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my name is rebekah. i've been around for a while now and my two most important people are my sire and my sister. i don't deny what i am, but i try to be as civil as i can. as long as you don't cross me or my kin, i promise i won't cross you.

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I...would like some help please.

That is… That is such a h-horribly human task… I need… I just need a moment? And then we can shower. Or water? Water first? Could you…?

I’m sorry, Rebekah. Were it my choice, I’d never leave you. You know that. At least I gave you some meaning. Th-that… That’s enough to brighten my mood here and now. And I gave you your sister. You… Rebekah. You girls w-were all I ever needed. I got a chance to have you both. For nearly a hundred years. I w-was lucky. B-be the brave girl I know you are. Be the girl that said yes to me all those years ago in Arlington. Be… Be my sweetest Rebekah…

Of course, h-here. Anything you need, my beautiful s-sire...

... I'm not. I'm not that b-brave girl, not without you. Everything I am is b-because I have you. Here, in me. Because you l-love me and you give me s-strength and courage and passion. I'm not... If... If you l-leave... I can go with you.

#isla #just go ahead and kill me now

I...would like some help please.

Listen, angel, you need to stop this now. Y-you don’t need me. Not like this. I’m…no use to anyone in this body. It’s b-better this way. Believe that, dearheart. Don’t think of me this way. If y-you do anything for me, do that. R-remember me as I was wh-when we were in New Orleans. Dazzling and en-enchanting and nearly a goddess. Remember me that way, please?

Rebekah, oh… Oh, I think I’ll be sick again, please…

I can't. I r-refuse to believe that this is it. Forever. Forever. That was the deal, Isla. You... You saved us. You s-saved me. My life would have been colorless and... and without m-meaning. You taught me how to l-live... How am I supposed to do it without you?

Here, here, let me... Just... It's fine. It's okay. I've got you. Get it all out, and then... then we'll shower. If's going to be fine.

I...would like some help please.

Hush. My brightest gem. I l-love you so much. You know that, yes? You’ll remember? How pr-proud of you I am. All I ask… All I ask is that you remember me. Can you do that for me, my Rebekah? D-don’t… Don’t be sad for too long, my sweetest angel.

Stop. Please s-stop. You're not dying. You can't die. You belong here, with me. And Marina. We n-need you, Isla... You're just s-sick. Humans get sick all the time, and then they get better. You're going to get b-better, I promise.

I...would like some help please.

I… That might be for the best. I m-might… I might not be able to stand. On my own.

Oh, angel… I don’t feel l-like I’ll ever be anything again, let along back to my true f-form. This poison was j-just to torture us with b-being human before finishing us off. Marina. Y-you go to her, after. Promise me, m-my…my Rebekah.

You're not going anywhere. You can't. You stay here, you s-stay with me.

I...would like some help please.

Be careful, sweets. Don’t get…yourself soiled. I hate for you to see m-me in this condition.

Angel… Do me a favor? I… When this…has all ended. Find Marina, yes? I… I don’t want you on your own any l-longer.

I don't care. You're my sire. I want to take care of you. We can shower together. Get you all cleaned up.

Don't say that. Nothing's ending. Just this... poison that's in you. It's going to go away and you're going to be like us again. Neither one of us is ever going to be alone or left behind.

I...would like some help please.

I… We can’t be sure of that, my angel. I feel very unlike myself. And I threw up… Could you help me to Miss Jayne’s? Please. I need to wash…

You...? I-- Of course I can. Come here, let me carry you. We'll get you clean, we'll get you better.

I...would like some help please.

My childe? My darling Rebekah? I’m… I’m so very unwell…

Isla, my love... No, tell me... You're going to be fine. You're going to be okay.

I...would like some help please.

Y-yes. Yes, that’s… that’s fine.

Thank you... Is she already there? Or can I catch your servant in the hall and help her up?

I...would like some help please.

I’ve gotten sick.

A servant will… will escort you to my… tower. You will… be far more comfortable in the…. in the den.

Jayne, ma'am... Is it alright if I come up, too?

Shh, don’t cry. My Rebekah… It’s only until all this is worked out. You know I always want you with me but…but there’s no reason the both of us should be caught here.

I wouldn't be caught. I could leave... I just wouldn't. I'll stay with you until it's fixed. Until we have forever again. What is the reason for love if not to stand by the ones we love in times of trial, my beautiful sire?

Sweetling… Not to stay, you understand? You don’t belong in a place like that. I… I’ll follow Gabriel’s order without question, but I won’t have you in such a position, my angel.

I don't care, Isla. You don't belong down there either. I'd rather be in a basement with you than in paradise without you, my love. Please...

I’d imagine so… Thank you, angel. It might be some time. And I’m afraid… I’m afraid I must go downstairs.

I just heard... I'll go with you.

And I love you. Hush, angel. You’ll never not have me. It was my blood that made you as you are and so you always have me. And… Please. Try to focus on your sister if you can? If something happens, I won’t… I won’t know. You’ll have to keep an ear to the ground, all right? Now come find me, love.

I have been concentrating on her a little. She's panicked, she doesn't know... It just feels like you're gone, Isla. But I'll stay tuned in with her, I promise. Until you're right again.

Sweetling, now, there’s no one’s company I could ever prefer to yours. You know that. I’m just not eager to add to Gabriel’s irritation. But, he’ll understand. Please, come. Having you near… I would feel far better.

I just love you so much... I'm scared, Isla. I'm so scared. It's been so long since I've... not had you in me. I need you so, my sire.

I… You just know how very much I loathed being human. I’m not sure if you may. I’d love nothing more, dearheart, it’s just that Gabriel said for no one to visit… Seth was going to make his way to me, anyway.

I do know, yes. That's why I want to be with you. We could... figure this out. We will. But if... if you'd prefer Seth's company right now, I'll just... wait, I suppose. That's okay.

Isla... My darling sire, where are you?

My room, angel-mine. Gabriel wants us to rest and wait for his word before doing anything, but I… I can’t feel you, my Rebekah. You’re all right aren’t you?

Nor I you, Isla... I'm so sorry that this happened. I... I could come to you? May I come to you?

Not a New Year resolution so much. No one ever keeps those things anyway. An old friend of mine showed up. And I made a promise to try and get out of here.

There will still be trouble… Just trouble within the rules. I gotta be me, ya know.

Well, I support you. It's about time you experienced the free world again, handsome. I'm sure it misses you something terrible.

I know. Just so long as you're not getting in trouble with anyone who matters.

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