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What if time doesn’t do what it’s supposed to do? What if I never get over you...

What if never gets better, what if this lasts forever and ever...

And i want to hurt you I want to fucking delete it all in one fell swoop I intend to erase you Then you'll really know how it fucking feels Almost there.

Perfume today but not for you... Weird.

As quickly as she had come crashing into my life, she had made her exit.

And in an instant she was gone with the wind

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Dark Night of the Soul

The term Dark Night of the Soul is a spiritual crisis in a journey towards union with God, like that described by St John of the Cross. Entering the Dark Night of the Soul can be triggered by certain life events, but anyone who has met their true Twin Flame can attest to this life altering process. It is the most excruciating pain anyone can endure as it literally feels like coping with death. The DNOS is a necessary process in order to form a fully conscious bond with the divine. At each stage come experiences of exquisite mystical transcendence as well as feelings of depression, madness, and extraordinary isolation unknown to ordinary human experience. Twins have reported having visions, hearing angelic voices, experiencing unusually intense telepathic communication, emergence of unknown psychic gifts, unexplained synchronicities that won’t stop, and falling into deep states of depression that would have brought ordinary mortals to the brink of suicide.

This relationship will leave you in the fetal position crying in agony because it feels as if your soul is being ripped from your being - with no mercy from the angels or God above - leaving you feeling totally helpless.

Meeting your Twin Flame is excruciating; there is nothing romantic about this relationship while you are experiencing the death of the old egoic self. You are literally shedding lifetimes and lifetimes of suppressed emotions and old egoic beliefs. You are being forced to heal your CORE wounds now. This relationship is preparing you for your enlightenment. It is calling you back to your relationship with the Divine. It is guiding you to the higher realms of Higher Consciousness. The Dark Night of the Soul is about: transformation. But understand that through the death of your old egoic false self, lies something absolutely beautiful waiting to emerge. Meeting your Beloved has triggered your spiritual awakening into finding your true authentic self again. That is the nature of this relationship. It is to help you find your way back to God. Just know that you are never separated from Source, even when it feels as though God has abandoned you. When you go through the Dark Night of the Soul - you will think you have been separated from Source because of your de-tachment from friends and family, but this is not truth! Source is always there to guide you, illuminating your path every step of the way. Stay grounded, and pray for mercy during this process. Always tell yourself that you are LOVE - and that you are LOVED. The Dark Night of the Soul is beautifully explained here. This video is amazing as well. Dark Night of the Soul - YouTube

Days drift by in a haze Nights are cold and long I awake to a different dream about you Minutes ago just dancing to our song A sickening feeling in my stomach Like a weight is on my chest I wake again without you today In a blanket of cold sweat At least in my dreams I see you Even if it's a torturous time You at least look me in the eyes there When I speak I get a reply

If I close my eyes and the wind blows just right, I can find the passage. It leads to a special place where we are not bound to the constraints of time and space. Not trapped within our human forms or restricted to a language not native to our tongue. A place we used to visit together, long ago. In many lives, in many forms.

It winds along the river, where songs are whispered through the pines. Across a rickety wooden swing bridge, high up in the sky, the view is break-taking. I’ve seen you skip across this bridge a thousand times before. Each time you turn and face me as we approach our favourite spot. Your eyes light up and I can feel your serenity wash over me. Our eyes meet and I am awakened. My senses heightened, my intuition impeccable. You surround me and I give in to you. You cleanse me of my pain.

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She longed for her in a way that was all consuming. Time stood still as her mind raced on with uncontrollable thoughts. She couldn’t eat. She hadn’t slept in days. Early mornings turned into long nights. Moments of normalcy were fleeting and she was beginning to think this was how things were going to be. The life after Michelle. The empty, shallow existing.

She could barely breathe. She was everywhere and in every thing. She was the smile in the stranger, the splash in the water, the warm sun on her back. She couldn’t escape the thoughts of her no matter how hard she tried.

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Maybe in another time In a far off distant place I won't have to close my eyes To look at your beautiful face Maybe there you'll still remember The way you used to know That with even just a nod of the head I'd follow wherever you would go Perhaps even relieve the glory days When we were as happy as could be When you'd walk into any room And all you'd see was me Our embraces lasted hours Only time tore us apart Before everything went off the rails When you still had my heart

After three full turns, we've come back around, and now the time is upon us. A time to rest, a time to think, a time to cut our flesh again.

The words seemed to fall out of her mouth. She hadn’t meant to say it aloud and was taken aback when she heard a response, almost convinced she had had the entire conversation entirely inside her head. The thing about words is that they have this way of sneaking back into our lives. She almost never spoke aloud about these feelings because as far as she was concerned, if they didn't leave her lips, they could still have time to change form, and maybe she wasn’t really this person.

I used to look at your picture and my heart would skip a beat. Now I look at your picture and my heart is in my stomach.

For the first time in years, she didn't think of her. She was overcome with sadness by this because it meant it was really over and she was really gone.

What have we become?

There wasn't much left to fight for but there was even less after every conversation they shared.

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