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H:1.75m SW:99kg CW:75.1kg UGW:?? 20. Male. eng/esp

[rozzwellie]

This video made me cry so I wanted to put it here

[just-a-holyfool]

¿Por qué no puedo comer como la gente normal?

[just-a-holyfool]

Amigos de peda y ya

[just-a-holyfool]

Muchas emociones en un solo día

[just-a-holyfool]

He andado muy así estos últimos días :s

[just-a-holyfool]

Por qué pienso tanto las cosas?

[lagrimabzurdah]

Si como algo,

me voy a comer todo,

mejor no como nada.

- a u t o c o n t r o l -

[just-a-holyfool]

Lo que yo piense de los demás es un reflejo de mi mismo.

Lo que yo piense que piensan los demás de mi es lo que yo pienso de mi.

Lo que los demás realmente piensen de mi es un reflejo de ellos mismos.

[transguy-wannadie]

[mellowhype]

omg.

(not my video)

[skinnyisthegoalxoxo]

Omg I’m so fucking obsessed with this video right now! Can’t stop watching

[just-a-holyfool]

Finalmente llegué a la conclusión de que mi único amigo de verdad y la única persona que se va a interesar verdaderamente por mi soy yo.

[just-a-holyfool]

Tan rico que es comer y yo me lo prohíbo 😝

[just-a-holyfool]

Más humillación

[thelatestkate]

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[just-a-holyfool]

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[c-ptsdrecovery]

(Seen on FB)

RUN THE DISHWASHER TWICE. 

When I was at one of my lowest (mental) points in life, I couldn’t get out of bed some days. I had no energy or motivation and was barely getting by.

I had therapy once per week, and on this particular week I didn’t have much to ‘bring’ to the session. He asked how my week was and I really had nothing to say.

“What are you struggling with?” he asked.

I gestured around me and said “I dunno man. Life.”

Not satisfied with my answer, he said “No, what exactly are you worried about right now? What feels overwhelming? When you go home after this session, what issue will be staring at you?”

I knew the answer, but it was so ridiculous that I didn’t want to say it.

I wanted to have something more substantial.

Something more profound.

But I didn’t.

So I told him, “Honestly? The dishes. It’s stupid, I know, but the more I look at them the more I CAN’T do them because I’ll have to scrub them before I put them in the dishwasher, because the dishwasher sucks, and I just can’t stand and scrub the dishes.”

I felt like an idiot even saying it.

What kind of grown ass woman is undone by a stack of dishes? There are people out there with *actual* problems, and I’m whining to my therapist about dishes?

But my therapist nodded in understanding and then said:

“RUN THE DISHWASHER TWICE.”

I began to tell him that you’re not supposed to, but he stopped me.

“Why the hell aren’t you supposed to? If you don’t want to scrub the dishes and your dishwasher sucks, run it twice. Run it three times, who cares?! Rules do not exist, so stop giving yourself rules.”

It blew my mind in a way that I don’t think I can properly express.

That day, I went home and tossed my smelly dishes haphazardly into the dishwasher and ran it three times.

I felt like I had conquered a dragon.

The next day, I took a shower lying down.

A few days later. I folded my laundry and put them wherever the fuck they fit.

There were no longer arbitrary rules I had to follow, and it gave me the freedom to make accomplishments again.

Now that I’m in a healthier place, I rinse off my dishes and put them in the dishwasher properly. I shower standing up. I sort my laundry.

But at a time when living was a struggle instead of a blessing, I learned an incredibly important lesson:

THERE ARE NO RULES.

RUN THE DISHWASHER TWICE!!!

(by Kate Scott 2018)

[ocean-time]

I literally did this today LOL. Whenever I see a dirty spot, I scrub it with whatever’s lying around. I dust whenever I have the energy (3AM or not). It’s worth it haha

[crazyeddieme]

i guess I need a new dishwasher because lots of stuff doesn’t get clean without manual scrubbing even if I run it through the dishwasher four or five times…

[cromulentenough]

another lifehack that might help if you don’t have a dishwasher like me orhave a crappy one and can’t get yourself to wash dishes, get disposable paper plates!

[munsiel]

Having an ED be like :

Oh you ate too much? Would you like

Excessive restricting and fasting to make up for it

Or

Week long binge cycle because you already fucked up anyways