As men we love women, but do women love us.?Do those women love you for who you are or do you think they love you for who you are. In my case I just don't know anymore. I left a wonderful woman back in Venezuela when I moved to New Orleans, I really don't know why we thought it could work but we tried and I got tired of it. Fuck it this post isn't even about her. I met this Colombian girl, god damn she is fine. She is smart, confident, and independent, and I oddly didn't like her like in a girl friend type of way. I met her on tinder... but before yall start the bullshit about being thirsty and shit I never used the app thinking about sex. I didn't even know people used it for that. Anyways we lived in the same city and went to the same college so I asked to meet her. Boom there she was I was stunned. She was so damn fine I couldn't stop staring at her....anyways getting of track again. At the moment i just simply talked hoping not to sound stupid or like an asshole. We talked or a little while and we had a good time. I walked her to her car and I mentioned that I don't want to get her hopes up or mess around with her feelings cause I wasn't ready for a relationship. She was COMPLETELY fine with it. A month passes and as I mentioned before I broke up with my gf. I was hurt and the only person there for me was her. But at te same time I didn't liked her that way and why would a beautiful women like that be interested in this broke, big nose, large ear, dadbod guy. I touched her hair in my car while I was talking about how I was feeling. She liked it. The days pass and my feelings for her where growing so I texted her to go out. I asked her out she said yes. As friends of course. She was wearing shorts that showed her whole thighs yet keeping it very classy. Damn, I was so turned on, my heart started to races and my palms where getting moist. I calmly say hi to her and joke around. It was a great day. I won't go into detail because I don't remember what we did haha. But I know we had a great time. We started going out more and more and the more physical. I tried kissing her, she looked away. I laughed and said"you got jokes" she laughed and said "no, no, you got jokes. " it was funny. But made me want to kiss her more. I knew she wanted to but she said she didn't kiss her friends plus she said that said that I didn't wan a relationship cause I wasn't ready. One day it happened. I was so happy like a kid in a candy store. We where having a great time but we never talked about going steady. So I decided to talk to her about that. What did she want or where was this going. She said she didn't want to make this to get complicated. I was fine with it. But it go complicated. It's been 3 months and I wondered why we have never slept together. I mean we date like bf and gf. We text like ng and gf, I'm just like why the fuck am I not attactive enough for that or am I not cleaning up right. A lot of shit goes through my head and I'm just going to propose a good night that would lead to me simply fucking her brains out really show how much I want her body to be synced with mine. Everything went perfect, we start making out I feel her breathe deeply and faster. And she gave me 4 small kisses and said goodnight babe. (To be continued)
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