"Still broken inside "

"Spinal or Despair here with this blog i guess all the gems are doing it. Why despair well im still hurting despite being with the diamonds there great and all but i suffered for several centuries and im still hurting to this day .But my happy half joy is for the diamonds , shes apart of me that is the new begining . I cant show them my anger or my depression and steven he dosent deserve it that i do no ill figure something out one way or another. ((open rp for the split personality of spinel trigger topics at times will be tagged mun is of age pm me if you wanna rp.))

[ofocsandrps]

It was almost sunset on the outskirts of Beach City. Jordanite was getting some last minute archery in before retiring in her cave. She always found it interesting that humans prepared to sleep or go out at this time. If only she herself were as such. 

Right after her short bow dissipated, Jordanite heard a loud sound. She quickly turned her head and scanned the area around her. Was it one of those earthen animals again?

[joyanddespairofagem]

Spinel didnt expect a gem to be in her usual spot, she often let out her aggression here but a gem had to be here . She calmed down and let joy took over , the spot light appeared out of no where"Hiya whats a gem like you doing in a woods like this?“

[ofocsandrps]

The sound of this stranger’s voice startled Jordanite. She took two steps back and gripped her bow. She didn’t know that anyone resided in these parts, let alone another gem.

“Wh-who are you?”

[joyanddespairofagem]

"Im the quarky....awww screw it "despair took over and looked at the gem"Im the split personality called spinel i use to belong to pink diamond and well that story we dont need to talk about.

"So what are you doing here and why are you in my personal depression planet?" Spinal asked giving a confused look

[andy-squirrel-the-adventurer]

This only proceeded to make the squirrel feel worse, and the headache to turn into a migraine. When the fast motions finally stopped, the contents of the squirrel most recent meal came back up with a vengeance and splattered all over the floor. 

[joyanddespairofagem]

“Just as i thought you never been interdimensional jumping from one universe in a split second as peridot told me when i felt like this she said once you hurl your good as a new pearl

[andy-squirrel-the-adventurer]

Andy didn’t hear a word as her ears were ringing now. It took whatever ounce of strength Andy had left just to keep from passing out again. And it definitely showed on her face.

[joyanddespairofagem]

The gem grabbed a bag from the corner reaching inside it she pulled out a syringe and injected furry creature with it.“You should feel better in 5 seconds

[andy-squirrel-the-adventurer]

Andy cried out as the syringe was injected into her skin. She never was fond of syringes. “W-what did you just do?!” She demanded, of course it only hurt her head more when she did.

[joyanddespairofagem]

"Sorry its something called a stabilize r perdidot gave it to me and said any non gems i find in a bad state from travels just stick this in them and you should be better and can travel alot more easier

[andy-squirrel-the-adventurer]

This only proceeded to make the squirrel feel worse, and the headache to turn into a migraine. When the fast motions finally stopped, the contents of the squirrel most recent meal came back up with a vengeance and splattered all over the floor. 

[joyanddespairofagem]

“Just as i thought you never been interdimensional jumping from one universe in a split second as peridot told me when i felt like this she said once you hurl your good as a new pearl

[andy-squirrel-the-adventurer]

Andy didn’t hear a word as her ears were ringing now. It took whatever ounce of strength Andy had left just to keep from passing out again. And it definitely showed on her face.

[joyanddespairofagem]

The gem grabbed a bag from the corner reaching inside it she pulled out a syringe and injected furry creature with it."You should feel better in 5 seconds

[andy-squirrel-the-adventurer]

This only proceeded to make the squirrel feel worse, and the headache to turn into a migraine. When the fast motions finally stopped, the contents of the squirrel most recent meal came back up with a vengeance and splattered all over the floor. 

[joyanddespairofagem]

"Just as i thought you never been interdimensional jumping from one universe in a split second as peridot told me when i felt like this she said once you hurl your good as a new pearl

[andy-squirrel-the-adventurer]

Continued from here

@joyanddespairofagem

“I honestly have no idea. All I know is one minute I’m just working on my latest project, then it gives off this pink gas that smelled like a rose. I remember blacking out and then I find myself here,” the squirrel said taking a minute to think back to that moment. ‘How long was I out?’ she asked herself.

[joyanddespairofagem]

“Ummm you just arrived here in this huge building lab tree its kinda primitive from what I’ve seen but every race is different so i guess ill have to use you as a stress dummy

[andy-squirrel-the-adventurer]

Andy’s head was still hurting when this stranger spoke to her. All she could make out was ‘stress dummy’. “S-stress Dummy? W-where?” she asked slowly, her vision blurry as she tried to look around.

[joyanddespairofagem]

*she sighed her arm streched and wraps around andys body in a cartoon fashion and shakes her up and down her arms spun fast and spun andy in circles before legs bou ced andy back and forth on the bottom on her feet

[andy-squirrel-the-adventurer]

Continued from here

@joyanddespairofagem

“I honestly have no idea. All I know is one minute I’m just working on my latest project, then it gives off this pink gas that smelled like a rose. I remember blacking out and then I find myself here,” the squirrel said taking a minute to think back to that moment. ‘How long was I out?’ she asked herself.

[joyanddespairofagem]

"Ummm you just arrived here in this huge building lab tree its kinda primitive from what I've seen but every race is different so i guess ill have to use you as a stress dummy

[andy-squirrel-the-adventurer]

"A talking walking squirrel okay i think i finally went insane or this is a furry gem. @joyanddispairofagem

"Oh no. You haven't gone insane. I really am a walking talking squirrel. I just come from another planet called Mobius," she said with a friendly smile. "My name is Andy. What's your name?"

[joyanddespairofagem]

"Well my whole being is spinel but my mental state i have two sides so far your talking to despair joys currently napping so andy what brings you here ?

[ofocsandrps]

It was almost sunset on the outskirts of Beach City. Jordanite was getting some last minute archery in before retiring in her cave. She always found it interesting that humans prepared to sleep or go out at this time. If only she herself were as such. 

Right after her short bow dissipated, Jordanite heard a loud sound. She quickly turned her head and scanned the area around her. Was it one of those earthen animals again?

[joyanddespairofagem]

Spinel didnt expect a gem to be in her usual spot, she often let out her aggression here but a gem had to be here . She calmed down and let joy took over , the spot light appeared out of no where"Hiya whats a gem like you doing in a woods like this?"