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Looking for my mutuals (new and old) Elle | 23 | MDNI active July ‘26 current bmi 16.8

[junkyardpromqueenreturns]

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Ugh going back for surgery in a few hours and it’s going to SUCK

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It got moved up which was a surprise for sure :(

T’was a success and I met some therapy dogs before going under

Feeling so rough atm now

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Ugh going back for surgery in a few hours and it’s going to SUCK

[evilalienmush]

many things have happened

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Been away dealing with life stuff but venting on here always make me feel so much better ❤️‍🩹

-back in the hospital (boring chronic physical health conditions) which is fucking with my mental health

-used so much sick leave it looks like im losing my job (dream job)

-probably going to have to move in with family (so grateful for my mom but living with my abusive father is goddamn triggering and unsafe)

-falling behind in my classes at the last minute and I’m going to be in so much debt if I fail

The one positive is that I keep hitting new lws (102.4lbs) this morning🤭

[junkyardpromqueenreturns]

What’s been going on with you guys? What have I missed the last couple weeks?

Life updates from me because I AWOL’ed from this account:

-maintaining a new lw (~105lbs)

want to see double digits so fucking bad

-wildfires took over my state (so smoky there’s ash falling from the sky and I can’t see across the street)

-started fucking my neighbor who’s ~10 years older than me (he’s kind of a loser but I was bored)

-pharmacy fucked up my meds and now I’m in quite the depressive episode :/

[junkyardpromqueenreturns]

Hope you're doing well! Realized you've been quiet for a bit~~

Really appreciate you checking in <3

tbh my mental and physical health got pretty rough and the self isolating got intense. Doing much better now and have missed my mutuals very much so you’ll be hearing more from me from now on :)

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Going to get a coffee and do two weeks of assignments that are due at midnight 🙃

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Bag acquired! Latte and blueberry muffin! Starting my schoolwork at 9:15am, let’s see when I get done

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MUFFIN TRIED TO KILL ME! I had to EpiPen myself twice and be ambulanced to the ER. I’m all good now they’re just watching me, but come on. I spend way too much time here

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Going to get a coffee and do two weeks of assignments that are due at midnight 🙃

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Bag acquired! Latte and blueberry muffin! Starting my schoolwork at 9:15am, let’s see when I get done

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Going to get a coffee and do two weeks of assignments that are due at midnight 🙃

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The relationshit I have with my father is rather laughable

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Good morning pals, how’s everyone doing today? 🌸

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Going on my nighttime walk to the corner store :)

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108.1lbs/49kg

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Digital footprint so nasty kids see it in the mud and shudder to think what big vile creature pulled itself ashore and is stalking these woods

[lawbutch]

we need to de-stigmatize bulimia because the shame is genuinely killing people. It's a coping mechanism you should avoid (like running in traffic or sharing needles) but it is morally neutral and wildly more common than we think. smart, adult, capable people have bulimia. and the more openly we can talk about it the easier it is to find other things to do. because it's just something some people do.

[junkyardpromqueenreturns]

Been gone because I had to go to the ER for retaining fluid and I thought I was getting fat (gained like 20lbs in a week and my whole body was swollen) so I had a mental breakdown but then they gave me medicine and I’m getting back to normal!