🎬🌈MONSTER ENERGY🌈🎬

Elio/he-him I yap then I nap. flavour of the season is dan and phil, interview with the vampire, dead boy detectives and manyyyyy others I am too lazy to add (intro post coming soon)

[just-lightly-sedated]

hellooo!!!!!!

After much procrastination, I present my:

I'm elio

I'm 18

my pronouns are he/they

I'm neurodivergent (as a psychology student i cannot resist the urge to diagnose myself so the list of potential neuro-spiciness is: BPD, maladaptive daydreaming, AuDHD.... and others

I'm transmasc (if I tried to explain my gender one would encounter such confusing labels as genderflux and beauboy so let's not get into it) anddd pansexual and demirose

I'm a Capricorn sun (but more characterized by my Aquarius Moon and Rising).

I'm a South Asian Socialist Queer (and proud), a writer (occasionally), I love to read, paint, I love nature and shit-talking fascism, I love good cinema and good food, philosophy, literature, music, joy, cats, poetry and feminism,

interview with the vampire, Dan and Phil, Rivals, Ducktales, Luca Guadagnino Movies, Tom Moore Films, Greta Gerwig Movies, Studio Ghibli, Disney Movies, Fleabag, murder mysteries, Wes Anderson, Derry Girls, Howl's Moving Castle, Dead Poets Society, Our Flag Means Death, Good Omens, I Saw The Tv Glow, Juno, Dead Boy Detectives, Lisa Frankenstein, Wednesday, Women Talking, Around The World In 80 Days, Doctor Who, Avatar The Last Airbender, Cruella, All Of Us Strangers, YellowJackets, Heartstopper, Promising Young Woman, Bottoms, Poor Things, Seed Of The Sacred Fig, Arcane, Killing Eve, Enola Holmes, I Am Not Okay With This, The Lego Batman movie, AND MANY MORE.

i also like dostoevsky, oscar wilde, jhon milton, agatha christie, hozier, florence and the machine and a bunch of other stuff (im tired and don't like making lists)

Zionists, Mysoginists, Racists, Radfems and Terfs, Transphobes, Homophobes, Neil gaiman apologists, J.K rowling defenders (and also if u watch hp. idc if ur pirating it, trans lives are more precious than your fandom), hateful arseholes of any and all varieties.

and if u don't take film/show recs, ghost people, like playing trauma olympics, or excuse being an arse with the words "avoidant attatchment style":

that is all!

have fun doomscrolling queens!!!

[whitewolf-the-unforgiven]

Why this is hurting me so much...

[just-lightly-sedated]

louis de point de derseved so much better du lac

[esarity11]

how daniel molloy feels after trying to conduct an accurate interview about vampires, but his subjects are louis de pointe du lack of information, lestat de lyingcourt, armanipulator, and claudead.

[vampiresforvampires]

They day I won't reblog this...

[just-lightly-sedated]

can someone who has watched pismo beach just gimme some pismo crumbs.... (TELL ME WHAT ITS ABTT AT LEASTTT)

i cant watch it cz my parents control my finances and shit and i cant pay for the fee/subscription whatever.

(my dms are open)

[ordinarytalk]

Recovering from autistic burnout as a high-masking adult:

To recover, you literally need to manually learn skills that most people learn as a toddler

You need to learn what makes your body uncomfortable, and what to do to fix it

If you are high-masking, that usually means that you have learned to ignore every distress signal your body sends unless it is a distress signal that a neurotypical person would recognize. People have likely been unintentionally gaslighting you about your lived experience your entire life

If you feel bad or panicked for no reason, stop and try to pay attention to your body. Are you tense? You are likely feeling physical pain somewhere. If you've been gaslit about your pain your entire life, you might not be able to identify it.

Go through a sensory checklist.

SIGHT: Try closing and covering your eyes. If this gives you relief, the lights are probably too bright. You may also need differently-colored lights

SOUND: Cover your ears. Does this give you relief? If so, you may need earplugs or noise canceling headphones. You may also benefit from a neutral or pleasant background noise, like soft music or brown noise.

TOUCH: Are your clothes uncomfortable? Your chair? Your body? Do you feel greasy, like you need a shower? Do you need softer, sensory-friendly clothing?

TASTE: Do you need to brush your teeth or tongue? Would chewing on something help?

SMELL: Is there a strong or unpleasant smell in the room? Do you need to clean or empty a trash can? Would an air purifier help? Would a pleasant smell like a candle help?

INTEROCEPTION: Are you hungry? Thirsty? Tired? How is your posture? Are any of your muscles tight or sore? Scan your body slowly from head to feet, tensing and loosening each group of muscles. Going for a walk or doing a series of quick stretches may help a lot.

Learning how to do this stuff is not intuitive, if you've had an entire lifetime of gaslighting telling you that everything hurting you isn't a big deal and you're being dramatic over nothing.

This takes time, it takes work, it's not intuitive, and it's hard. Most people forget how hard it is, because they learned this as toddlers.

If you want to recover, you need to relearn your whole body. And get over your idea of "normal" and just wear the damn sunglasses and put on the headphones. If people stare, fuck em. You're disabled and they can deal with that.

[nerdery-and-shenanigans]

THIS! THIS! THIS!

[just-lightly-sedated]

need this for when i can actually read and my brain isnt melting

[librarycard]

[shaking violently] i am fine

[elvis-official]

Woah mama just reminding my followers that TERF ideology is fundamentally evil and not welcome anywhere near my blog hummina hummina hummina

[eiderducksonofhumperdink]

Protecting genuine women is „fundamentally evil“?

[elvis-official]

Protecting women is one of the most noble things you can do. Unfortunately you don't do that

[anti-terf-posts]

official anti terf post

[elvis-official]

Woah mama I'm getting certification now

[annabelle--cane]

went to a discussion led by elliot page earlier today and there were many good things said but at one point the other presenter asked him "what's a cool thing about yourself that has nothing to do with being trans?" and he said "uhh this is all I've got going for me" and then paused before adding "if anyone has three oranges, I can juggle"

[jumberlacks]

The correction is killing me

[thecommaconstellation]

Today Israel killed beloved journalist Anas al-Sharif. May he be the light of Revolution.

[as-warm-as-choco]

this is the moment he read his family name amongst the martyrs on live tv and kept doing his job :'(

[ur-local-scorpihoe]

make the most amount of art/discourse/fanfic about DBD just to show everyone how much this show is loved.

that. that is the best way to get back at Netflix. they want us to forget about the show. let’s talk about it so much another network has to pick it up. it’s honesty more likely than you think 💜💀

[just-lightly-sedated]

[just-lightly-sedated]

being a queer person in pakistan means that the queerphobes are like this ^^^

meanwhiles the people who should be protecting us from them are like this:

"issued guidance" my ass. people are being killed and beaten and SA'd and the police got a mild scolding uwu

[just-lightly-sedated]

excuse me?? where are the cameos?? wehre are my cameos??? *frothing at the mouth* i need my cameos!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[beardedmrbean]

I just want to love you

[a-wild-haggis]

[21chrysanthemums]

great tag addition by sepulchritude

[just-lightly-sedated]

So is this…. Like…. A Thing now????

[gasupthemiata]

How this moment went for Edwin:

[just-lightly-sedated]

im so upset i want to ram my head into a wall but if i accept that i'm upset i know how this night will go (crying myself to sleep or having a breakdown in the loo again yay!) so instead im just denying it and hoping i start feeling better while i feel progressively worse. pray for me amigos.

[holdoncallfailed]

how it feels to post cringe fandom stuff on the cringe fandom website