I don’t know what you do with good feelings. I’m used to tossing them around like confetti to share with everyone, but now I hold them to me like rare a species that needs protection from extinction. But I was jealous that you never had to catch light off of something, you’re an object to gravitate around, soft and kind, and I’m cigarette burns on skin. You’ve reached into my heart, pulled out a handful of stars, and called them heartbeats.
And it wasn’t just love, it was more like: I think my heart is incapable of beating for anyone other than you.












