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[justmstm]

tangina niyo. sige kung diyan kayo masaya, ge

[kushandwisdom]

Don’t be pushed by your problems; be led by your dreams.

- Unknown (via

thelovenotebook

)

 (via thelovenotebook)

[justmstm]

0524

besh 1 year and 4 months na ang nakakalipas, ‘di ka pa rin nakakausad? tangina. tigil na uy. di naman worth it eh

[justmstm]

1:38 AM

torn between gusto kong magka-boyfriend and ayoko na munang pumasok sa isang relasyon kasi nakaka-trauma, sobra.

Pero gusto ko talaga.

De, pero ayoko.

Tangina.

[inspiring-pictures]

[everythingitouchisart]

[justmstm]

“PUCHA I DON’T DESERVE HIM.”

Every time na maaalala mo siya, sabihin mo ‘yan sa sarili mo.

[justmstm]

losing but ain’t losing

I don’t know why is the world so cruel to me. I’ve lost a lot in my life and I guess I’ll lose more until there’s nothing left for me. I do not know what I did to deserve all these. I swear I do not. And that hurts me even more.

But despite everything I’m going through right now, I ain’t losing my faith in Him. I know in time that the pain I’m feeling today will turn into joy that is invaluable. I’m holding onto Your promise, G. “Very truly I tell you, you will weep and mourn while the world rejoices. You will grieve, but your grief will turn to joy.” (John 16:20). I know You will never fail me and that You will keep Your promises. And I believe all these happen for a reason. I may not be able to understand it now, but sooner or later I will. 

So as I was ranting this, I can’t help myself but to burst into tears.

[justmstm]

2:46AM

Hi, I’ve been stalking your blog for the past three days and I honestly don’t know why. Hehe. Anyway, as I was reading your old rants, I cannot help myself but cry. Sobrang miss na kita. It’s been almost a year since I last talked to you. And that conversation went pretty bad (which saddens me more). I honestly don’t know what to say...... I just miss you. I do. a lot. I am happy that you’re happy with your life right now at the same time sad that I am not part of it. (lol ang drama) but seriously speaking, I never expected this to happen - you forgetting me and our friendship. Dude, ang sakit sa feeling. But then, that was your choice. How I wish I can still talk to you. I’m going through the worse things I could imagine in my life right now and I’m longing for your words - ‘yung kahit masakit at tagos sa puso keri lang kasi malakas magpa-laklak ng realidad. How I wish I can chat you up and ask “Kumusta ka na? Miss na kita. Bigtime” But I know I’d just get a “seen” from you. Kaya better na wag na lang. Masakit ma-reject teh. (so I’m hoping na mabasa mo ‘to. But if not, it’s okay. (I don’t even know kung active ka pa sa Tumblr, but as far as I know, you are. Hehe)) It’s February 1st. 26 days ago, I listed all my faith goals I could think about for this year. And one of them is to make up broken relationships (including ours, of course). I know that will not happen this year. Not even next year. But I hope and pray that as soon as I get over all these bad things happening in my life, I’ll be able to achieve that faith goal of mine.

I know I’ve never been a good friend to you (maybe at some point I was. (I wish)). I did hurt you, not just once, not even twice. I had immature decisions in my life that somehow put us to this situation. But I’m still holding on to my faith that one day, you’ll forgive me and eventually get back to how we used to be. And that also I’ll learn how to forgive that one person who made me distant myself to you.

I miss you so bad. But I need to move on. And yes, that includes you.

P.S. damn it. why do i have to lose you too?

[justmstm]

Happiness is knowing that I am finally going to school tomorrow!!!! Damn, it feels like hell to be jailed at home for 13 days! I realized that I’m better when I’m busy with school shits than doing nothing at all. (Although it breaks my heart to know I’ve missed 8 quizzes, 6 seat works, and 13 lessons. Damn. How do I catch up to these?)

 Anyway, still Thank You G! 

[justmstm]

Send me numbers! ✉👌😃

1. Last kiss

2. Last phone call

3. Last text message

4. Last song you listened to

5. Last time you cried

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice

7. Been cheated on

8. Self harmed

9. Lost someone special

10. Been depressed

11. Been drunk and threw up

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:

12. had sex

13. How many people have you had sex with this year?

15. Made a new friend

17. Laughed until you cried

18. Met someone who changed you

19. Found out who your true friends were

20. Found out someone was talking about you

21. What did you do for your last Birthday

22. What time did you wake up today

23. Name something you CANNOT wait for

24. Last time you saw your all of your siblings at the same time

25. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life

26. What are you listening to right now

27. When is the last time you had sex?

28. Who's getting on your nerves right now

29. Most visited webpage

30. Favorite colour

31. Nicknames

32. Relationship Status

33. Zodiac sign

34. Male or female

35. Primary school

36. Secondary School

37. High school/college

38. Eye color

39. Height

40. Do you have a crush on someone

41. What do you like about yourself

42. Piercings

43. Tattoos

44. Righty or lefty

FIRSTS:

45. First piercing

46. First best friend

47. First hookup

48. First Bestfriend

RIGHT NOW:

49. Eating

50. Drinking

51. I'm about to

52. Listening to

53. Waiting for

YOUR FUTURE:

54. Want kids?

55. Get married?

56. Career

WHICH IS BETTER:

57. Lips or eyes

58. Hugs or kisses

59. Shorter or taller

60. Older or Younger

61. Romantic or spontaneous

62. Nice stomach or nice arms

63. Sensitive or loud

64. Hook-up or relationship

HAVE YOU EVER:

65. Kissed a stranger

66. Drank hard liquor

67. Lost glasses/contacts

68. Had sex

69. Broken someone's heart

70. Been arrested

71. Turned someone down

72. Cried when someone died

73. Fallen for a friend

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

74. Yourself

75. Miracles

76. Love at first sight

77. Heaven

78. Santa Clause

79. Kiss on the first date

80. Angels

81. How would you label yourself?

82. Someone You Pray Everyday For

83. Did you sing today

84. Who From All Your Ex's have You Cared The Most About

85. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?

86. Out Of Everything In The World What Do You Wish For

87. Are you afraid of falling in love?

88. Do you like the way you look?

Ask me something. Anon or not. Pretty please?

[romanoff]

x

[livingby]

[princessvelvett]

My dream house and dream car.

[oldschool67]

BugShow 2012

[justmstm]

don’t i deserve to be happy as u are?

[kushandwisdom]

Fueled by passion, driven by success.

- Unknown (via thelovenotebook)