happy with someone else didn’t particularly stung like it did with Jordan, so instead of trying to understand their own feelings, Rissa simply closed off and resorted to feeling (or better yet, not feeling) anything. “Why does everyone keep asking if I’m okay? I tripped. It happens.” The brunette shrugged, not really controlling how snappy they would get. And honestly, everytime someone would say I love you, it just felt even worse. They felt betrayed. So yes, Jordan had invited them and they had accepted it, but now they were feeling shitty and sad and they didn’t know why and that wasn’t ideal. “My ankle is fine…” They raised their leg and rolled their ankle a couple of times to show. “It’s a party, why would I want to sit down?”

“Because people care and they want to make sure you’re not hurt. Have you tripped more than once...?” It seemed like such an odd thing to say, and Jordan wasn’t sure how to interpret it. Nor were they sure how to interpret this side of Rissa. The sort of short and snappy responses. It wasn’t like them. And now, there really wasn’t any hiding their concern for the other. Jordan’s face was a dead giveaway, smile quickly fading. “We can... continue with the partying.” Their words came out more mumbled than anything. Forced. No real truth behind them other than trying to cheer them up. “...what happened? Was it something I did?” Jordan didn’t necessarily think that. They just knew something was off. And maybe if they tried to put the blame on themselves, it wouldn’t seem like Jordan was prying so much. That maybe Rissa would be more willing to say something.

[jordanxcampbell]

rissacastro‌:

Jordan didn’t need to insist. The second they mentioned the words Halloween party, Rissa was on board for it. They didn’t care that they didn’t know whoever was throwing the party–wasn’t that their life as of lately?–they just needed a reason to distract themselves of how much their personal life was literally falling apart. After deciding on matching costumes, Rissa pulled everything together and built a ‘sexy Rick Sanchez’ costume for themselves and promised to meet up with Jordan at the party, since they would probably be running a little later than usual. You know—there was also another party for them to attend (or something). It was hard to tell nowadays because everything had pretty much become a blur. When they weren’t high, they were off pretending to be someone else entirely, then they were back to numbing themselves.

They stepped out of the bathroom after doing another line and ready for party number two. Giggling, one of their ankles gave in due to the heels, which made Rissa hold onto someone for balance, finally Rissa steadied themselves and took a step back, looking up at the other person.

“Soooorry ‘bout that! Thanks for saving my ass from falling down though. I owe you one.”

The nice thing about Halloween was that it felt like it was a week long celebration of parties around the city. Which was even more true if you knew the right people. The last party may not have went so well but after everything settled that night, well... Jordan could say they were actually—happily—in a relationship. Which felt like a pretty big deal to them. But tonight, they were meeting with Rissa. What they weren’t expecting though, was to run into them the way they did. Jordan was more surprised than anything, managing to catch them when they stumbled but once Rissa was steady again, they couldn’t help but laugh. “Bitch, you always owe me one! For real though, you okay?” Jordan looked them over. And honestly? They were kind of used to not seeing Rissa super frequently because of their schedule. But the last time they saw them was at another party. Somehow, this seemed... similar. Jordan furrowed their brow in thought but figured it was best not to say anything. Not yet, anyway. So, they gestured towards themselves. “Since you’re Sexy Rick, I’m a slightly modified Morty. Because I already had this sweater and it’s a lot warmer than just a plain shirt.” Jordan smiled. They didn’t really feel dressed up since it was literally a yellow sweater and jeans, but if they stayed close to Rissa, it’d make sense. “I love the hair? All of this. I love you. You wanna grab a seat and make sure your ankle is still in place?”

[jordanxcampbell]

namxriahn‌:

Following Jordan’s movements and getting under the blankets, Ri Ahn simply wrapped an arm around Jordan, pulling them closer and burying his nose against their neck. They could do this now, right? Because they were dating and closeness was a new thing they could try. As usual, he would always wait for Jordan to be comfortable with anything they did, but this seemed innocent and comfortable enough to try it out. “Maybe I can sell them online, I’m not really good with computers so I wouldn’t really know how to even do that” He was getting more and more confident that his art could actually turn into a way of living, so trying wouldn’t hurt him. “I’ll paint you one day but that’s a painting I’ll never sell” Because if he ever get them in a canvas, then he would definitely want to keep that to himself.

“Are you giving me tips on how to befriend people? Because I already covered that part with Minho” He chuckled, entertained by how Jordan seemed to be teaching him how to talk to people. “Well, take a look at my phone or at myself, you’re free to do whatever you want” Hell, he would show them whatever they wanted to see. “That sounds important, like, you know, fighting with people I don’t do anything for the world, you could actually save lives” And that was very impressing “I think you’d do great, you should go for it if that’s what you really want”

A smile instantly took to Jordan’s lips as Ri Ahn seemed to join them, getting comfortable and nuzzling against them. They put an arm around him in return and let their fingers gently brush over him. “I’m sure that’s something a simple internet search could help us figure out. If there’s a certain website you could use or something.” The thought of Ri Ahn even having his own space to have his art was amazing, whether it was digital or if his work was on display in an art show. “I know that takes a lot of courage. To put yourself out there like that. Your artwork.” Jordan playfully poked Ri Ahn’s nose. And again, they knew they should have taken his words as a compliment. Part of them did. But they still couldn’t help shaking their head. “There are better things that you could paint, though. But... thank you.”

Jordan buried their face in their hands with a laugh. “That’s not what I meant, I swear! You are perfectly capable of befriending people.” They smiled, nodding. “I don’t have any desire to go through your phone. You, on the other hand...” Letting one hand slip under Ri Ahn’s shirt, they let it rest on his chest, giving a small pat as they leaned into a kiss. Jordan let it progress a little before ultimately giving Ri Ahn’s lip a small bite, pulling away. Damn... This really felt surreal. Taking a deep breath, they nodded again. “I don’t really know what I want. I mean, I feel like I could do more than what I’m doing now, you know? But I shouldn’t complain because the pay is decent and I couldn’t ask for better hours.” If they went through with it, it’d be a whole new surrounding and twelve hour days and they would lose their weekends, but the pay would still be decent. And they could potentially help people. Jordan rubbed their eyes before maneuvering some more, finding themselves straddling Ri Ahn’s hips again with a smirk. “What about going to the aquarium? For a date. It’s definitely a lot more chill than hiking.”

[jordanxcampbell]

namxriahn‌:

“Fuck fitting in” People shouldn’t try to fit in with others, but he could understand why a teen would try that and why it would be important while growing up. “Maybe, I won’t admit nor deny anything” Because he might have a thing for the bad boy look. He wasn’t one to get his hopes up s o the gallery thing was an option, yeah, and he would give it a try, but he wasn’t going to put all his cards there. If it worked, then great, but if it didn’t, well, it wouldn’t be the first time that his paintings would be rejected by people. He would still paint though, that wasn’t in question, but it would be nice to have people interested in what he did. “Yeah, the guy seemed genuinely interested so we’ll see how that goes, but yeah, your place is the first one to show a Nam original” He smiled back at them, kind of proud by their words, Jordan seemed to really like that and somehow that made him feel even more happy.

“Sometimes I guess I could be cute” He rolled his eyes, figuring that was the most he could compromise to admitting Jordan’s words. “I sold it but in the future I’d like to have my own again, and Minho is really good with cars so maybe he can help me get one” And have it personalized to Ri Ahn’s likes.  “So you took a look, uh?” He teased, he didn’t mind that they saw those pictures, it kind of made him feel good that they thought that, after all, he wanted for Jordan to be attracted to him and their physical chemistry and attraction would also be important.  “You can snoop though, it’s not like my phone has any secret and private things” He shrugged, he didn’t have much and Jordan could look as much as they wanted. He liked the fact that they didn’t have anything bothering them now, both having eaten and were just now sharing their time, snuggling together. “What do they do?” Ri Ahn asked, interested. He wasn’t the most educated man so he knew it vaguely. 

"Uh huh, sure.” Now they’d definitely have to make sure they broke out their leather jacket and boots, if only just to tease Ri Ahn. It just hadn’t been cold enough during the day to wear it yet. “Of course he’s genuinely interested. I’m sure it’ll go well. If it doesn’t, we can always brainstorm another way to get your artwork out there.” Jordan rubbed Ri Ahn’s arm with a smile. “Really? In that case, I am super honored. And I’m glad I had you sign it because it just makes it that much more official. An official Nam original. I think that has a pretty nice ring to it.”

“Hella cute. But don’t worry. You are secret safe with me.” Jordan grinned. “There you go. Next time you hang out with him, you should bring it up. Never hurts to start planning ahead. And if it’s something that interests him, that just makes it an even better topic for conversation.” They bit their lip to try and stop themselves from laughing. Duh, of course they took a look. “Yeah, but in my defense, who wouldn’t? It’s a little distracting.” Snooping, though? Jordan immediately shook their head. They’d been on the other end of that and even if there wasn’t anything to hide, it was nice to have privacy. “You’re right here. I don’t need to look for pictures when I have the real deal.” They leaned over and kissed Ri Ahn on the cheek before pulling away with a smile and maneuvering around to lay down, burrowing a bit under the blanket again. “Well... once they have enough training, they work with paramedics. Like, first responders when there’s an emergency call. Keep people in a stable condition until they reach the hospital for treatment.”

[jiminrolls]

[jordanxcampbell]

namxriahn‌:

He had to admit that Jordan did have the elemento of surprise on their side, always surprising him with their words and actions. “Totally douchebag, what the fuck, those are pictures I don’t want to see” Because tough and biker? Hot as well, douchebag? Not too much. “You should wear it” He replied, immediately changing his mind “Or maybe not, be soft on me” He was already weak for them he wasn’t sure he was ready for that look.  “Nothing has happened though” Maybe this was a topic they would never agree on because it was the only way Ri Ahn knew how to survive.  “But I’ll paint more, there’s this gallery, Dragan Gallery? I somehow met the owner and he said he’d like to see some of my work so who knows, it might work out” But he needed the money to buy more supplies so until then, he would keep fighting.

“I don’t think it makes me uncomfortable but yeah, if I want to be alone I’ll be fucking alone, you know?” Ri Ahn wouldn’t really stay somewhere if he felt uncomfortable and the Halloween party was a good example. It wasn’t bad, at all, until they ran against Jordan’s ex, but before that, it had been okay. He could deal with people, maybe not in the best way, but he could improve. It didn’t bother him. “Shut up” He simply replied, a small smile on his face. “Jamie and Joon” He needed to remember the names, he couldn’t be a dickhead to them. “He fixes cars and bikes, I used to have one so he worked on it, we shared some beers, he’s okay” He wasn’t sure if they were close friends or anything, but if he found a group of people involving Minho, he would stick by his side because he had a similar personality to his.  “I can hike, I’m lazy as fuck but I’m not in a bad shape, I think”

Jordan laughed at Ri Ahn’s reaction. “That was my way of trying to fit in and look cool. It didn’t work too well, obviously. Is that your subtle way of saying you have a thing for the whole bad boy look?” Back on the topic of fights though, Jordan knew they needed to just drop it. Stop bringing it up all together. It wasn’t something they would ever feel... positive about. But they didn’t want to make Ri Ahn feel like he had to choose. They just wanted to make sure he knew they cared, that they would always be concerned, but they would also stay by his side and help. That was what they agreed to and they were sticking to it. So, Jordan slowly nodded with a smile. “Just try to keep it that way. Dragan Gallery? That sounds nice. If they have any taste, it’ll definitely work out. I have your painting of Luna proudly on display at my place. So, I reserve the right to be the first gallery to show off this amazing artist.” Jordan nudged him with a giggle.

That was one way to put it. At least Ri Ahn was straightforward. “Okay, just making sure.” Still leaning against his shoulder, Jordan patted his leg before leaving their hand to rest there, smiling when they heard his little “shut up” remark. “It’s cute. You’re cute. Oh? Mr. Bad Boy used to have a motorcycle? Seems like a pretty good way to bond. Any involvement of alcohol helps too.” Drinking was the easiest way to make friends, at least in Jordan’s experience. Help loosen everyone up. “Ha, bad shape. I’ve seen a picture of you shirtless. You are far from being in bad shape.” Maybe that was a detail they could have left out but oh well. They’d be seeing each other shirtless sooner or later. “That day when you handed me your phone to look at your paintings. Just to clarify. I wasn’t snooping or anything.” Jordan picked their head back up and raked their fingers through their hair, finishing off their coffee. They gathered any mess and wrappers and got up to toss them in the garbage before returning to Ri Ahn’s side with a smile. “You know... I was thinking about maybe trying to become an EMT. I haven’t looked into it too much, but what I did find so far was that it doesn’t require a degree? Just training. And... the knowledge could definitely come in handy.” Jordan playfully poked at Ri Ahn’s side.

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